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me: eating voluntarily

my brain: wow you truly are faking your ed

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Yesterday I ate like 1500 calories

A binge or recovery? The world may never know

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I want to get so thin that the people who hurt me can’t recognize me anymore.

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December 12, 2019

Thursday

So like. I bought a sweater 6 YEARS ago. When I bought it, it fit. For the past 4 years, I haven’t been able to wear it because I’ve been too big. This morning, I tried it on and it’s HUGE on me now 😱 I’m just speechless.

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Can someone please just give me motivation/reasons not to eat 🤦‍♀️😔 I’m just disappointing myself at this point.

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I’ve gained sm weight and I want to die :)))

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“You’ll just struggle to open things/get up stairs/any type of exercise more!”

GOOD. BECAUSE THEN IT’LL BE FUCKIN CUTE. BEING TINY AS FUCK AND NOT BEING ABLE TO OPEN A PEANUT BUTTER JAR IS ADORABLE. BEING A WHALE AND NOT ABLE TO CLIMB A FLIGHT OF STAIRS WITHOUT GETTING OUT OF BREATH IS JUST GROSS.

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Me: *does the math three times to be sure* yes, this is 150 calories

Calorie counter: This item has the option for 300 calorie, is that what you had?

Me: yeah I guess I forgot the extra 150 and I have to go work it off

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open the lid on ur watter bottle & enjoy that nutritious 0 cal food sip sip bitch

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Starting a new diet

my Ana buddy sent me this diet they made and I really wanted to try it since it’s similar to the one I’m doing rn 🥺💖

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Time to eat this scrumptious breakfast I prepared! I can’t wait.😍🙈✨🤪

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from a couple days ago... i usually don’t look this thin at all it’s kinda crazy haha

cw: around 150lbs

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friend: did you know there are some people on tumblr who post about eating disorders?? they call it “thinspo”

me, pretending to be shocked:

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body dysmorphia

body dysmorphia is not just “i’m thin but i feel fat”. it’s constantly checking yourself in mirrors and seeing you appearance shift every time. it’s not recognizing yourself in photos. it’s not being able to see yourself in your head. it’s not knowing what the hell you look like.

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