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I never said I was there 😂 I said LOVE ON ONE ANOTHER. As in the times we hung out.

I did not say I witnessed your wedding. Just witnessed you two loving on each other IRL. And it was special.

YO?????? @exene666 got a wife for her bday?????? IM SO FUCKING GEEKED AAAAAAAA WHDT THEFUCK

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I hope I don’t come across as cowardly for coming here as an anon. But I really respected you as a person and a ler as well as your work.

You always came across so respectful (yet sadistic) and the amount of times I wished I could have a ler like you.

I hope you do address what nyx has been saying and at least clear any statements made about you. I hope there is another side to the story but if not, I hope this is a lesson

You’re not cowardly at all. Thank you for the ask.

I want to first say the outpouring of support has been wild to me. I appreciate the care that people have shown me today immensely.

I also will never ask anyone to take sides, and I’m not looking to further inflame this situation.

Yes. There was a post. There is always 2 sides to every story. I want to be clear that it was always communicated that we were tickle/kink partners. Despite her showing some sort of interest for potentially more, I made it clear we were in a kink dynamic, and we both agreed on that. I was not romantically dating anyone for the duration of our dynamic, so Nyx was a large part of my focus in my personal life for several months.

I was put in a hard spot many times because multiple partners would openly voice the way my (gushing) posts about Adi would make them feel. Dynamics were ended (and then reconnected after conversation) over the way my posts made them feel like I was prioritizing one play partner over another. That was never my intention. I truly do enjoy gushing over a play partner. I enjoy hyping up my play partners, as you all have seen. But, this caused problems several times with several partners. I voiced to them all that I was likely to delete Tumblr in an attempt to NEVER make any partner feel less than they are worth (which was incredibly highly valued by me). It wasn’t a bratty reaction from me like “you’re crazy I’m deleting tumblr” it was an attempt to protect feelings and emotions for all partners. This was an issue several times.

There’s a lot of accusations about disconnecting and being unavailable. From mid December, until sometime early in February, I did not have a single session. During that time, I also was very inactive on here and received many asks (and answered several) about my absence. I, with my partner’s knowledge of the situation, was dealing with terminal cancer and eventual death of a very dear family member. I’ve always dealt with grief, as unhealthy as it may be, by kind of shutting myself off to the world. Before the post, I had apologized to Adi and Nyx individually, and admitted that it was wrong to make them feel a lack of interest on my behalf- despite what I was going through. And, I’ll say it now, I apologize to them publicly and that wasn’t fair in any capacity. Never did I intend to make them feel less desired, but unfortunately my actions during a time of grieving did.

You all saw the endless positive write ups and posts about physical and emotional safe kink practices about me. How I was always there to talk and debrief and help them out when they needed it. There was a large supply of them, and I largely believe they were heartfelt and sincere. I understand things can change in a dynamic, and in this case, it was my fault. And, when those partners would come to me and voice their discomfort from a seemingly perceived lack of interest/focus on other dynamics- I would only attempt to reassure and validate those feelings. I have a lot of texts to prove that. Also, I highly encouraged all these play partners to connect, build friendships, and we all talked and agreed that a session together was in the works. I didn’t try to pit them against each other- in fact I tried to connect them!! I encouraged them to talk, had open communication about what a potential 3 way session would look like to them. Never did I ever try to pit them against one another.

I fell short as a play partner. I apologize to them publicly and privately for that. I was largely unavailable, and despite it being a tragic personal loss in my life, that is still unfair to them! They deserve the proper attention, and to never be left guessing if my interests/desires have changed. That’s a horrible feeling.

I’m glad there was a note about me being a safe play partner from the physical side. The emotional side, well I definitely fell short, despite it not being from malicious intent. Like I said, there was months and months of endless posts about the emotional side of friendship/kink being amazing. And, that’s just what you guys see on here. In private convos, I have endless more examples. That’s the kind of person I am, and the kind of person I will strive to be moving forward. I’m not perfect, I left play partners feeling unsure and unwanted.

Having multiple public kink dynamics requires a ton of work, and I failed at that. Did I spread myself too thin? Maybe. It was never my intention to hurt anyone, and never did I act with malice.

So many who know me more intimately have reached out and offered endless support- and I cannot thank them enough for that!! They are unwavering in their support of my character and who I am. Not perfect by any means, but trying to be a good person on the daily.

I hold no ill will. I won’t be screenshotting and posting a myriad of things to defend or attack someone’s character like I could. I’ll own up to it, keep my friends in the community, and learn to be a better communicator and better play partner!

Happy to talk with anyone about this matter.

Once again, thank you for your ask!

