sleepy-blog
A tired poet
Me and my three delusional personalities against the world
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paige in young sheldon said it best. killing brain cells (drinking) makes life tolerable.
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Things Percy Jackson remembers in Son of Neptune:
Annabeth exists
I met Annabeth at a camp
Annabeth and I kiss sometimes
Fuck Ares
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Kill yourself a little to save the rest of you.
-@keyakasi
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The grief you feel is just a small amount of all the pain I've ever felt in my life and i still feel.
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I just wanted to be loved honestly.
I wanted people to like me gosh. Just someone to spend time with and enjoy life.
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This place are my last words.
My will.
My funeral.
My immortality.
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There is this certain grace, like the taste of blood when it comes to killing yourself. Your own body stops you but your mind, oh, it's so strong, it'll push apart mountains. People say it takes a lot of Will power to do it, too much pain, but I say the pain already there just goes away, when it comes to more pain. Must be fun if so many people do it.
I wonder how it would feel, to be just a number in a thousand, a statistic for experts to compare, stories for people to tell.
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Had a sort of dream about this boy I terribly liked and was highly intimate with my secrets and thoughts. We never expressed our feelings towards each other but we knew it was there. But in that dream we were together like one soul and it was amazing, until he told me this one line thar has completely took a hold of me. "I can't be with you because you lust after every man you lay your eyes upon."
And all I could focus on was, what if it's the truth? I mean, you have to never be ashamed of being a woman but ashamed or being a woman. You have to always display your sexy body the moment you are 12 but always have to hide it and be modest. It's either I be true to my highly sexual personality or hide it amongst my other pains, that come from being a woman.
It is either I be shunned from society and my own people or be something I'm not to be accepted.
I can be myself and be labelled the whore of my community, the slut of grade 10th, the blue baller of my age, the girl who carried Hiroshima and Nagasaki in 7th grade on her chest or repress my true self to the deep depths of my soul and be loved by all, enough to be a leader, an influencer of my people.
A hard choice, one that comes not without it's own consequences. But would I be selfish to want both? To be loved by all and lead them all and still be who I am?
A hard, humiliating choice indeed.
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I have never felt more understood than before I read this post.
"who are you without the media you consume" bitch ask who i am WITH IT. I am the hoarder of stories, the ancient sphinx carrying the wisdom of generations, the ophanium with an all-encompassing gaze. My mind is the modern Library of Alexanderia, containing tales of countless universes. I watched the worlds rise and fall, and i changed them to my will. I sympathized with the villains and condemned the heroes; I was the hero and the villain. I've seen love in a million ways and I've bathed in the rays of its beauty. Grief, pain, wrath, sorrow, hatred, numbness — I've seen it all. I explored those worlds, holding them in the palm of my hand. I exist in all of them, and they exist in me. I am in the past and in the future; I am nowhere and everythere.
turn around.
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Okay, but why did tv Luke have to be so hot, tho? In the books, i would get why Annabeth liked him. She saw him as her protector, but tv Luke? Yeah, that man could do betray me, and I wouldn't mind.
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so many ppl on tiktok will be like ‘look at my epic style glow up omg my style used to be so cringe’ and it just shows them wearing clothes that were in fashion in 2015 and then clothes that are in fashion now like baby that’s what happens when u don’t have ur own sense of style
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