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I want to be pretty so I can be loved.

I never asked for anything else

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i forget how good it feels to shit sometimes.. like wow ! amazing !

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even tho it's bad for me, i cannot stop smoking cigs. especially !! bc i've been noticing i've been losing weight since it deadass makes me lose my appetite +_+ like idk how much i weigh now, but i have a lot more space around my waist when i wear pants ! im gonna wait a lil bit more b4 i actually weigh myself tho. i want it to feel like a dramatic weight loss LMAO

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wooo accidental 18 hrs fast 🥳🥳

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want to become super skinny so that we look even cuter together ! ♡_♡

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an irl hit my ugw and i've never wanted to die more 😻😻 why am i so bad at sticking to a fast or a diet !? i haven't checked my weight recently but i'm so scared to do so ! ive been getting high and eating sososo much recently that im terrified tbh :((

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coffee and cigs is literally a holy combo <3

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one of my safe foods, especially when i'm high, is seaweed. like !? it satisfies that urge to eat something salty and it's low calorie !!! and it tastes sososo good !!!

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Normal teenage nostalgia: school dances ✨ hanging out with your besties 🥰 your first crushes 🤭

My teenage nostalgia:

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I like to pretend that me washing my face in the morning and drinking a cup of coffee is the same thing as a balanced diet and mental stability.

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bleh i ate after smoking a cig and i just feel like throwing up now :(

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omg that moment when my parents don't even see my body as belonging to me, and instead, they see it as belonging to my future husband (i don't even wanna get married bro :T)

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omg i've been trying to sleep for the past three hrs bc i have to be awake in like 4 hrs, and i only needed to smoke to get rid of whatever was keeping me up !? mnot complaining (that much) but like !?!? bro !?!?

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walking around when the sun is rising while smoking a cig >>>

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Hi just a reminder that your eating disorder is valid even if

• you have a “healthy” ugw

• you’re not underweight

• you don’t actually want to lose weight and your ED isn’t about weight loss at all

These things really aren’t talked about enough, and I know as a big person it took me years to even realize I actually had an eating disorder because i thought you had to be underweight to receive a diagnosis.