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“youre the song that i loved, but overplayed // and im the b-side throw away”

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you never realize how much a band has shaped your life until you become nostalgic while listening to them

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if you see me crying over dan howell coming back to create new content in a way that is healthy and satisfying for himself, mind your DAMN business i’m having a moment

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Hey, To Your Eternity? Fuck you. Five stars

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i've been becoming obsessed with this series after my friend introduced it to me so I made memes based on my favorite characters

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冫like or reblog if you save

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“I know how easily I could make my most shameful behaviors add up to a diagnosis. I’ve lost entire nights to reading about post-traumatic stress, mentally checking off each symptom, but there’s a strange letdown at the thought of everything inside me being summed up so easily. And what’s next – treatment, medication, moving past it all? That might seem like a happy ending for some, but for me there’s only the edge of this canyon, the churning water below.”

— Kate Elizabeth Russell, My Dark Vanessa

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i love romanticizing my life, like i’m doing literally nothing and i’m so fucking sad but like in a mysterious, hot girl, rot in bed, always drunk/high type way

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I REMEMBER.

i. taylor swift, all too well / ii. kate elizabeth russell, my dark vanessa.

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““I can’t lose the thing I’ve held onto for so long, you know?” My face twists up from the pain of pushing it out. “I just really need it to be a love story, you know? I really, really need it to be that.” “I know,” she says. “Because if it isn’t a love story, then what is it”? I look to her glassy eyes, her face of wide open empathy. “It’s my life,” I say. “This has been my whole life.””

—  Kate Elizabeth Russell, My Dark Vanessa

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I REMEMBER.

i. taylor swift, all too well / ii. kate elizabeth russell, my dark vanessa.

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That seems the likely ending to this love story: me dropping everything and doing anything, devoted as a dog, as he takes and takes and takes.

Kate Elizabeth Russell, My Dark Vanessa