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REMEMBER THESE DAYS

Remember the hurting, the pain, the emotions, the feelings, it will make you stronger one day. Just do whatever you can, Vince, laban.

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this throwing up feeling every time I think or imagine what have you done and the things you'll do if ever I did not found out. Grabe, I cannot with your audacity. You're so audacious.

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Stuffs

There are things that you guys are doing that we used to do. I know I am not in place anymore to feel these things or am I gaslighting myself? I have feelings, I am capable of feeling this emotions. I am hurt, I feel so unloved, I feel so grossed with myself. I should be moving on from you. I guess, I am not yet ready to be your friend, or to be close to you. Maybe I am just acting out, but the truth is, I still cannot. I still love you, I am asking for your attention. I can't, I am not strong, I am weak. The thing that I can do right now is to hide my feelings and escape your prison. I will leave this country for you hahaha. I even cannot live in the same country with you, that's how hurt I am. I am still hurting.

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You are indeed my plot twist. I guess I have a plot armor.

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BAL

Hindi ko alam pero bakit at paano nangyari ang lahat? Pagod na pagod na akong magpanggap, pero wala akong magawa. Gan’on ba akong kawalang kwenta para isang tabi mo, tawagin kapag wala siya sa tabi mo? Ano ako option? Hidni ko deserve ‘to, pagod na pagod na ako hahahha. Mahal na mahal kita, pero hindi ko na alam paano pa ako mabubuhay kasama ka. Super nasasaktan ako, naiinggit, nanghihina kapag andiyan ka. Ang unfair unfair mo.