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[TW: Vent, some mentions of ED and s×icide]

Hello everyone..

I don't vent here much (at least I hope I don't) but I needed to get this off my chest. I am in a really bad state right now. As some might know I have a really bad relationship with my father I could even say a6usive and it's getting worse and worse...

Now that I finished my school I got a C1 Cambridge certificate from English and (I was very proud before he destroyed my hope and said it's useless) and I am trying to find a job but my dad is always behind my back watching where I wanna go to work and saying everything is wrong!

I graduated from psychology and pedagogy it was a school for teachers but I never wanted to be a teacher I am bad with kids and I get nervous around them. Even though I have this problem my father pushed me to the school and now he is confused I don't wanna work in kindergarten..

I am sorry for my rant...I am just on the edge of my life I don't know what to do... I don't smoke, I don't drink, I am a good student,never harm myself, I don't go party and I just wanna do what interests me is it too much to ask? Nothing is good on me fat and ugly as he said

I am again sorry..I will be completely honest I had s×icidal thoughts a few times and started to have problems with b×limia recently...I will probably get rid of this tweet in a bit but I just need advice...I have no money for a therapist and am at the lowest point in my life now

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W.when two size artists of different types meet~

A.a gift for @friendlyfoxpal , one of the first artists to introduce me to the g/t community as a whole...~

C.consider it a thanks for dragging me into this pit i found as a home, and maybe a frenship offering...~

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Perfectly straight!

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Undertale 🌼

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Favorite size to make tinys?

Like doll sized and smaller! Just small enough so they fit into your palm! But not too small >w< just like this!

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do you ever wish you were big so you could hold your friends close to you like they do to you

cus i do :(

Yeah yeah! I do a lot of the times active ^^ sometimes we actually do size switches I like to respect what people want :3

I like to take care of friends!

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Doodles doodles 🌸

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The LITTLE Little Mermaid

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Commission 🌸

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R: woah...huh you again? there have been a lot of you little guys lately...

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Heyo everyone! I wanted to announce that I am opening commissions! 0/5 slots open!

Feel free to DM me all the rules and prices are in the pinned post ^^

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I have a problem 🌸

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Eeveelutions stuff 🩷

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Time for me to hop on this trend but WITHOUT AI 🫡

Literally It's so fun to try and draw in ghibli artstyle 🌱🌷☘️

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She is not average

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I have been trying to fall asleep for atlast 30 minutes but can't 😭

I usually can sleep pretty Well but today Is Weird @w@

I am so sorry for people with insomnia 🫡

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