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𝒂𝒅𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 , 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚 . 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒚 & 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 , 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 .

♥̲ . ——— 𝑻𝑹𝑰𝑮𝑮𝑬𝑹 𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 . mentions of rape & assault .

♥̲ . ——— 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑬𝑿𝑰𝑻 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑽𝑬𝑵 & fall upon the earth with no wings yet all other angelic features remain . your mundane self is born to a housewife & a banker sometime in early 1915 in rochester , new york . you begin as the sole heir but this is impermanent as two boys grace your mother’s womb just after it had been blessed by you .

♥̲ . ——— 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑮𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑻 𝑫𝑬𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 jabs & slaughters many but the hales remain UNBLEMISHED -- echoing your own perfection & done by the hand of your father . flaws do not cross your path & oh , are you praised for it . but you REVEL in the acclaim of your beauty , in your own superiority over others . such fondness personifies through the ENVY of your girlfriends & lingering desires of each man whose gaze lands upon you . the pure ecstasy through this SATISFACTION was enough for you , but fell short in the eyes of the social climbers you call mom & dad .

♥̲ . ——— 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑫𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑳 𝑬𝑴𝑩𝑶𝑫𝑰𝑬𝑫 enters your life with all the beauty as LUCIFER himself . each day was a dream for you but the evils crept behind , lurking in each shadow of your dazzling sunlight . your father mindlessly abandons his lunch at home & mother dresses you up like a doll to deliver the food to him . their ulterior motive was for the prodigal son ( satan’s disguise ) to be wooed by your radiance . he , of course , becomes smitten with you . love at first sight . soon after he commends your grace with roses & violets . engagement followed suit .

♥̲ . ——— 𝑨𝑵 𝑼𝑵𝑭𝑨𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑰𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑩𝑰𝑹𝑻𝑯𝑺 inside you on the day you spend with your dearest VERA , a mere seven days before your own happy ending begins . envy had yet to ache you . you were the subject to others’ envy , never to be created within yourself . you had believed perfection to be the sight in the mirror , but this was a facade . motherhood was your destiny which your soul discovered through the child born of vera . an epiphany accompanies your revelation as you bare witness to what true love actually is as your friend receives a kiss from her husband . this was not present in your own fairytale .

♥̲ . ——— 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑫𝑬𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑻 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 your friend’s home after the sun had set & the ghouls had come out to play . lucifer again appears with his own demonic henchmen . the truth now reveals itself as your beauty is boasted of & your clothes are torn off in order for them to ravish & beat you . you are left for dead until your savior gives you rebirth ,

♥̲ . ——— 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑨𝑾𝑨𝑲𝑬𝑵 𝑻𝑶 your newfound family arguing over your creation . your intention was to mate with one who rejected you . the first of any , which instills a rage within you despite your lack of attraction for him . when you catch your own reflection , this rage is quelled . the perfection that had followed your whole existence had now turned to true perfection .

♥̲ . ——— 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑰𝑺 made right as you , AVENGING ANGEL , seek them out one by one & end their lives with the same suffering you underwent . lucifer’s malice had now turned to cowardice as the news of each death greets his ear . you don an alabaster gown for the final death , embodying your own purity as you conclude this chapter of your life . not a drop of blood is spilled to prevent any the threat of your own thirst to allow any part of them inside you . you now willingly join your new home .

♥̲ . ——— 𝑻𝑾𝑶 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑺 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑶 your new forever , you stumble upon a man mauled by a bear . his features bear an uncanny resemblance to vera’s child & so you carry him over one hundred miles so that he may be reborn . by the fifties , you secure another two family members . you play sibling & occasional twin to the male whose features closely resemble your own .

♥̲ . ——— 𝑨𝑺 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑫𝑬𝑪𝑨𝑫𝑬𝑺 roll on & your eternity continues , you find a new passion of collecting cars with who was meant to be your mate . this later transforms into a complete devotion to being a mechanic . over the years , you amass countless degrees such as electrical engineering , business & medicine to aid your creator in keeping up with the latest advancements . this is not the fate that was truly intended for you & you long to be human more than most . but you make the attempts at finding contentment in your immortality by quenching your thirst for knowledge & forming bonds in your family . with these efforts , it appears that your happily ever after may be attainable after all . . .