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Run for the hills on this one @abc321

She meows around Target for 2 hours at a time while holding her left over triple dipper. I felt like I was in the most diabolical torture scene

I FEAR 🫢

I love @daisylovestickles @abc321 @blushy-tigerrr

THAT’S ALL 🙌 💞🫰✨

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why do you smell

It’s just residual musty aroma wearing off on me from sitting near YOU 😭

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Do you oil your legs? Why’re they so shiny?

I’m so 💀 at this. Do people oil their legs for public appearances?!? I might have to join in this trend! It was freshly applied lotion, I guess? And use Hempz, it’s the best moisturizer I’ve ever used!

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Lucky enough to have witnessed @nyxtickled & @exene666 love on one another in person! It’s as pure as they come! I’m always blown away at the level of unyielding support and care they have for the other. Congratulations you two!!

YO?????? @exene666 got a wife for her bday?????? IM SO FUCKING GEEKED AAAAAAAA WHDT THEFUCK

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I find you kind of intimidating, maybe because all the content you post seems pretty intense (not in tents). Would you enjoy tickling a lee that likes softer tickles?

I don’t post content from most of my sessions! Only with those who are wanting/willing to have content posted. And then from those sessions, we will usually clip the more reactionary moments when the intensity is ramped up. So, to answer, yes! I really do enjoy the softer/lighter tickles as well! Part of being a good ler is changing tools/body parts/and cadence of the tickling strokes! So, I do spend time with lighter tickles every session, and I would enjoy a session like that.

Would you only enjoy lighter tickles? Nothing of the ramped of variety?

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The idea of you tickling me alongside my close friend in this community plays on my mind more than I'd like to admit

Hi anon! Well, who are you and who is your close friend? And, maybe if you guys told me it could happen at AUNT or NEST?? 🤔

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eee you are also my tkl crush… *runs away* 💕

I CAN’T SEE WHAT YOU WROTE WITH THE LINE THROUGH IT HELP! HELP!

Also, don’t run because I just think we would have the most fun time ever 🖤🖤 so uh… very excited to see you soon 🖤🖤🖤

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So like if I come to California you’ll tickle me? I’m one of the ones who I’ve read your posts who wants to write you, but am scared to do so! I’m not sure if I’ll be good enough for your attention

Hiiiii Anon in 49 potential other states! I mean, it’s not like you just show up in California and I’m there at the singular airport ready to tickle you… needs to be communities and connection and all that fun stuff. But yes, definitely potential there! You wouldn’t be the first one to travel here for a dynamic with me 🖤

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Any more content coming with tklmeadi? I’ve been waiting for more. I need to hear more of that laugh!

@tklmeadi The people are asking, will you deliver?

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You're my new tickle crush 🙈

Hey Anon! You are now my new tickle crush!! Uh oh… both of us are crushing on each other 👀

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Do you have to be physically attracted to someone to enjoy a session with them? What attributes do you find most attractive?

Technically yes. But, attraction to someone is a wide spectrum for me. Every person has different things they are attracted to, I think I have a lot? Idk.

Hmm- Smile is the first thing I notice usually (maybe related to tickling??? 🤔 but idk). Eyes. Hair..

and then of course my Ler side loves feet and legs and stomachs. I know the age old debate “boobs or butts?” And I’m a butt guy. I feel bad saying all of these things, but I’m not trying to be shallow haha.

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What do you look for in a Lee? How do you filter through so many people who want to session with you and actually decide who to make a connection with?

‘Ello Anon! Very solid question… also, I don’t think I get SO many people who want to session with me. But, I guess that’s all relative for each person.

I’ve had plenty of women over the years who I may have initially been attracted to and hopeful for a good connection, but decided not to play with based on the lack of connection. I need an ability to communicate, both partners provide no pressure and letting things develop organically, I do consider myself sapiosexual, and then obviously a mutual respect and understanding for each partner’s wants- and if our desires are aligned.

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when do i get to experience getting all tied up and tickled by you @socaltickle5…. 💕 (probably can’t guess who this is lol)

You little cheeky anon!! I’m ready whenever! You let me know!

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When was the last time you tickled a cute Asian girl who is in great shape from all the running she does?

Ohhh so specific! I guess never for an Asian girl who has a major hobby of running! I’m ready when you are!

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There are literally no limits to how much I would give for you to be my Ler!!! But I’m so shy and scared. Not any insecurities because I’m really cute irl hehe but just anxious about my tword kink!

Yoooooo lovely human being! I think 99.37% of us have been there and shy about OUR kink! But, you’re already here. There’s nothing wrong or taboo about our kink! You deserve to explore and be happy within your desires! Whether that’s with me or someone else, I sure hope that you feel confident to reach out to me or whoever soon enough 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