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this is so hard i wanna cut but ikl just starve to feel smth
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DONT CUT!!!
i gotta be rrady to wear swimsuit for my birthday
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mfs with ana really call anything a binge like no the fact that you ate 2 meals today is not a binge. you would actually kys if you saw what an actual binge looked like
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every time i see ana posts i cant help but feel like that "youre going to die in that stupid costume" audio i wish beauty standards didnt exist i feel like crying that so many people are hurting and assisting eachother with hurt
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a baby is smiling for the first time as you read this. a long lasting friendship just formed as youre reading this. someone got married as youre reading this. a little kid just got their first pet as you read this. happiness is not impossible, it is all around us. even in the little things. the nice smells, the good food, the feeling of waking up feeling refreshed, watching the sunset, pretty colors, fun patterns. Be happy be happy nnn!!! Happy beam!!!🌹🌼🌼🌺🌸🌹💐⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️
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It gets easier. Everyday it gets a little easier. But you gotta do it everyday, that's the hard part. But it does get easier. i am a firm believer in hope. Rather than bathing in self pity, i want to bathe in warm water with bubbles. Rather than crying myself to sleep, i want to read a nice bed time story and sleep with my teddy. I am still hurting somewhat, but i am handling things better than before. I am growing. It takes a while but there is always something. the world is so beautiful. i cant die. there are so many places, animals, smells i want to experience. There are pretty hummingbirds and.seals and fish and mammals and. Even fossils still need to be found!!! and learn!!! This is only a temporary stage in my life, i will get better!! And i hope whoevers reading this will get better too!!! hope arc! hope arc!
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i amm trying to heal. sometimes there will be relapses and that is ok.
i keep having sick fantasies time to cut
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what the hell is my life. i should be working in a record store
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