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GUYS IM SO PROUD OF ENHYPEN AFTER ENCHELLA 😭

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HI BABY THANK UUU IM STILL SAD ABOUT HIS HAIRCUT :⁠'⁠(

[JUNGWON] 5 minutes before I cut my hair

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WAIT A DAMN MINUTE TAESANS HAPPENED

okay manifestation queen

guyss who wants to see my bingo card for idol's hairstyle nd color for this yearrr,,

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HAPPY ME DAY!! or valentine's day whatever you call it :p

(that's a pun cause my name is valentine in English okay? okay!)

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YESSSS BRING BACK OREO BEOMIE PLEASE GOD hell yeahhh i agree

guyss who wants to see my bingo card for idol's hairstyle nd color for this yearrr,,

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SO SUGARYYY

SOUP AND TEARS

a.n.: hii hello guys im slowly coming back!! and the crowd ???; always a bit stressed and busy, soo here's for y'all smting comforting (who am i kidding, all of this is pure sweet) ; fluff !! ; now let's all say THANK YOU TOO MY GIRL @sobun1est for proofreading all of this, ilysm <3; @k-labels @kflixnet @en-diaries ; 1.2k wc

your head was feeling heavier and your eyes were slowly closing. it was now after 9 pm, and you were at your house, with your computer open and many sheets all around your desk; it was exams season and you were stressing.

everything around you could have felt your anxiety, your leg was shaking to keep you awake and you kept writing and writing at your computer.

it was one of the biggest exams and you still had one week to prepare for it. but on that evening the more you tried to focus, the more you lost it.

“Yn! it’s ready, come to eat something.” the most comforting voice brought you back to life

“pretty please?” you heard your boyfriend’s voice, as a head peeked out from your bedroom door.

“five more minutes,” you said, almost whispering.

“pretty please, you worked enough for today”

“i can go on for another five minutes,” you replied, turning to him. and in that moment you realized that maybe you couldn’t.

you felt your head hurting a lot, and spinning intermittently, your eyes were burning from the dim light from the lamp and your words were stuck in your throat.

so you just nodded and tried to get up

“i recognize that look, you worked too much today” 

“finals..” you murmured.

he quickly moved to open the door for you

as soon as you stepped out of your room a pleasant smell hit you; you didn't recognize it right away, you just felt warmed by it as if your whole body felt like it was wrapped in a nice hot blanket.

“Please take this, okay?” heeseung said while taking off his sweatshirt and passing it to you.

you weren’t cold?

oh no wait, you were shivering. but at the same time, you were too exhausted to notice it.

“thank you” you replied while putting it on.

without even noticing you were now holding his hand, and for the whole passage to the kitchen gripped to it as if it was only thank to that you were able to stand up.

you were still trying to not move too fast nor to take your eyes too open otherwise you felt you could have fallen at any moment.

“i fear i have reached my limit for today” 

“you did a lot, maybe too much”

“but exams…”

and without adding anything heeseung just squeezed your hand a little and turned towards you.

his gaze softened, his smile appeared and his hands slowly cupped your face. first, he moved it closer to his, your eyes were still half closed and your noses were now rubbing against each other's.

it was not just that house that smelled of something so familiar and comforting, it was him.

heeseung then moved his lips against your forehead, and gently kissed it. your eyes were still closed as if you were trying your best to feel him closer to you.

now your head was leaning on his chest, your face fitting right perfectly in the crock of his neck. your arms were around him, and his head leaning gently on your head.

what if human bodies were just meant to hold each other?

and now you were thinking about nothing, but your eyes felt watery.

“you can cry now baby” and as you were waiting for permission to do it.

you cried, you cried a lot.

from that moment you just remembered blacking out and slowly falling on the floor. and heeseung with you, always holding you. holding you like something inestimable, letting your bodies melt together.

you felt inebriated by his sweet comfort, so lost in it, feeling like a sailor lost in the fog, blindly following the voice of a mermaid.

“darling hi, beautiful now look at me” 

you followed that voice and slowly opened your eyes.

you were now seeing everything so foggy, and you felt his hands moving to your face and his fingers caressing your temples.

he moved them to dry your tears, and all of a sudden your eyesight came back.

“darling, can I see your beautiful eyes, mh?”

but you weren't moving, you were just there sitting on the floor and lying on his chest.

he kept caressing you while whispering sweet words.

“Let me carry you on the sofa, and I will bring you some of the soup I've cooked for you. what do you think beautiful?”

all of these compliments and sweet words were helping to warm your heart and clevering your vision.

“thank you”

as soon as he heard your voice, his eyes lighted up and he quickly wrapped you close to him and moved you on the sofa.

while passing next to the kitchen you peeked in quickly And noticed how he decorated the whole room.

a candle not lighted up yet was surrounded by two red plates and matched glasses. Many snacks that you loved were. everything was so still, that few seconds you had to notice it was now Imprinted forever in your mind.

“here's a blanket for you, I will be right back darling, okay?” he asked in the sweetest tone possible.

suddenly you felt his presence moving away, the warmth of his body becoming lighter.

“baby, it's your favorite soup and I've cooked it all by myself” he said so proudly as a smile appeared on your face.

“ you're smiling “ he whispered, while leaning closer to you and moving a scoop full of soup To you. 

“Oh, it's delicious. thank you hee” you were able to say before feeling your tears forming again.

“You can eat it all” he said while slowly feeding you.

You were now gaining your natural color, your cheeks were pinkish and your eyes lighted up.

As you kept eating, your tears kept falling.

your soup tastes a little bit like the now, no 

 matter how many times your boyfriend was drying them.

