Okay so, there was a time where I had this guy friend. And we would tease one another just because we "hated" one another, but really it was a friendship I would never want to forget. Then there was a time he said something to me that really made me change my perspective of him.
And I honest to God, felt like it was love.
I was talking to my friend as soon as class let out, and she was waiting just outside for me (really for the guy) and I told her how class went how the guy teased me some more, and I told her "he probably really hates me"
But, I didn't know he was behind me, and overhead. Making himself loud enough he catches my attention and says "Nah, you're pretty cool."
And as I stopped and watched him go off his own way, with wide eyes, everything around me felt like it disappeared, everything darkened around him. He was literally the only light I saw.
And why am I talking about this? Well because this reminded me the first time I fell in love.
First its Bakugou telling Kirishima something he deserves to hear.
Kirishima, mouth open, eyes widen, looking at Bakugou with like some sort of realization.
Soon, as Bakugou continues to tell Kirishima how amazing he is. But at that moment, everything around him starts to darken, like all Kirishima can see is him. That everything else in the world is disappearing, and the only person with Kirishima is Bakugou. And not only that but this scene brightens on Bakugou, like Kirishima is seeing Bakugou in a new light.
So all I am saying, is that it really reminded me of falling in love...
My friend just told me it was my “aloof charisma” that meant people keep getting crushes on me, and honestly those “bad boys” in YA novels did me dirty cause that’s what I’ve become.
dream career: lab assistant to an eccentric and morally dubious victorian scientist who functions as 90% of their self control and struggles with my growing feelings for them conflicting with my dawning horror as i gradually discover the true nature of their experiments