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Truth or a dream? | seongwoo
genre: angst
member: seongwoo
requested: nope
summary: you never knew that you are just a rebound to the most important person on earth to you.
side note: hiii everyone!! i’m not sure if anyone still remembers me but i’m back here with another scenario :> i know this is really out of the blue because i’ve disappeared for a good 8 months since my last scenario and trust me, i really do miss updating and writing as much as i used to do.
it has been a really really long time since i wrote something so please do forgive me because i know this is really crap... i just wanted to write something but unfortunately, i think i have lost all of my writing skills which really suck :( even having hiatus for 8 months, i still can’t get my life together :’) can someone explain why is my life such a mess
anyways,, i do hope everyone is doing well in this new year 💓
“how can i ever forget someone that once meant the world to me?” you sighed as you lied on your bed
you honestly wished you knew the risk of love earlier
way earlier before you met seongwoo
because he crushed every little hope you have about love in your mind
just like how fairy tales are never true
looking at the condition of your heart, you knew it is a wiser choice to have never meet seongwoo at all
you thought seongwoo is finally the one after waiting patiently for all these years
you thought that he’s the guy that would stay with you
that would embrace your flaws
that would love you when you let your true self out
you thought seongwoo could help you get out of your comfort zone and turn your life around
but guess what
your dreams of finding such a person don’t exist after all
you had chills all over whenever you thought about seongwoo
because he fits exactly into your ideal type
tall? checked
a witty person? checked
having boyfriend manners that would melt your heart? checked
you just don’t get it sometimes
seongwoo fits exactly into your ideal type
and yet
he is also the one that broke your heart
ironic isn’t it?
and no matter how hard you try
your mind still remembers every single day with him, clearly
as in your memories with seongwoo is already part of your blood
right from day one, where you first met him at your part-time job, at the convenience store
he already left a positive impression
you realized how happy you were back then
and not only the first day
it happened for the next day and the day after
and surprisingly, even after bidding goodbye to seongwoo
that smile on your face has never left
he is probably the first guy that made you smile in such a long while
you assumed that all these kind of wild thoughts you were having would only last a couple of days
but oh boy
you are very wrong here
you smiled and brush off the thought of possibly falling in love with him
you even suspected yourself for being crazy for liking someone that you just met 2 weeks ago??
“nah nah that is not happening and that will never happen”
butttt
the more you denied, the harder you fall for seongwoo
you realized how doomed you are when he’s the last and first person on your mind
and before you know it, you really did like seongwoo already
your heart isn’t helping as well
it is already beating so fast just with the thought of seeing him later in the evening
the thought of having dinner together also gets you excited
and your smile got even wider after knowing that both of you stay near each other
“i swear you’re driving me nuts, seongwoo” that’s your conclusion whenever your heart beats like mad
and when you finally see at the store, oh boy
you could become like a fool
and honestly, it was freaking hard to control your feelings
when seongwoo would trap you between those shelves when you couldn’t reach for something on top
or all those moments where he would ruffle or pat your head just because he thinks you’re cute
your feelings would just get deeper each time
and every single day at work, it is just like an adventure
you have no idea what he would say to make your heart race a little more
“i got your back, you can always lean on me”
seongwoo reassures you whenever he could tell that something is bothering you
with that, your trust got deeper each time, knowing that he always say such comforting words
you started letting seongwoo into your heart, thinking that he is someone worth entering your heart
you knew you were in love with seongwoo when you wrote everything that happened for the day in your diary
simply because you’re afraid that you will forget about all these precious memories that won’t come twice
you’re so afraid that a disaster might happen tomorrow and seongwoo would just leave you
but guess what :-)
each day with seongwoo just gets better
you have never look forward to working this much before
although it can be freaking tiring to sit there and just stare at all those snacks
but you know when seongwoo joins you for work, you never felt tired anymore
and even on days where seongwoo is working on another shift, your heart still skips a beat whenever you see his name appear on your phone’s notification
you’re just super happy whenever he texts you
and although you guys could be talking about random stuff, that makes your heart full enough
and the fact that he always tells you goodnight is really warming you up
at this rate, you started questioning yourself if seongwoo ever likes you
and when Christmas day comes, you really thought you got yourself an answer
“if you wanna see the christmas tree at the town later on, i don’t mind meeting you and we could go together”
when you read that text, you’re about to explode into billion pieces
did your crush really just asked you out????
