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He Says ‘I Love You’ For The First Time - Dallas Winston Imagine

You and Dallas had been good friends for a while now. Though things did slightly change when you started sleeping together a couple of months ago. It was just a way to let your sexual frustrations out. You trusted him…to a certain extent…and let’s be honest he’s beautiful. Dangerous yet alluring. You cared for him sure, but you knew that it would be stupid to expect anything from that man. You knew you couldn’t even expect regular sex from him let alone a reliable friendship and especially love. Just to be safe.

You were lying in the bed of his room at Buck’s. His fingers drawing shapes on your bare stomach. Your eyes wondering over his naked body barely covered by the thin, sweat-coated bed sheets.

“Baby?” He murmers

“mhmm” you mumble, running your fingers through his hair

“I love you”

You freeze. Sitting up slightly you gasp “what did you say?” Not quite believing your ears. You must dreaming.

“Did I stutter?” Dallas asks you in an irritated tone. He didn’t want to say it again.

Your shocked expression remained on your faced for a couple of seconds before a small smirk broke out on your face. The boy you have low-key loved for years, always supressing your feelings for has just admitted the same feelings for you. Only now did you actually allow yourself to accept these feeling you have for him.

“Really though Dal?” you asked, cupping his chin in your hand, forcing the now slightly embarrassed Dallas Winston to look into your eyes.

“Yes! Really, Y/N I love you.” Dal said pulling away from your grip, slightly insulted he didn’t receive the reaction he had hoped for.

Your smile changed to a grin, “I love you too, Dal”

His face was still for a moment, before his grin matched yours, pulling you in for kiss.

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You Get Jealous - Dallas Winston Imagine

 I don’t how I feel about this imagine but I love writing and I wanna improve so any feedback would be great. Hope you enjoy:) x

You, Evie Steve, Soda and Two-bit just finished a game of bowling at the alley and were now walking towards the bar where you were supposed to meet Dally.

 “I won! Again!” Two-bit cheered

 “Oh Shut up” Steve whined, pushing two-bit into a nearby trashcan. He toppled over the top of it onto his back which made the rest of you guys crack up. Two-bit scrambled to his feet and charged at Steve, wrestling him to the ground.

 “Hey! Get up, stop messin’ around!” one of the bowling alley employees yelled at the two of them.

Evie pulled Steve up off two-bit “C’mon babe, at least wait till we get outside”

You and Soda just walked ahead of them, laughing and pretending not to be with them.

 You walked out of the alley and into the nearby bar, where you were surprised to see Dally sitting with Sylvia and her friend Mindy. You tensed up immediately, as you knew that Dally hadn’t spoken to Sylvia in months after she cheated on him again. Your head turned to Evie, ‘what the fuck?’ you mouthed to her

 She shrugged, looking just as surprised as you. You and Dallas had always been good friends, but since he and Sylvia broke up you both had been hanging out and often sleeping together. There was definitely chemistry between you and Dallas but you had always made it clear to him that it was just sex. You always said that it was because you weren’t interested in a relationship, but it was really because you didn’t want to be vulnerable. A relationship with Dallas Winston just never seemed like a good idea, and you were scared that it would only end in your tears.

 The group of you walked over to join Dallas, Sylvia and Mindy. “Hey Dal how’s it going?” Soda patted him on the back

 “It’s all good, how was bowling?” he asked all of you, though his eyes hovered over you the longest.

 The boys and Evie described the game but you were just looking between Dallas and Sylvia, trying to figure out if anything was going on.

 “So what have you three been doing?” you asked Dally, Sylvia and Mindy, though it was mostly directed at Dallas.

 “Just having a drink” Sylvia smirked. Everyone, including her, knew about you and Dallas, though no one really spoke about it as they knew it wasn’t supposed to be a public affair.

 You nodded, looking Sylvia up and down. You didn’t know why, but your blood started to boil. You hated the idea of Dally speaking to Sylvia again.

