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i can see it in your eyes like i taste your lips 🥀

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Still from Girl, Interrupted 1999

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the beginning of the end

6 months left with you as of today

well.. that’s at least what the doctors say

the only thing holding my heart and mind together

& i don’t know how to exist without you

‘the beginning of the end’

how selfish to will you to live

when i forgot how to feel

nature always has her way

and in the end this is always a losing game

to love is better than to have not they say

forever isn’t real and i was naive to think it would be for us

selfishly terrified of my existence without yours

but it’s written in the stars 

i’ll hold you 

even if i can only do so with my heart

my only true love

even in death we shall not part

saved by your existence

i can’t let your efforts go to waste

but without you i am nothing but a vessel of empty space

i’ll try.. i’l try.

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i’m sad but it feels beautiful and familiar, 

even the emotions have managed to escape these last few years..

a hint of one of the most deep rooted feelings

has sprouted and although its aching,

it’s present and here.

how to water sadness?

a new season of summer.

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Ujitawara tea fields and persimmons trees. Kyoto, Japan. homemadeideas.org

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MFAXII

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Mountain Mist

Paradise Valley, MRNP, Washington

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🍒 𖧷 🌿 𖧷 🦢 𖧷 🌱

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palais garnier, paris.

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