you couldn’t believe your eyes
obviously, you agreed and went to meet seongwoo
oh god you thought working with him at the store alone is nice enough
that night was the best night ever
there wasn’t a moment that you didn’t stop smiling
you guys walked so close to each other that your shoulders would meet his once in a while
not to mention
your hands would brush against his and seongwoo didn’t even bother moving away
it was so freaking obvious you were in love that night
and that night is also the night you were pretty sure seongwoo felt the same way
you guys took a photo together like how couples would do
he held you close by the waist
while your heart could jump out any moment
after that night, things continued to get better
until one day
a day, just like any other day
but just that things started to collapse
seongwoo started working lesser and lesser
same goes for the number of text
and even if you do text him, you just couldn’t help but sense that coldness in his tone
“what’s wrong?” you wondered to yourself
you didn’t want to sound to overprotective and ask him that
your heart started to ache because it’s a question that you’ll never have the answer to
you constantly prayed that this would stop and it is just a nightmare for a day
but things continued to spiral down
he didn’t bother replying to your text
and you know things are so wrong when he decided to ignore and walk past you when you’re obviously there standing, looking at him
it drives you crazy
because how can someone that means the world to you, is also the reason why you’re hurting now
you just don’t understand how could things changed in a week
just shortly in a week, you forget how it’s like to smile
how it’s like to go to bed without having these endless thoughts running around
you just couldn’t figure out why
until your close friend, soojin asked if there’s anything bothering you and you just spilled everything
“i’m sorry that you’re going through this now but from what i see... i think you’re just a rebound to seongwoo”
“seongwoo just broke up with his girlfriend 2 months before you came and... they lasted for a good 5 years”
“... rebound?”
that’s all it takes to break your heart
now that you recalled every single memory, every single day spent with seongwoo
it really does seem like it
you were just a rebound after all
how great is that
now the question is, “how can i ever forget someone that once meant the world to me?”
you sighed as you lied your bed
were you in a dream all these while?
plsss do forgive me if this is really bad!! :(
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우리 다시 만나 워너원 ♡

i never knew this day that we all been dreading for has arrived.
thank you wanna one for the amazing memories for the last 1.5 years. without you, my life would never have gotten better and you're the reason behind my smiles.
I'm thankful to know you guys exist and even get the chance to see you guys twice in live, what did i even do to deserve you, wanna one? 😭😭
although it hurts to say goodbye and i never want to let go, but i know you guys have a bright future waiting for you. i will definitely miss hearing "all i wanna do, wanna one" and seeing the 11 of you together.
till we meet again, wanna one 😭
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thank you ♡
it’s been a while since i last logged in and holy crap.... i just saw i hit 900+ followers ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
i thought my eyes are playing tricks on me... and i can’t believe this day would come honestly. i really don’t deserve this and anyone of you especially the fact that i have been hiatus for a few months now ㅠㅠㅠㅠ thank you so so much from the bottom of my heart and i really appreciate every single one of you 💓
i miss everyone here so much and i love you all 💓
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please be happy! ily like chan does
hiii anon 💓 thank you so much for sending this in and i’m so sorry for the late reply!!
when i first read this, i immediately smiled x) yuchan!! i miss him sm :/ but thank you so much for making me happy anon💓 please be happy too anon, i hope you’re doing fine and hope you had a lovely day :>
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Writer nim :( Where have you been and how are you doing? I miss you.
