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why does this blog still gain followers when i haven't posted in a year???????????????

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THESE WILL BE MINE IN A MONTH AND I DON'T CARE IF U ALL THINK THEY'RE UGLY AHHHHHHH THEY WILL BE THE PERF END TO EXAMS!!!!!

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"WW" and "Bitch" - Illustrations by Sam Spratt

With Breaking Bad coming to a close tonight, I wanted to finally give my painting of Jesse “Bitch”, its Walter White companion piece.

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alright so i always wanted to try lucid dreaming but every attempt ive made in the past has failed just then i planned on taking a nap from about 2 to 3pm coz 3 is when i next had to give my brother his medicine i had no intention of lucid dreaming but in the middle of my nap i realised i was dreaming when i was dreamig about these two curry guys from my homeroom doing karaoke as soon as i realised i had consciousness in the dream state i began flying through a wormhole in space IT LEGIT FELT LIKE THE COOLEST THING EVER but like if i didnt put enough mind effort into flying id begin to stop/float back down so u really had to focus on what u wanted to do like i suddenly DREAMT that i woke up irl but i hadnt actually so i was in my bed and my feet legit felt like they were levitating but then i got myself to be pulled through the wormhole again and while it's happening u feel like ur on borrowed time like you know sooner or later youre goin to wake up so u gotta accomplish cool shit while it lasts man i wanna do it again but i dont think it's something i can force

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randomly decided to have a look at one of my old blogs and found a list of goals I set myself at the end of last year. feels good to have completed a lot of them without even remembering I made the list LOL

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oh my god i’m fucking sick of this generation’s mentality that your sadness is beautiful and somebody will fix you and all this fucking john green shit nobody will find you in a bookstore reading bukowski and want to lie with you and nobody will kiss your scars and you will not be like effie and freddie you’ve got to be your own fucking hero and surround yourself with positivity

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A man with OCD recites a poem about his one true love. It’s heartbreaking

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"""""""indecent assault""""""" is there a decent sort of assault???? mm yes how do you do kind sir imma stomp ur brains out *･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

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Sometimes dreams feel just as real as life. Imagine you could choose whether or not to live a dream after having it, like dreams were a sneak peek/try before you buy. Maybe I wish this were true because I had a really good dream the other night. Maybe. #dreamonlittledreamer

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whoa talk about post dump lol but i just wanted to say how much our group is resembling lord of the flies at the moment (or at least how i'd imagine lord of the flies' plot going, since i haven't actually read the book) (i just have a general idea about some kids stuck on an island and having to create their own rules, right???) (i should probably read it.... i can hear the simultaneous facepalms of literature nazis all over the world right now) but this "punishment jar" is consuming our lives guys EVERY MAN FOR THEMSELVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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by the way since year 9 city week's excursion to eureka skydeck i've always thought i was 161cm because i measured myself on some chart in their gift shop.......but i tried to measure myself just then and apparently i'm only 156.5......i doubt i've shrunk, i most likely forgot to take shoes and straight up inaccuracy into account. i've been living a 4.5cm lie for 2 years. :(

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so basically this blog headed in a completely different direction than i had intended and i don't see a huge point in its existence

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You know nothing of the feels this song serves me, with a side of crey.

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Every time someone says something stupid, $1 goes in the jar and at the end of year 12 we're smashing it open to buy something rad.

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When I feel like it. Not for 30 consecutive days. Nor will they be in any particular order. RULES? FRANKLY I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

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