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Found myself back here again… it’s been several months since I was active on tumblr but I’m feeling really motivated again. I want to get back to the gym and try to do it right this time. Haven’t weighed myself recently but I’ve definitely gained since the last time I was active on here. Trying not to let that get to me.

I’ve been reading and listening to music a lot, and working more than I want to. I’m trying to move to another state right now. I miss my friends. My depression is not too bad these days. I am trying to count cals and eat more (1200), but whenever I count cals I barely eat at all. I should be upset about that but it makes me happy. I want to be sick again :/ it’s weirdly comforting to me, and I guess you’d only understand if you’ve been as sick as me. If you’re reading this, you probably understand.

Anyway that’s how I’m doing. My inbox is always open <3

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