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slimewires · 4 months

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me turning down the single job offer ive received in the past month for the art job with a sudden vacancy bc i worked there 1 day and the vibes were slightly off. im so cooked bro.

#i probably should've accepted tbh especially because it was a very unexpected opening #but guuughghhughhhh #ive been so irresponsible this summer. and dead. whatever

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slimewires · 4 months

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i feel dumb and embarrassed 👍

#idk when i became so sensitive to just. being made fun of but i can't take it anymore

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slimewires · 5 months

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i have been filled with so much turbo anxiety and paranoia this semester. very sorry to all my friends ive really fallen off with... its just been hard lol

#i feel sad because now its the end and i feel like ive wasted time

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slimewires · 5 months

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like do i have bpd or something with the way that i conflate every single thing ppl do to upset me to be a direct personal attack

#and unfortunately my brain rewrote the memories so i am often wrong #like what is this. because as long as i experience this + splitting im gonna be suspicious

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slimewires · 5 months

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my mentor makes me want to slam my head through a wall

#just 9 more days and im done. 9 days. 9. 9.#sorry to my lovely friends ive been ignoring recently i have been going so crazy i have no capacity for ih #anything

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slimewires · 5 months

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so i think ive just lost interest in most people and things.. ok

#not ti be. depressing on my blog that was nt even really supposed to be a vent #but its kinda like.. hmm well i could fix things and make things right and make myself feel better #but thats so much work and it doesnt feel worth it to me #kicks myself in the head for never getting medicated for any real mental health problems during college so now i just wasted all 5 years #not living up to my full potential

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slimewires · 5 months

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dammit why didn't they give me the sad depressed self hating complex kind of mental illness instead of the angry spiteful unempathetic hates being told he's wrong kind

#like i diagnose you with Being A Bad Person disorder

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slimewires · 5 months

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i would be quite happy just being close to my girlfriend for the rest of my life and no one else

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slimewires · 5 months

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i just wanna be done school already

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slimewires · 5 months

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honestly idk if i should keep this account i keep getting close to just posting really unfairly rude things about people who don't deserve it my patience is at a 0 and im incredibly uncomfortable with everyone right now but i need to learn to just keep a damn diary

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slimewires · 5 months

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yeah i just dont have patience anymore i think if i get sassed for being weird and having weird interests one more time ill just start biting people

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slimewires · 5 months

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:(

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slimewires · 5 months

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no like i actually do need a therapist because the things i get angry and distressed about are not things that anyone else does its so stupid

#im also struggling to sleep and my chest hurts and im gonna be observed tomorrow but i just really don't want to go to my internship

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slimewires · 5 months

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i got upset and punched my phone and it went green for a second i should probably just put it down for the rest of the day. week. month

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slimewires · 5 months

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i just need to knock myself out at this point. like. forever

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slimewires · 5 months

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i need to stop getting comfortable with people i just met and saying unhinged shit oh my GODD

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slimewires · 6 months

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y'all ever get scared while eating that all your teeth will break

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