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smoochiemee · 2 months ago

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Jealous Talk

"I'm just confused why you keep letting all your fans think that-"

"Y/N why does it fucking matter? I'm with you!"

The heated argument had been going on for the past 30 minutes. Hamzah who just came home from filming with Martin didn't expect to find you huddled in the corner of your shared living room on the verge of tears.

You didn't want it to get like this; you just wanted him to understand how you felt. How much you hated seeing his fans ship him with Claire when you were his girlfriend.

You remembered the moment you all met, 2020 during quarantine. You never knew if Claire liked Hamzah, but you always noticed their closeness. During FreakShow4 you weren't a member, but you helped a lot behind the scenes. You had been the one to introduce the four to each other.

Somewhere down the line, you and Hamzah got together, and you've been like that for the pat 4 years, going on 5. You never made much of an appearance on slushynoobz but you had your own lifestyle channel that did really well. You were a medical student, and it was hard you for to balance it all at once, but Hamzah supported you through everything and never forced the camera on you.

You guys were inseparable, and you even moved to Canada when Hamah got deported to start your life with him. However recently you couldn't help but feel a massive feeling of jealously because Claire was always around now.

Hamzah and you had lent her the guest room, and she would constantly book a trip to Canada after you all rekindled the relationship between the group.

At first it was fun really until Clarie started to make an appearance in the videos, thanks to Hamzah. She wore matching clothes, thanks to Hamzah. She was always next to Hamzah when it was time to take a picture, thanks to Hamzah.

You couldn't handle it anymore. This all wouldn't be happening if Hamzah had told his fans he was already in a relationship with someone else, you. So now here you in a screaming match with your boyfriend begging him to clear the air

"I know that but your fanbase doesn't. I don't like to see ship after ship or edits of you guys acting like you're the only one's in the room. I hardly make an appearance on your channel and it's hard for me." Your braids still in the messy bun you threw it into after your 8-hour shift at the hospital. You were beyond tired, but your emotions had got the best of you. Your face was now red with angry, and it didn't make it better that Hamzah was staring at you without a single expression on his sorry face.

"... I'm not like you, I don't know how to ignores comments or the fan edits." Now tears were streaming down your face. "When I see those edits, it convinces me that something is really going on between you two." You clutched your scrubs in hopes you could get him to really understand you. But all you were met with was complete silence.

Your boyfriend was looking at you like you were an idiot, like you were making everything up.

"Y/n, I never thought you'd be so insecure. I don't control the thoughts of my fans, and you know how crazy my fan base is."

Your face had fallen at that point. You didn't know how Hamzah would react, but this was not what you were expecting at all. It was like someone you had never met was speaking to you. What happened to your sweet, caring boyfriend.

"You honestly need to be real, don't you think if I wanted Claire, I'd be with her. For crying out loud, you leave for hours at a time and it's just Claire and I, if we were fucking you would have no idea."

"That's exactly my point! you don't clear things up instead you both act like you don't see it. And why on earth was she wearing your sweatpants in her latest TikTok."

"Y/n get the fuck out of my face, I've been filming all night, and I can't do this jealous talk." It was like your legs at given out and your body had moved on its own. Head in hand you cried again, in the very spot he had found you.

"What about our promise?" You lifted your head back up only to be faced with Hamzah's back. "... we're supposed to never go to sleep angry."

He kept walking, you heard the bedroom door creak and then close. Leaving you in living room. How pathetic of you, you were never supposed to feel this defeated but yet-

You felt your body leaving floor and into the hands of Hamzah. "I don't want to fight, Y/n." He continued to carry you into the bedroom, closing the door behind you with the swing of his foot. Setting you down on the edge of the bed. He lowered his body onto the carpet, completely kneeling down to you.

"Y/n, you actually think I'm at cheater. You think after all these years, I'd leave you for someone I see as a sister."

"I don't love anyone other than you. I can't believe you've bottled all your emotions up until this point." His hand left his side and reached out for you. For you to accept his affection. You closed the distance between the two of you by settling yourself into his lap.

"I didn't want to make things awkward-"

"That would never happen baby, everyone in our real life knows we're dating and if I even for a second felt like Claire was flirting with me. It'd be over, I'd never speak to her again if it meant losing you."

For the second time that night you both stared into each other eyes. Nothing but silence and the heavy tension in air. He pulled your hand making your body collapse onto his. Wrapping your hands aound his body his hit his head into his corner of your next. You both fit into each other perfectly.

"I love you," you both declared at the same time. All your worries flew out the window. You had nothing to worry about.

You felt tears stream from your eyes once again but not for a different reason that night. You let your insecurities get the best of you and let yourself create a narrative or someone that would never purposely hurt you.

"Why'd you walk away? I thought for a second you really didn't care about me... about us." You felt his arms hold you closer.

"I- I couldn't bare seeing you cry." You felt a tear hit your shoulder and that told you he was crying. "I also didn't want to say more things I regret." You nodded because that's all you needed to hear.

"Now that this is settled, let's get you out of these scrubs."

#hamzah x reader #hamzahthefantastic #hamzah imagines #hamzah fic

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smoochiemee · 4 months ago

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Hamzah Bf Headcannons

Hamzah is veryyy clingy, don't even think about distancing yourself because you think you're too much. That's how he like you

Always mentions you in videos and typically goes gets all giddy but ends up getting sad because he misses you

"Y/N really likes this candy and when she's on her period I always get it for her... maybe I should've left that last part out"

"Y/N and Mandy would these plushies, lets get them"

"I don't know, Y/N probably misses me"

"Let's prank Y/N with this omg"

"Blue and Red and always cuddling with my girl when I get home, ugh"

There was definitely a soft launch. The slushies knew he had to be dating someone but they didn't know what you looked like

They would notice he would always buy double of food and smirking off to someone off camera

They introduced you in a video titled, "Y/N, the love of Hamzah's life"

Many were disappointed because they thought they had a chance but in the end, ended up really liking you

He has to literally beg you to join Martin and him because you're very shy

You're always on Mandy's channel however and the comments are always like, "My queens!!" "Does this mean Martin and Hamzah are left unattended.."

You're a med-student and spend a lot of your time studying, on campus, or interning

Martin really likes you and always mentions how you're the perfect match for Hamzah

Refers to you as Red and Blue's mommy

It's so obvious that Hamzah is happy with you and respects you so much

This is my first ever blurb... be nice :)

#hamzah x reader #hamzahthefantastic #slushy noobz #hamzah imagines #hamzah fic

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