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Things instead of eating…

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the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards

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me: *fasts for days*

*excessively works out*

*gets dizzy/lightheaded*

*is exhausted in the middle of the day*

*cries when food is offered*

everyone I know : doing great girly😊💖💕✨keep it up🤪 🤪

me:

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I feel like I ate to much today

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Im scared I’m faking my ED without knowing it. What if I’m just making it up. Maybe I’m just forcing it.

Sometimes I’m binging, sometimes I’m restricting, sometimes I eat normally but still have ED thoughts, sometimes I have ortho tendencies, sometimes I’m addicted to exercising, sometimes I purge.

I wish I could just restrict and lose weight consistently instead of yoyoing

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day 2-

intake: 400 cals

output: 239 cals

net: -161 cals

my parents made me have food:( they know i didn't eat anything and they didn't push too too much but i'm still upset about it

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Fml everyday a think I’m not going to eat and then I eat a lot it’s a constant cycle

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0.5 Calorie Chocolate Cookies! (70 calories for ALL 14 COOKIES!!!)

Seriously! these cookies I made are 0.5 calories EACH. The recipe/way to make them is very similar to meringues but they don’t look or taste much like them, they’re just like regular cookies in my eyes. keep reading for recipe🍪

INGREDIENTS:

• 3 egg whites (50cal)

• 3-4 tbsp Splenda (0cal) or any 0cal sweetner

• 1 tbsp cocoa powder (20cal)

• baking powder

makes about 14 cookies of this size. (you only see 13 on my pan….that’s because I ate some of the dough😂)

Directions:

Beat together your egg whites and gradually add in Splenda. Beat the egg whites until they reach a peak.

Add in your cocoa powder and beat until it’s mixed in well.

Form cookies on a pan and MAKE SURE YOU SPRAY THE PAN. This is so important or the whole recipe will fail.

Bake at 250 FARENHEIT (sorry my spelling sucks ass). For 15-25 minutes. Just keep an eye on them. Times often vary.

Enjoy!!!

Finished product!! 🍫

Chocolate Cookies!!!!😋

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a whole bunch of links for a bad day

distract yourself + positivity

2048

control the weather (flash warning)

spend bill gates’ money

read a book

write without distractions

snickerdoodle mug cakes

recipes for when you’re low on spoons

khan academy

an aggressive reminder

1000 awesome everyday things

bongo cat

useless websites

emergency compliments

a nice uquiz

more useless websites

sketch comedy

sculpt something

guess google searches

white noise

rain

customizable

coffee shop

thunderstorm + fireplace

rain on a tin roof

rain + traffic

train sounds

a fan

catharsis

scream into the void

cut your screen (trigger warning)

break glass

self-care

inexpensive self-care

small acts of self-care

develop a self-care plan

do nothing for two minutes

cope with:

common sleep problems (+solutions)

nightmares

stress

stress 2

are you stressed or depressed?

homework stress

an eating disorder

things to do instead of harming yourself

trauma

anger

worrying

grief

a breakup

the suicide of a loved one

bullying

is this relationship harmful?

sexual assault

obsessive-compulsive disorder

obsessive-compulsive disorder 2

suicidal thoughts

help

a whole bunch of hotlines

more hotlines

suicide hotlines

talk to someone

active positivity blogs

@positivityreblogs

@positivitie

@recoverystuff

@survivor-positivity

@ocdiscourse

@positivelypastelpink

@positiveautistic

@mental–healthawareness

@slfcare

@traumasurvivors

@softheartedsuggestion

remember:

drink some water

eat something if you haven’t in a while

take a break

sleep if you need to

you’re doing amazing i love you

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L👀K AT THIS BABY !! ISNT SHE CUTE ?! SHES FUDGY AF TOO !!!

45 CAL MUG CAKE

This one’s chocolate & cinnamon flavour y’all.

This is a recipe I adapted from another recipe bc it was shit soo, here goes:

Ingredients:

1 tablespoon flour (28cal)

1/2 teaspoon baking powder (0cal)

1 teaspoon cacao powder (approx. 15cal, I used that raw Mayan superfood stuff but I’m sure any unsweetened cocoa powder would work)

1 teaspoon cinnamon (0cal, this wasn’t in the OG recipe but cinnamon has a laxative effect on me so bonus points for gettin muh bowels moooovin)

2 tablespoons zero cal sweetener (0cal)

1 tablespoon water (0cal, this was milk in the original recipe but milk is a ~fear food~ of mine so idfw milk)

Method:

Mix all the dry ingredients together (flour, baking powder, cacao powder, cinnamon, & sweetenerrr) and get rid of the floor/baking powder lumps cos they taste gross if they’re left in. It makes sort of a brown powder lookin thing.

Add the water and mix well until it’s smooooooooth af bby.

Microwave for 50 seconds.

Let it cool (it’s really fuckin hot) and enjoy! This is the most important step bitches.

This shit’s b o m b when you’re craving cake cos it’s just about the same texture and has a similar taste. You can of course add some vanilla extract if you wanna be ~fancy~, but I didn’t have any and I’m too lazy to go to the store lmao.

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I feel so much better with an empty stomach (:

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46cal egg drop soup

1 cup stock of choice (I used chicken) 10cal

1 egg white 17cal

1/2 tbsp corn starch 15cal

1/8tsp sesame oil 4cal

Pinch of garlic

Pinch of ginger

Mix stock, corn starch, garlic and ginger together and heat until simmering

Stir while adding egg white so that ribbons form

Once egg is cooked, add sesame oil and serve