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I was afraid of the dark, until I started talking to it.

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Notice

This is stormhowlcrew speaking,

and I’d like to notify you all of one thing.

smokingcaterpillarr has taken a hiatus from tumblr and a lot of various internet things.

I apologize for this but until this I occasionally will babysit this blog, posting small little notes whenever I remember to. And if by chance you want to speak to me then by all means, click over to my blog and say Hi. I won’t bite yer head off. <3

Bye bye for now, this was Farashi.

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Crow.

Where have you gone?

I’m alone on my own.

Loneliness has never felt so lonesome, so cold.

I’ve rubbed my eyes raw, the wounds being seared by salty tears, my lungs ache, and I feel it each time my heart breaks.

I’m drowning in the dreary depths of my mind,

Stuck to wallow in muddy puddles, my thoughts have become muddled, disorganized and distraught.  

Look in these eyes, the pain is no longer disguised,

I’m dying on the inside.

I’ve waited so patiently to be saved, it hasn’t left me unscathed.

I beg and pled for you to see, to hold me.

I feel so alone, I don’t know how to let you know,

Please don’t go.

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are you good, neutral or evil?

lawful good: cancer, leo

neutral good: taurus, pisces

chaotic good: aries

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lawful neutral: virgo, libra

true neutral: capricorn

chaotic neutral: scorpio

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lawful evil: gemini

neutral evil: aquarius

chaotic evil: sagittarius

This makes so much sense. ♐

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“I have a name, you bastards!” Rin barked sassily as they referred to her as ‘The Gypsy’.  Hands placed upon her hips which had switched upon snapping at the marines; she wasn’t terribly fond of marines, being a gypsy and all. Grin smearing across her plump lips of perpetual red, slender digits slip back to the waist-line of her skirts, drawing dual blades both crested and decorated with fine gems, “ I don’t go anywhere with rude men.” As the blades had been drawn, Oceania curls rolled down her shoulder, revealing her back where a large scar run from her left hip to right shoulder; it was quite an ugly scar. The men behind her hissed slightly and murmured at the sight, though she rolled her eyes.

Thieving Dance.

Adaline grinned as her friend took her hand. “Be prepared, we could run into resistance on our way to my to the Dragonfly.” She grinned at the other woman as she spoke of their ship.

She picked up the pace and she could see her ship in the distance. “Perfect!” she declared and grinned.

She heard the scuffle of feet and she yanked Rin further ahead, putting the two of them in a defensive stance with her back to Rin’s. their enemies surrounded them and Adaline growled.

“We’re here for the Gypsy and Belladonna.” The men barked. They were marines, oddly not one captain or anyone of a high status was with them. This would be easy. Or at least she hoped so..

Adaline scowled and crossed her arms, her hand still covered in blood, “And ye think we’re gonna just waltz right to ye and let ye put cuffs on us? Ya’ll crazier than ya’ll seem.”

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Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

The original post only has US helplines. I've added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25's with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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“Fuck off!” Rin scoffed, hand reaching back to the rim of her skirts to take hold of a blade though her golden eyes widen as a friend angrily leap down to rip into one of the men. “Hell yeah, Addy!”  Grin smearing across her full lips of red, the gypsy’s head lifted slightly as a knife was placed to her neck, not seeming very worried; this happened more than you’d expect. When the men ran off, Xavieria gave a playful howl as she gave the slower man a kick in the ass before taking Adaline’s blood coated hand. “We should get outta here!”  She smiled widely, adrenaline coursing through her veins again.  

Thieving Dance.

Adaline sat atop the roof. She was chilling out on a high spot in the town, she enjoyed them thanks to her stupid dragon devil fruit’s antics. She crossed her arms and flopped back on the roof. She rolled around lightly but not too much as she didn’t wanna fall.

She heard the sounds of music but she just couldn’t bring herself to get up. Something was upsetting her, true she had her heart back but she was eternally pissed off at that man. Whatever. She crossed her arms and stared up at the sky, watching the clouds.

Hearing commotion down below her eye twitched and she lifted it slowly to peer around. “Tch…” she groaned and rolled over, peering over the edge of the roof. She noticed a familiar head of ocean toned hair and her green eyes widened. “Rin-chan..?!” She gasped and then glared at the men that held her down. Anger bubbled in her and she didn’t even realize it but her hands slowly shifted to that of a dragon’s hands.

Without any further words the girl lunged down from the roof and landed on the back of one man. The other held a knife to her gypsy friend’s neck.

“I-…I’ll fucking kill her!” He shouted, pressing the knife closer to Rin.

“And I’ll fucking kill ye if ye so much as touch her again.” Her claws angrily sank into the shoulders of the man who she gripped and sat upon. Pained yells left the man, as Adaline wasn’t focused on how much damage she caused so much as she was to not kill the man. “I’ll slice your guts from your stomach if you hurt a friend of mine.”

