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The Cure - Vinyl Sleeve From Pornography 

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I’m always here if you need to talk 💜

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time to reinndulge in my obsessive thoughts about food and my body to regain a sense of control in my life. i am extremely depressed anxious and suicidal lets gooo

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[wanna make out?]

brush pen drawing from my sketchbook

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“The fairy-ring mushroom.” Edible. National Geographic. v.37. 1920.

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Koloman Moser, sketches for Jugendschatz, 1897.

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damn last time i was on here i was 2lbs from my gw1

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hey yall i was happy the last three months or so and i got fat! my ed never left but it definitely was put on the back burner. not to worry now though, everything is falling apart in my life and im sad again and back on my ed bullshit! :-)

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i didnt weigh in on the 14th bc i know i fucked up lol

oops i hate myself

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Is it just me or does anyone else feel different when they’re hungry? It’s like my body looks different to me after I eat, like I can go the whole day not eating and I’ll feel skinny and my collar bones will seem to stick out more and my waist will be a little slimmer. But then when I eat it feels like I grow 2 sizes bigger and all of a sudden I’m fat again and never want to eat again. It happens even if I eat like a carrot or something really low cal. I don’t know I feel so stupid

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i have a thigh gap with my feet together now

something i just noticed today

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Please reblog if you're an ED blog and 21+

Feel bad and don't want to follow babies. I need other adult friends.

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Having an ED in your twenties and older is just bitter. You feel like you should have your life together already but instead you ruin yourself step by step. And while others enjoy their relationships, their freedom, uni, work, even becoming parents, you merely function, stumbling through life with nothing but calories and fear in your head.