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can i dm?

ya

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I guess it’s just hard to understand someone being that invested in me that they’re scared of losing me

someone texted me out of the blue from an unsaved number saying they missed me and all this emotional shit but wouldn’t tell me who they were because they didn’t want to mess things up I don’t understand what is happening LMFAO this is so dramatic and for what

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someone texted me out of the blue from an unsaved number saying they missed me and all this emotional shit but wouldn’t tell me who they were because they didn’t want to mess things up I don’t understand what is happening LMFAO this is so dramatic and for what

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I was cutting myself and my mom left me my favorite chocolate at my bedroom door thank you black Jesus amen

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My dad told me I have to have more self control but I exercise self control every day by not killing myself. When I wake up in the morning I think about falling out the window. When I drive to work I think about driving on the wrong side of the road. When I’m hiding in the bathroom at work trying to vape without mixing the smell of someone’s shit and mango strawberry I think about hanging myself on the stall door. I think about shooting myself in front of customers when they make me mad. I think about swallowing all the pills I have before I go to sleep every night. I’m not even sad I’m just angry. I’m angry I can’t hurt people so instead I just want to hurt myself. It’s more righteous to kill yourself instead of another person.

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just got my nipples pierced :3

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ཐི❤︎ཋྀ

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BOUND!

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I got the shoes :)

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I want everything and nothing at all

I want a new pair of shoes :( My little heart is so full of desire LMFAO

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I want a new pair of shoes :( My little heart is so full of desire LMFAO

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Do you like your sobriety? Or do you miss your high days?

I don’t really consider myself sober because technically I’m still doing stimulants (as prescribed lmao) and it’s not like a commitment I made (to stop doing coke). But not being high doesn’t bother me, so I guess I don’t miss it

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Why are you on meds? Hope nothing too serious

3 of them to treat bipolar disorder, and then 2 for adhd

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Where are you from?

Home of the shackled land of the fearful