“HOLY SHIT IT’S BELLADONNA ADALINE!” The man yelled and he nearly cut Rin trying to escape from the situation, abandoning his friend.

“Well fuck! Now bounty hunters are gonna come. Come on, Rin!” She shifted her claws back, jumped up, and quickly extended her hand to her now safe friend. Her hand was covered in blood but that wasn’t a huge problem, was it?

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Thieving Dance.

Atop a sandy surface Rin dance to the sounds of laughter, music and the rolling sea surrounding the island she’s found herself on this time. She was usually found in scenes like these, a large group of town’s people playing their drums, trumpets and other instruments while everyone dance in the middle. The darkness scattered across the skies drench a mysteriousness over the gypsy who dance amongst the towns people, wide hips swiveling and dipping to the rhythm, her hourglass frame wound in silken drapes she lure men closer to dance along with her, her dance and welcoming grin distracting her prey from the fact she’s pick-pocketing them; taking money, jewels, food, pictures and some strange times even an article of clothing. It’s without a doubt she’s a good thief, her many jewels and gems, clothes and weapons. Carefully, she slip a golden chain from around the neck of one of the men, it wasn’t often she got caught, but luckily when she did, she could find a way out. As she dance and twirl away from the man, her back turned, the strong hands of men pull her into the mess of a crowd, and away from the musical merriment into an alley way. “We caught ya’ stealin’, ya dirty gypsy!” Pushing her, Rin groan softly as her back hit the wall her oceanic curls spilling about. “Well this sucks.” She muttered, eyes darting about for a bit of help.

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The one only I can see.

Finally left alone in the mind I own, I find the emptiness is taking a toll.

Lost and deprived of what was mine, I beg and pled for his voice to reach out to me.

The one only I can see has gone

No longer will he haunt the surrealist of my visions, distorting my sight to alter my decisions.

He once called out to me silently, beckoning me further into a world in which I had longed to belong.

May he be real as I believe or a finely fabricated figment of my frail mind,

He has left me alone.

-Serenity.

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Duh.

Reblog if you would notice if I deactivated my account.

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They about even eachother out, I think. x3

maaaariodonutz reblogged your photo:My obessesions are becoming unhealthy. Tbh. 

Which part? Being in love with a dead psychopath or watching a show filled with even more deadly dead psychopaths

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Tagged by: stormhowlcrew

Name: Serenity. 

Birthday: December 8th.

Zodiac: Sagittarus 

Where are you from? : {Hidden for personal reasoning.}

Have a crush? : My boyfriend, for sure.

Favorite Anime{s}: Darker than Black, Air. And many, many more.

What are your favourite colours? : Black, blue, green and purple.

Write something in capitals: SING TO ME.

Favourite artist / band? : I don’t have a favorite, but at the moment Staind is it.

Favourite quote: “He’s a god only I can see.”

Favourite drink: Water, Gin and juice.

Favourite number: 6 or 13

Movies you’re waiting for: AVENGERS❤, Paper towns, Superman vs Batman. 

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When you realize how many typos your post has.

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My obessesions are becoming unhealthy. Tbh. 

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Find someone who loves you like Tate loved Violet.❤

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“I miss the water some days,” Rin admitted with a gentle shrug of frail seeming shoulders “But, I’m anchored to the land now.” Gaze set upon the sea, a small laugh left her lips as she pushed herself from the ground into a stand atop the warm sand, hips swaying ever so slightly to the sound of music off in the distance from which she had come. “Well, I should prolly get outta’ here before your ship shows. Bein’ a gypsy and all, I don’t want anyone to worry about me stealin’.” Looking down at the woman she stood beside, she offer down a hand to help Adaline to her feet and to shake her hand. “Thanks for lookin’ out for me though, I was surprised!” Plump lips pulling into a bright smile that smeared across her lips, she laughed.`

The Tale of a Gypsy

Peering out at the sea she tried to notice if her crew was on the horizon but she saw no such thing, and she zoned back into what Rin was saying. “Yer daddy was a pirate? Mine was a scientist.” She grinned and shrugged, sitting back before leaning forward and moving her feet out of the water and crossing her legs to sit cross-legged. “It is fun, ye go on adventures, ye explore, ye just have a bunch of fun! It’s a blast!“ She laughed and threw her arms up after stuffing her bread in her mouth, her fists in the air like a kid might do, the most immature but fun-loving grin on her face as she held the bread in her mouth.

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When you really really want to answer an Rp but you can’t find the right words and you are answering other RPs faster than the speed of light and you are sure the other RPer thinks you are being a douchebag but in reality you are just like

Always.