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Fuxk this shit!!!!

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I am done reading This Little Family. I truly regret it. It was darkkkk

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4x08 -> 8x17

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Theo James as Hal Shelburn The Monkey (2025) dir. Osgood Perkins

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Now it all make sense! I'm rewatching 911 Season 1 and it really hit me hard when Bobby said

"...but i couldn't save my family. Couldn't protect them from me. A hundred and forty eight. That's the number of lives that i owe for the mistakes that i make. AND ONCE I PAY THAT DEBT, I GET TO BE WITH THEM AGAIN. AND I WAS HALFWAY THERE, CHIM. I WAS HALFWAY THERE. I WAS GOING TO SEE MY KIDS AGAIN. THAT WAS THE DEAL."

"THE DEAL I MADE WITH GOD."

"HE FORCING ME TO STAY ALIVE."

And when we get to Season 8, the Lab shit day, Bobby knew...oh boy he knew that it's gonna be his day. He is ready.

Brb. I'm going to cry.

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*tears in my eyes* okay but why are Oliver’s photos of Ryan always so intimate? I—

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I’m re-watching 911 slowly just because why not. And i mean real slow im on Epi 5 of S1.

Its kind of painful to watch Abby and Buck again but,,,,,,,,

Also when Chimney and Bobby are arguing cause he asked tatiana to mary him and Chim said “we know nothing about you” knowing Bobbys past its like 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️.

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How it started vs. How it’s going 🫠🫠🫠

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Evan Buckley went from a sIutty frat boy to a cardigan wearing PTA dad and I am honestly so proud of him 🥹🥹🥹

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Guess what....i rewatch 911 season 1 because i miss those guys so much🫣

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that’s a father and son right there 😭

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Ryan and Oliver on the set of the Thirst Tweets video ✨

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Imagine loving a guy so much you almost kill yourself to find his baby boy in a tsunami, you claw at the earth when you think you've lost him forever, you crawl under a fire truck to drag his bleeding body to safety with an actual sniper shooting your way, you accept the fact he put you down as his boy's legal guardian in case he dies with barely a protest, you agonise when he quits being your job partner, you take said son to the zoo all the time, you get jealous like a dog pissing on a tree when he has a new friend, you're there when he begs you to fix something you can't fix and you can only hold on to his shoulder to try and shoot the pain, you go to him the second some ugly man dumps you, you throw a hissy fit about him leaving to Texas and sabotage his house showing, and then, you cave. You cave and you give up your housing situation to help him, you move into his house and you let him go. You let him go because you love him that much.

And he looks at you like you set his world on fire and built it back anew, and you hope he looks through the rearview as he drives away, hoping he'll miss you half as much as you'll miss him.

He will. You were struck by the same lightning, you'll forever share a heartbeat.

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(x)

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Some things better left unsaid.

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when you look for the word Boyfriend in the dictionary:

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these photos of him in his tank tops bathed in red light are so so SO bad for my sanity