hiii anon 💓 thank you so much for sending this in :> i miss you and everyone else here too ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
my health is just fluctuating actually :/ and what’s worse is that my knee is acting up for the past few days.... how many more injuries must i get ㅠㅠㅠㅠ besides that... i’m getting quite stressed up because of work because i’m not sure if i can do a good job :/
apart from this, i think my mood got a little better because of unb!! i went to see them live and it was the best decision ever >w< they gave me so much strength and i haven’t felt this happy in a while now!! but my pcd is still going strongㅠㅠㅠㅠ
thank you so much for sending this once again anon!! it warms my heart to receive messages like this💓
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Once you get this you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly, then send this on to 10 of your favorite followers/ mutuals (non-negotiable, positivity is super cool!) - nothingwithoutwannaone
hiii kim 💓 thank you so much for sending in :> i miss you and i hope you’re doing fine!! honestly… i spent such a long time thinking about my answers because i have more things that i hate about myself than i like about myself HAHAH
okay so here are the 5 things about myself!!
1. i’m quite okay with dancing!! i learn and memorize the whole dance pretty quickly i think? but almost none of my friends know this side of me heheh
2. i like the fact that i don’t gain weight easily!! but everyone wants me to gain weight and it is really stressful for me because i don’t have a huge appetite to begin with and i hate eating sometimes
3. i like my physique actually!! my abs used to be a little toned but it is slowly disappearing ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
4. i like that i can manage my time very well even when i’m very busy with my school and my other commitments!!
5. okay this is super random but i like that i don’t get sick easily? i was under the rain that day but i’m totally fine!! HAHAHA but on the other hand, i get injured quite easily :/
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#omgosh today is mxm anniversary and i'm about to burst out into space#AJSKREGF#you have no idea how happy my heart is now because of mxm#youngmin went into my dreams last night and it was freaking sweet#i dreamt that we had to run away from the police#and youngmin grabbed my hand and ran#not only that#i remembered another part where i was holding onto youngmin's hand and he held my hand so freaking tightly :')#his hand was so so warm and huge and protective#and when i looked up#omgosh his freaking smile AHHHHHHHH#which reminds me of my hi touch experience with youngmin#i'm so freaking thankful that my alarm didn't ring at the wrong time#omgod youngmin AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i was out for the whole day and i cannot stop smiling omgosh#i miss mxm so much ㅠㅠㅠ#and today is their last broadcast for yayaya ㅠㅠㅠㅠ#please appear again youngmin ㅠㅠ#this is totally so random but i really couldn't control my uwu about my dream :')#my mood immediately got lifted up after such a long time so please let me have more of such good dreams >w<#MXM_1주년_축하해#i love you mxm 💕
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✨✨If you receive this, you make someone happy. Go on anonymous and send it to ten of your followers who make you happy. If you get some back, even better! Have a lovely day! ✨✨
hiii anon 💓 thank you so much for sending this in, you’re the sweetest :> please have a lovely day too okay!!
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✨✨If you receive this, you make someone happy. Go on anonymous and send it to ten of your followers who make you happy. If you get some back, even better! Have a lovely day! ✨✨
hiii anon 💓 thank you so much for dropping this,, you’re really a sweetie for sending me this :> please have a lovely day too okay!!
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✨✨If you receive this, you make someone happy. Go on anonymous and send it to ten of your followers who make you happy. If you get some back, even better! Have a lovely day! ✨✨
hiii anon💓 thank you so much for dropping this :> can i send this message back to you because reading this already makes me happy💓
this message really ended my day well altho it was a really tiring and long day.....
