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Redrawing STUFF!!! ! !! ! In the 2ND drawing I wanted to forget about framing and focus on body/facial acting

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Just kind of awful - that feeling inbetween moments and rusty spots on my silver ring.

You told me about how you fear blood, you fear red on sterile white. And i thought that i could be the one for you until i cut my tongue and found my lollipop stick tainted in a metallic red, nearly indecipherable from lipstick pink. It doesn’t matter anyway, i expected spring would end soon enough.

It’d be beautifully romantic to say that the emptiness is more unbearable than another poetic spring hung like a trophy, but i’m sick of lying for poetry’s sake. It’s not like the grief on my shelf ever went away, i’ve been spewing pollen and petals from my eyes for a week now, every night.

I might be too tired to frame you like i did with others. The 18 others. I told you, my tongue is bleeding. I just don’t know where i even found the energy to begin to hold you that dear. Beyond regret, beyond energy, beyond the dirty white i crave so badly between my lips, i’ll give you what i can. I wouldn’t know how to live otherwise, how to look at my wisteria or my mirror. It’s all so selfish - like a long drag from a borrowed cigarette. I might pluck you out, and oh it’s easy when your eyes are that beautifully green, and care for you daily. I might kiss you on the nights where i’m bleeding spring and stars. You’ll wilt anyway and i’ll cry when you need to leave. I told you, i’m too tired to frame you, and i don’t smoke.

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yhs my fav fandom in law

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Leo: healing can only begin with trust

Takumi: *breathless, with the softest fucking heart eyes you've seen on a lifeless fire emblem model* yeah

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I’m still in awe over how we got matching Valentine’s Leokumi in FE3H in the big 2025.

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homesick

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happy birthday azura <33

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🏳️‍🌈?

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urgent message from the emperor

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💙💛 Commission by Chensaiy

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Dimiclaude are amazing to me because Dimitri is a very grounding force for Claude and I feel like we don’t discuss what Dimitri does for him emotionally nearly enough.

Claude is more than a bit idealistic, always thinking of the big picture, the grand scheme (ha) of things. Dimitri is a lot more grounded, a day-to-day person and lover, preferring to finish one task before fully devoting his mind to the next.

Claude is more than a bit ambitious. Dimitri is no less ambitious but much more methodical, aware, and paradoxically, planned in terms of his actions.

Claude can be lost, and at his worst, erratic. He needs to think of what he’s going to do, how he’s going to do, when and in what order he should do it. And then, make preparations for the moment he will be doing it.

Sure, you can confront Claude all you want about how he needs to change his habits and how they’re harming him but all you’ll receive is that he ‘knows, don’t worry’ and he ‘knows himself enough to take a break when needed’. And at his worst, Claude will believe his own words, that he’s aware and in control, even as he puts down his fourth cup of coffee on the office table and the clock hits 4 in the morning.

Dimitri isn’t blind, especially not to Claude, and Dimitri knows much better than to use words or a scolding. Claude will play him off with yet another ‘don’t worry’ and a flippant flirt to throw Dimitri off balance enough. And if he insists, Claude’s words will take on a more irritated edge in their playfulness, something along the lines of ‘what did i do to be babysat by his majesty himself’, a careful jab with the same aim of throwing Dimitri off balance.

So what will he do ? Nothing. He won’t even approach Claude at all about his habits. All he’ll do is take care of the little tasks neglected by Claude’s bigger purposes. Bringing his clothes to wash, tidying up the bed that was left unmade in favour of an early morning alliance meeting, replacing the nearly empty ink container in his office, perhaps even filling up the empty vase on his windowsill with a few sunflowers, in that slightly cliché devotional fashion that glows of Dimitri.

Day-to-day, he’ll do a couple tasks. And Dimitri knows Claude isn’t blind either, that he has noticed his own negligence but was simply too overtaken to admit he’s falling behind on anything that doesn’t concern his outer presentation. And since he won’t realize it himself and won’t accept anyone making that realization for him, all Dimitri does is simply lead him to it.

So he waits, until there’s a knock on his door and an invite to walk in the gardens. And once they’re sat in comfortable silence, Claude will make a remark on a mysterious figure that comes into his room when he’s away and maliciously does all his chores. And Dimitri will let him know that all the guards will be on higher alert from now on. Then a kiss on the cheek and a ‘thank you’ too heartfelt for their current conversation.

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“stop congratulating cis allies for doing the bare minimum” NO!!! i want to encourage speaking out and being on trans people’s side!!! stop being assholes to people just trying to support you and give them room to grow!!!

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sometimes you can tell when somebody who likes a ship just likes one of the characters and is simply using the other half as a vaguely ooc vehicle to make content for their fave which is whatever. not against the law. until the other half theyre using as a vehicle is YOUR fave. and then you want to explode them with your mind

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does anyone still care about laslow and azura in 2025. hey. does anyone still think of them. of differing shades of blue. of song and dance. of loss. the parallels have me clawing at the walls

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I’m reading a fe3h fic and I love when people just decide that linhardt is there

Blue lions fic? Linhardt is there

Golden deer? Linhardt is there too

My OUR little meow meow

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Modern AU Edelgard being a bubble tea addict. Bernadetta had her try it once and my fucking god all the rage inside her body left her in that instant

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Fire Emblem Fates: Conquest (2015)