snakemansplaytoy

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It's good to know you're still here!

I was kinda worried, since you weren't so active, on this blog at least

It was a mix of broken laptop (so had only mobile access which I stayed on my personal blog for reasons and a rp blog) and FORGETTING WHICH EMAIL I USED. I AM A FOOL.

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HI

I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU

Are you still here? Are you okay?-

I AM STILL HERE. I AM LOWKEY EXISTING AND NOT SURE WHAT I WANT TO DO.

Am I okay? THE LONG ANSWER IS I HAVE NO IDEA.

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Be me, roleplay an AU that focuses on Trauma/Negative things for a favourite Character. Slowly get attached to the character/AU, in fact, make it so that when I think of said Character I think of THAT VERSION of them. I slowly realized I put so much into that AU with lore and stuff to deal with my trauma. It's basically just me but with extra layers/steps. And unlike me, they got help/support earlier, so they rarely relapse. Get mad about that and feel jealous of the fictional character you basically made suffer and finally be happy after it. Decided to say screw it and restart/reset the 'timeline' because an old RP partner went inactive (and they were HEAVILY involved with them getting better and being happy). Suddenly rp partner comes back and of course, your character falls in love with them all over again, as if nothing happened. Realize that nothing can be changed. The idiot will always have his snake GF and BF. Slowly accept that the OT3 will be a part of your life and their four kids will always be like your grandkids.

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idk but I really like emo/goth aesthetics. I blame my canon/memories.

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A lot of my kins are fictives/alters because sometimes my brain cannot tell the difference between kin, fictives and/or comfort characters and sometimes they end up between all three. But if you wish to know more... You can ask me about some things. I normally don't talk about this but felt like I should. I do have a Simply Plural account, I will add people but most of my more important alters/stuff is for close friends only and I normally will only do that to people I trust-- Sorry for babbling.

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Uhhh let me make a quick list of my other kins. I'm always okay with doubles but if you're not then I'M SO SORRY--

Yellow (Pokemon Special)

Ib (IB)

Ayano; Song Routes/Anime and Manga Route 2 and other non-canon routes (Kagerou Project)

Kuroha/Saeru/Snake of Clearing Eyes; Multiple routes, both canon and non-canon (Kagerou Project)

Chrom (Fire Emblem: Awakening)

Grima Controlled!Robin (Fire Emblem: Awakening)

Gold (Pokemon Special)

Son Goten (Dragon Ball Z)

Hiyori; multiple non-canon routes (Kagerou Project)

Kano; multiple routes, some canon and some non-canon (Kagerou Project)

Kido, multiple routes, some canon and non-canon (Kagerou Project)

Lucy/Kaede/Nyuu (Elfen Lied)

Mariko (Elfen Lied)

Riliane (Evillious Chronicles)

Ruby (Pokemon Special)

Seto; Both Good End and a really bad end, plus some other non-canon routes (Kagerou Project)

Shintaro; Route 1 and Route XX, have memories for multiple bad end timelines. (Kagerou Project)

Red (Pokemon Special)

Takane, multiple timelines. (Kagerou Project)

Kouichi (Another)

Touya (Pokemon)

Trunks (Dragon Ball Z)

Saeran (Mystic Messenger)

Yoosung (Mystic Messenger)

Kagerou (Non-canon, Kagerou Project)

Moon (Pokemon)

Morty (Pokemon)

Azura (Fire Emblem: Fates)

Lily (Vocaloid)

VY2 Yuuma (Vocaloid)

Male Diclonius (Elfen Lied)

X (Pokemon Special)

Chara (Undertale)

Son Gohan (Dragon Ball Z)

Gotenks (Dragon Ball Z)

Mary, multiple routes (Kagerou Project)

Momo, multiple routes (Kagerou Project)

Spence, multiple routes (OC; Calming Eyes, Kagerou Project)

Testuna, multiple routes (OC; Creating Eyes, Kagerou Project)

Cleaning Eyes, multiple routes (OC Snake, Kagerou Project)

Lisia (Pokemon)

Lapis Lazuli (Steven Universe)

Spinel (Steven Universe)

Azami (Kagerou Project)

Spark (Pokemon GO)

Ai Hoshino (Oshi no Ko)

Kei Yonagi (Act-Age)

A ton of OCs ngl

I do have more/others but these are some of the more... Obvious ones.

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A fun fact about my memory/canon: I was allergic to cinnamon. Couldn't have it without my having trouble breathing and my throat feeling like it was closing up. I don't think I ever had an epi-pen but I do remember wishing I had one a few times.

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mfw timeloops

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my mutuals

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How the fuck do I exist when all I do is literally just disassociate and not remember anything? (Which is wild bc I remember shit like my canon so well but not if I ate/took meds or drank water)

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Sharing Memories

Sb: Yeah I have memories of a really bad timeline. Me, getting excited: OH BOY. (shares memories about my canon) Sb: Oh uh. Actually I just meant a normal Route XX. Me: Oh. Imma go hide now.

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The third option is both.

its time to play: am i in a kinshift or am i just gay? cast your votes now

#☀🌵🎭

🐸 [secret third option alternate vote]

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Sometimes I want to make a canon call or at least a source call but then I don't because as a highly AU/canon divergant character I find people don't want to talk to me--

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Just talk kagepro to me while I try not to pass out yet again (I got tired at 6pm today ugh)