“I'm sorry” you were trying to keep repeating between the taste of tears and soup; while he just scoffed his head.

before you could even realize you had finished it, and now you were just staring at each other. 

“Don't ever be sorry for this: okay? instead, let me just help you. allow me to hold you for a bit more mh?”

“it will get better” he kept repeating while caressing your shoulder, 

“say it with me because you need to believe it, my Love”

And now your sorrows were more similar to comforting words.

“look, there's the moon watching over you tonight,” he said, after calming you a bit and pointing outside the window.

“ beautiful “

“Yeah, the moon is beautiful “

“Heeseung you are beautiful “ you said while looking at him. His eyes moved towards you again and his ears became reddish.

He smiled at you and suddenly your head was spinning again, but this time it was slower, more calming, and almost comforting.

“it will get better” was the last thing you heard before finally letting yourself fall asleep in his arms.

Oh, humans were really made to hold each other like this, he whispered before closing his eyes and falling asleep next to you.

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MY WONIEEE ☹️☹️

I'm good!! just read a document someone sent me 🤭🤭

hi, ask here, CAN YOU COME BACK TO ME I MISS YOUUUU

(I love looking like a desperate ex what is this BAHAHAH)

HIIIII BEAUTIFUL!! I MISSSS YOUUUU!!!! im always back for you bby<33 how are you doing pretty?😚

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guys :(( guysss :((

have you ever seen a smile more beautiful?

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HI HELLO BEAUTIFUL, HAVE A SUPER GREAT DAY <3

rose🌹

HI CUTIE you too <33

[sobun1est]

Listen up!

You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled

Hit that.

Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern

Yes.

Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in

Tumblr will follow up and help them.

Warning: this is only for mobile. If anyone knows how to do this for desktop, please add it!

This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.

YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE NOT TO REBLOG THIS.

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT DOESN'T GO WITH YOUR BLOG'S THEME.

And yes, REBLOG. Liking does no shit at all. This isn't ig.

You reblog, people see it. You don't, people don't see it. This shit's that simple.

This could save someone's life. It's not a joke.

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WE ARE SO BACK !!

#2 PROMPTS- event

hello everyone!! I'm back with this small event that cheered me up so much the last time. here's it again with new fluff prompt to help me bring back my will to write and to let u have some small scenarios to light up your day.

for this event, if you'd like to partecipate, you have to choose one prompt and one K-pop idol from: ENHA // SVT // P1H // BND, and imma reply with my thoughts on it. (can't wait to yap about it w y'all)

ps. to the one who asked the soul's prompt, I didn't forget about u!! u will be the first one I will write once I start🩷

1) giving ur keys to them. Initially, I thought about your house keys, but they could be any kind of key. from one of your gym lockers to one of your secret diaries from when you were younger. no matter if they will use the key as a necklace or if they just keep it in their room, it's the fact that you trust them. That specific gesture to me feels like you are giving a small piece of your heart, but key shaped. (or vice versa!! imagine receiving his key aaaa)*

*it could actually work with any object that u care a lot about, that at first was yours and you just decide to give it to them!!

2) imagine them having a photo of you in their wallet. this is strangely specific, but the intention is to make it so they can look at your photo "on paper" whenever they want...

3) warm of someone's body warming you, maybe in a hug or maybe sharing a sheet while sitting on the couch. when you feel the heat of your partner. when you feel that they're alive and they're so close to you.

4) spending together the time after the party. when everybody is gone, you are alone with him going back to your house...getting unready together. tired but with patience coming back to the most vulnerable part of you. them removing your makeup, or vice versa, or doing skin care together before passing out while hugging each other

5) buying household goods together, no matter which house. but those casual dates, maybe at the Ikea, while sharing your preference and maybe fantasizing about your future home together

6) the small touches like casually holding hands playing with your hair, putting on a necklace, or caressing your back... the pure need of the human being to feel the touch of the trusted ones

7) the lost gaze, or the unconscious smile when you are looking at his photos / he's looking at yours. maybe for a post on instagram, or taken by a camera, or looking at a whole album of their/your photos from a holiday when you were younger... the heartwarming feeling of knowing that now they're with you.

#2EVENT M.LIST

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blonde jungwon has been a life changing experience for me

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LETS GO NIKI 🗣‼️

GUYSSS me and lia were drafting drafts, and now I need y'all rec on what to focus first ! I'm not gonna add too many details, just pick what you feel the most.

I will start working on that fic after replying to all of the various asks that i have (AND im loving)<33

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GUYSSS me and lia were drafting drafts, and now I need y'all rec on what to focus first ! I'm not gonna add too many details, just pick what you feel the most.

I will start working on that fic after replying to all of the various asks that i have (AND im loving)<33

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wonder how that went for you...

also I DID and i will do it again until you understand YOU CANT BE DOING THAT and ill continue (also i know so many random things atp im not sure i know anything)

The cumulative long-term effects of sleep loss and sleep disorders have been associated with a wide range of deleterious health consequences including an increased risk of hypertension, diabetes, obesity, depression, heart attack, and stroke.

and also a fun fact for you now that you are here lack of sleep kills faster than starvation !

literally a genius

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ALRIGHT NO. HERES IS WHY YOU ARENT DOING THAT!

Sleep deprivation occurs when an individual fails to get the amount of sleep that they need. Sleep deficiency can cause problems with learning, focusing, and reacting. You may have trouble making decisions, solving problems, remembering things, managing your emotions and behavior, and coping with change. You may take longer to finish tasks, have a slower reaction time, and make more mistakes.

You are trying to get more time by not sleeping but by not sleeping you are making the usual time you would spend on normal tasks longer (plus sleep deprivation is considered a form of torture)

literally a genius