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20241230

sorry na lang kay sakong hero napaingon si hisoka HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA chz di sad ko kaafford uyyy litsee want ko jud magrecharge pero kailangan sad ko magpaibot ngipon

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20241229

I want to go on a date with someone cute

sana si fred hehe chz

pero sana pwede ko siya kausapin tas sultian nako

"Kuya Fred, di mabalaka kay ako ang para nimo. sakit pa na ron pero ig maokay na ka naa ra ko dri with open arms kang iwewelcome ng heart ko" chz ka cheezy ba nako HAHAHHAHAHHA

pero bitaw bai I realised nga I don't stand a chance kay kuya fred. wa man gani guro to kailas ako or if kaila man, parang wala lang ako sa kanya. ouch. basta ako lagi ang para nimo ya.

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20241220

Lord, I'm not gonna mention any names. This is also not a rush, randomly lang nahunaan nako while gasakay sa jeep ganiha. I understand po Lord nga it takes time jud finding the right person.

Karong wala pa siya niabot Lord, pwede ko magrequest sa iyang traits? like aside sa mga traits nga ginapray nako every night and I know there's much more deeper than having those traits. Ikaw man jud nakahibaw kung asa ko mahappy Lord, and I just want to write these down because I think I would really appreciate if my man have these traits.

I pray Lord nga unta he's someone nga God fearing. Kanang someone nga makasabay nako magpray, magrosary, and magsimba (like papa). I pray Lord nga unta he's someone nga bisan pag malayo mis each other for pila ka days, he would never dare think about having another girl to satisfy his pleasures, kanang he would always think how I'll feel ba nga di niya makaya magbinuang. I pray Lord nga he's someone responsible, consistent, and commited sa ako man, sa iyang dreams, sa among dreams. I pray Lord nga he's someone who would stay until we're gray and old, kanang love gihapon kay ko niya bisag tiguwang na mi. I pray Lord nga unta he's someone nga alagaan niya iyang self para healthy siya tas dugay pa mi mag uban. I pray Lord nga we would always choose each other until the end.

“Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all.”

"Daghang asawa nga buotan apan walay makatupong kanimo" - Proverbs 31 (gikilig ko ani nga quote)

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20241219

I don't know if this is because it's been a long time since I last expressed myself deeply through writing, but today, I'm going to get really straight with how I currently feel and try not to retract; I just realized that I'm still not fully okay with someone from so long ago.

I just wondered because every time I'm in class, studying, with my friends, or with family, I don't think about him a lot. Mostly, it's when I'm alone and there's nothing else I'm supposed to do that I wonder about him a lot.

"I miss him"

"I want to hug him"

"I want to see him"

"I want to know how he's doing now"

These are just some thoughts that run through my mind randomly. Trust me, I really want to forget him and be okay thinking that anytime now, he'd be in a relationship with any girl he likes. But slowly, the fear of it happening strikes, and it destroys me.

It's like in every game we play, I'm always the loser. That's where he's always good at... playing games, and it's my fault for taking it seriously.

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20241217

what if di ko worth the risk?

di mani madag hilak ah

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20241213

Ace of Diamond >>> Exams

hoping na sana ma-Ace ang exams 😜

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20241212

mapagpanggap na pag aaral na naman ang aking ginagawa pero ayos lang, atleast gaeffort. pero unta jud nakapasar kos exam ganiha baii chz halosa raba jud ato kay pinataka omay ang ako pa jung nangakuha nga amount kay puros mali samoka jud uy. pero so weird kay di na kay ko affected di parya sauna nga bad mood na dayon ko the whole day. siguro manhid na ko. char lang diay. Lord, pakitouch sa hearts samong mga prof nga unta maging buotan sila paggrado sa amoa sa finals. Luoya jud kayg mangapply na mig trabaho ani nya pagtanaw sa akong grado wa nagkadimao, fourth year na pa jud. asa na lang man ko pudyoton ani.

Papa Jesus, Happy Birthday! sana makacelebrate ako sa birthday Mo ng happy rin kasi hindi bagsak huhu.

Ma'am Z, Sir Lucas, Ma'am Attorney Jaranilla, Ma'am Claui, Sir Rhandy, and Sir Ampong, mangaawa na man kayo sa amin. ehem flat 1.

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20241210

"I intend to be your last, however long it takes"

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20241209

whaaaat? ngano gakalingaw ko bisag wa ko kasabot? te makitawa pud kog apil sa mga gakahitabo sa ilang play bisag diko kagets HAHAHAHHAHA

wa jud koy hanaw unsa nang shortstop, infield, outfield, bunt, innings, etc. wa pud ko kagets nganong nafoul, safe, or out to ang dula. murag gadepend ra akong reaction if negative or positive ang ilang reaction ug ipangsulti. pero lingaw baya bai. makainsipire and maappreciate jud nimo ang hardwork, dedication, and training nga ginaundergo sa mga athletes.

pero crush jud kay nako si Kazuya Miyuki kay may kaayo mo-catch pati ako iyang nacatch chz. HAHAHHAHAA baii gwapohan jud kaykos iya labaw nag naa siyas field, nakagear tas nakaready nga icatch ko aw. nya cute-an kayko kay Eijun kay like at first kay kapayason kay siya tas feeling maayo kaayo tas katong nameet na niya si Chris senpai kay nahumble na siya. I hope I have the optimism that Eijun has. feeling nako maBFF na sila ni Haruichi.

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20241207

unsay feeling panguyaban? (random ra kay ni nga tot nako ganiha 🥹)

how will i survive this week?

Lord, pls be with me. I need You always. Kahilakon ko. Anxiety na pud kay basin di makapasar. Di man jud ko ganahan magpasko, nya maglipaylipay nga kibaw kong wa nagkadimao akong grado. Di nako kaya.

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20241203

wow, very random ra kayko nagmilktea today considering that if it was my 5 years ago self, I wouldn't buy anything expensive for myself jud.

puhon, iadd ra nya ko ani niya

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20241202

when will it stop?

when will it stop feeling like I'm cheating on you when I'm talking to other guys? it always feels like I'm doing something wrong. I don't understand how it makes me feel uncomfortable and uneasy whenever I try to flirt back with them.

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20241130

bai narealize nako nga "Now, I'm closer to having kids than being a kid" gagi it hits hard jud while gapatug kog bata huhu sauna ako mani ang ilang ginapatulog ah nya karon ako na ang gapatug ug bata (di ni nako anak ha huhu puhon pa na)

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20241128

Dane will always be my OG coffee date ☕💗

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20241126

did i haunt you, my love?

pero bitaw.. how do i make a man kilig?

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20241123

"his loss" pa to akong nabaw an sauna pero ako pa rin ang olats, gansi and kinsa ray nahimong lowkey sa tiktok tas gipang archive ang pics sa ig kadali? me.

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20241116

Hi

atay kung nichat ko ani ron, wa na toy labot HAHAHAHAH