“So Dallas, do you wanna get out of here? I’ve been meaning to speak to you, we can go back to my place” Sylvia asked Dallas with a smile that made you feel sick. “If you guys don’t mind?” she turned to the rest of you “I know you had plans with him”

 Two-bit, Steve and Soda all shook their heads, saying things like “Nah it’s all cool”

 You just glared at Dallas, your cheeks getting hot and your mouth hanging slightly open. You were so blindsided by what was happening.

 Dallas quickly dodged your glare and seemed to feel slightly uncomfortable. “Yeah, I’ll just finish my drink babe, then I’ll go with you” He said to her

 You were baffled. Why would he do this? Why the hell would he do this?! What on earth can that sly bitch give to him that you can’t? You were standing right there. Did he not think that was inappropriate? Disrespectful?

 You knew that it wasn’t really your place to get angry at him for this so before you lost your shit you turned around and stormed off. You heard Sylvia and Mindy scoff and giggle, piercing the awkward silence that you had just created and left behind.

 When you got outside the cool breeze smacked you in the face, cooling your burning cheeks. You were fuming, you didn’t think that Dallas would bother seeing any other girl, especially Sylvia, but that was so naïve of you. This is why you were scared of telling him how you really felt because you knew he wanted to play the field. You had hoped that maybe Dallas would confess some kind of deeper feelings for you after a couple of months and then you could just tell him the truth. But no. How could you have been so stupid?!

 After pacing down the road, you found some steps to sit on, quickly pulling out a cigarette and lighting up. Breathing the smoke in and out eventually calmed your nerves. Anger was then replaced by sadness. You leant your head into your right hand, still holding the cigarette in your left, and tears started to brim your eyes. Images of Sylvia and Dallas making up and then fucking flooded your mind, “shit” you quietly breathed out.

 A hand on your shoulder startled you, forcing you to look up. It was Dallas. “What are you doing here?” you spat

 He noticed the tears in your eyes “Hey, what’s wrong? Why did you run off?” he spoke softly, sitting down next to you on the steps

 “I don’t wanna talk about it Dal, just go” you shuffled slightly away from him

 He just looked at you, trying to figure out what was wrong. “…are you jealous? Y/N c’mon just tell me”

 You flicked your cigarette away, burying your face into your hands. “I don’t know Dallas…I don’t know why I feel like this” you looked up at him, a single tear escaping from your eye “But it’s on me. Just go do what you want”

 “I want to know that you’re okay” Dallas murmured, resting his hand on the back of your neck, stroking your hair.

 You sat and caught your breath for a few moments. It was now or never. “Why would you go back to Sylvia? Why would you go back there when I’m here?”

 He seemed caught by surprise “what? I don’t have you Y/N. You always made that clear.” He looked like he was getting upset which made you feel guilty.

 You reached up, turning his chin to look at you in the eyes “I’m sorry that I wasn’t honest with you from the beginning Dal, but you do have me. Always have and always will. I would never have been able to sleep with you if I didn’t think that.”

 He gently wrapped his arms around you pulling you into him. “I wanted to think that Y/N, but I wasn’t sure.” He kissed your head “I know I act like I don’t care about anything or anyone, but I still want to be wanted. Thinking that you didn’t want me for anything more than sex made me realise how shit that feels. I started to feel real bad for the way I treated Sylvia and wanted to make it up to her. I know that if I treat her right she will want me the way I want you. And that’s better than nothing”

 You started welling up again “Oh Dal I’m sorry, I didn’t know you felt like that. It was never just sex to me Dallas you should know that. I don’t really know what I was thinking I just wanted to be closer to you, I hoped that maybe you would admit feelings for me first so I wouldn’t have to risk putting myself out there” You wrapped your arms around his shoulders and buried your face into his neck

 Dallas chuckled lightly, “It’s just a messy situation isn’t it sweetheart?”  He stroked your hair and shushed you “Baby, don’t cry.”

 You pulled away and looked at him with your tear stained cheeks “I don’t want you to go back to her Dal”

 “I won’t” he pecked your forehead “Not now. It’s me and you Y/N”

 You smiled, leant up and pecked his lips “Good. I’ll be honest from now on”

  “Me too” he held your face in his hands and pulled you back to kiss him.