thank you so so much and i love you💓
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U r one of the most humble writers that I ever know... u will always thank everyone for their messages... u r really sweet :D
hiii anon 💓 thank you so much for sending this in!! your message means so much to me :>
andddd thank you so much for your kind words,, i’m really honored to know that 💓 thanking everyone for their message is the only way i could express my appreciation and for me, thank you is still not enough to show how much it means to me :>
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Hi! I miss you. I always go to tumblr and check if you have posts. Huhu. Take your time Writer-nim! I love the way you write ❤️❤️❤️ Take care writer-nim! :D
hiii anon💓 thank you so much for sending this in!! your message really mean so much to me :>
i’m really really happy and appreciative to hear that you’re always checking on me ㅠㅠㅠㅠ i was smiling to myself when i read your message and see that you like the way i writeㅠㅠㅠㅠ even until now, it still feels so fascinating to hear someone say this so thank you so so much💓
this really warms my heart especially the fact that it was raining today and things have been very frustrating for me!! i really can’t express how thankful i’m to you anon :>
please take care as well,, i love you and i miss you too anon💓
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Hi... I don't know if u will be getting this but I just wanted to say I miss u and ur stories... I read that ur health isn't good and I hope u r feeling better now :)
hiii anon 💓 thank you so much for sending this in and i’m so sorry if i replied late because i haven’t been on this account for a few days now ㅠㅠㅠㅠ this message definitely means so so much to me and i really appreciate this :>
i’m really blessed and happy to hear that you miss me and my stories :> this warms my heart so much💓 my health is still quite bad especially for the past few days ㅠㅠㅠㅠ my mood can be really down sometimes... ahhh i miss being healthy and well :/
thank you so much from the bottom of my heart anon💓
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I have no idea that u went on hiatus until I saw your post :( You have always been doing great by writing good scenarios but people don't notice it and they don't thank u often :( Even for ur notes, I wish u can get more recognition. So thank u sm for writing and I hope u'll get better soon, please be back! My fave scenarios from u got to be all ong's stories, they are all lit af :) Jihoon's stories are also my fave! Basically, u r my fave writer!
hiii anon 💓 thank you so much for sending this in!! your message really did comfort me and this means the world to me :> i do wish that i could get more recognition as well but... i’m thankful for all my readers and all the notes or reblogs i’m getting. having to receive messages from you is like a bonus and i really appreciate this :>
and i’m really happy to know that you enjoyed my seongwoo and jihoon’s scenarios!! i can’t express how thankful i’m whenever i hear someone says that!! i don’t know when will i be back or rather, will i ever be back... but thank you so much for dropping this anon :> please have a lovely day ahead 💓
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listen clarissa, i love you so much and i wish eish you would take care of yourself :> i am very worried about you and please please i always nag you this but rant to me when you need to okay? Even if its at like 2 midnight, just do it. Please don't neglect your health anymore and focus on your sports and studies and most importantly, your health!!! ily ♥
jaeeee 💓 thank you so much for sending this in :> so so thankful to have you 💓 please take care too okay!! i love you so much!!
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i really hope you'll get better soon!! ;; have a safe recovery!!
hiii 💓 thank you so much for sending this in :> this means so much to me!! please take care too 💓
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hiatus.
(this is a little longer than i thought but please read till the end,, thank you so so much ㅠㅠㅠㅠ)
after contemplating for a long time, i have decided to go on a hiatus.
to be honest, my health hasn’t been well for the past few months and recently, it has been declining really badly and... i think things will continue getting worse for me :/ because of that, things hasn’t been very positive and now, my days are constantly in the dark.
thus, i thought it would be better for me to be on a hiatus.
i know i haven’t been able to write good scenarios for you guys and i’m deeply sorry about it. as much as i wanted to continue writing scenarios, i think it is better for me to take a break and hopefully, this would give me more fresh ideas.
i think i will still be posting messages to wanna one so please feel free to send me any ask, any questions, any messages to me :> and... if it is not too much to ask, could you please tell me why:
what made you want to follow me?
which is your favorite scenario?
what is the first scenario that you read from me?
any words that you would like to tell me :>
every single ask or message would really mean the world to me and trust me, this would comfort me well.
to my readers and my mutuals, i’m very very sorry and thank you so so much. i love you all and i will miss you :’)
i really hope i’ll be back soon ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
- clarissa
#messages#when will things ever get better?#things will be okay - i'm never gonna believe in this lie anymore#:/
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