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<<<<<<<<<<<< WHEN THEYRE PERCABETH CODED @campbyler

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acswy byler is everything to me actually

@campbyler you guys are my idols

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June 25th is the new June 5th. If you know you know.

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love the idea of will and mike becoming more aware of their feelings and sort of acknowledging them before a full blown confession, like being on the same page without having to say it so once there is a confession they both sort of already knew

also love the idea of will never considering for a second that mike feels the same way so if mike confesses/kisses him he'll be like ?????..?!,!,!.?.!.!.!.!.?.?, like his whole perception of the world will CRUMBLE

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it came to me in a moment of clarity

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ok but hear me out if this is the same episode 5x02 that means we could be getting the mutual break up scene mike finding out about the painting lie which is why he is staring at the wall he probably hung the painting in his room and we also get the bike scenes?

i look like this rn and im going crazy atm guys sorry 😅

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Tell me you have AuDHD without telling me you have AuDHD:

"I feel the sudden urge to clean my room and sort everything neatly, because I love sorting and organizing, but then I enter my room, look around and be like 'Nope, I'm not doing this' and leave my room only to feel the urge rising again, which ends up me sorting random stuff into small piles all over my room and calling it a day."

It's a vicious cycle.

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man I wish people understood how much it sucks ass to be neurodivergent and trying to find the middle ground where people like/tolerate you. like, I'm either "boring" (trying to wait my turn in conversations, holding space for other people, taking a back seat to let others get some spotlight) or "too much" (too loud/talking too much, getting excited to share, trying to participate in group conversations/activities). No one really talks about how much of being neurodivergent is just sort of trying to make yourself palatable.

I feel like so much of my life has been spent trying to find this effortless sort of middle ground everyone else seems to automatically already know, and I'm always swinging too far one way or the other. I'm lucky to have neurodivergent friends who grok me, but goddamn I wish that I could just like, exist without the constant background script in my brain that's like "you're being too loud. You're not talking enough. you're being self-centered. you're being boring. you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong." I feel like I'm back in high school trying to make friends but stuck as the eternal "weird kid"

it's just... lonely and sucks bad.

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eddie munson never died he tucked his arms and legs into his belly curled into a ball and he just rolled away

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Found the most forlorn looking lil guy on iNaturalist the other night

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can i just say i love how the byler fandom has come up with the most ridiculous names for Mileven??? like milkvan, melvin, it’s so funny.

i love u guys

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Will’s painting based off William B’s painting of Michael.