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I don't want her!

Sarah Zadrazil x reader

"Y/N, why don't you team up with Laura then I'll go together with Kathi." Sarah suggests and before I can say anything she is already walking over to Kathi.

"She is a little strange these days, isn't she?" Laura Feiersinger asks and I nod, grabbing a ball from the sideline.

"Yeah maybe."

We kick the ball back and forth and during training I notice that Sarah always tries to get Laura and me to do things together.

And while Laura keeps wondering what's up with her, I know exactly what is happening.

We are on national team break this week and Sarah believes that I got a crush on her best friend and our teammate Laura, so she is trying to set us up.

And yes this is kinda also my fault.

When we arrived her I was talking to Manu and Sarah Puntigam about how much I missed spending time with her at the national team, since I missed the last two camps cause of an injury in my shoulder.

Sarah overheard the part of the conversation where I said her name and since I looked in the direction where Laura and her were standing just a second ago, she thought I had talked about Laura not her.

And because she was just too nice for this world, she asked me about it and decided to help me make a move on her.

Like I said, my own fault.

"Do you guys wanna hang out in my room later?" Laura asked at lunch and we both agreed to come by after dinner.

Well I was there, Sarah came half an hour late because she had to call her mom and left way too early, saying that she was tired from training and wanted to go to sleep early.

The next days are full of Sarah trying to get us to do everything together.

We are playing a friendly against Iceland and on our flight to Reykjavik she even switches seats to make us sit together.

At the day before the game we hang out at Lauras room and again Sarah leaves before me.

"Laura?" I say as I'm about to leave too.

"Yeah?" she looks back over at me.

"Sarah thinks I am in love with you."

She gets up from her bed and comes closer to me, as I am already standing at the door.

"I really like you...but definitely not like that." I quickly say, not wanting to make this awkward.

Laura sighs in relief.

"Good, because I also don't like you like that." she says and I open the door.

"Now we just need to tell that Sarah."

She laughs at my comment and pulls me into a hug.

"You are my best friend, you and Sarah." She says, holding me at my shoulders.

"You are mine too."

"And because we made that clear now I can say that I love you, without making it awkward."

She laughs at my comment and nods "Love you too."

We say our goodnights and I walk over to my room.

----

The next day is long since our game is at 7pm so we don't have anything to do the whole day.

I hang out with the other players and around 5pm we drive to the stadium.

Sarah is still trying to force me do talk more to Laura.

We win the game with 2-1 and Sarah, Kathi and I talk to Glodis Viggosdottir, our teammate from Bayern for a bit before we also get chanced and get a late dinner while driving back to the hotel.

Most of the other players go their own rooms to get some rest but I walk around a bit together with Laura.

We talk about the way Sarah tries everything to make us fall in love and I then tell her how she came to the conclusion that I'm in love with her.

Laura decides to go to bed after we walked past her room for the fifth time, while I keep walking around the hotel.

Hoping to get tiered so I will fall asleep faster.

I stand by one of the big windows at the end of the hall and look over the dark city until I hear footsteps behind me.

I see Sarah coming towards me and smile at her sleepy face.

"You're still awake?" she asks, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes.

"Yeah, I'm not tired yet."

"To busy thinking about Lauraaaaaa?" she asks, smiling mischievous.

"No." I say, a little bit tiered of this. I didn't want her to think that I was in love with Laura, our best friend when it was her I actually liked.

"Don't worry well get her to think about you tooo."

"Sarah I-"

"I know, it can be really hard when someone doesn't like you right away, but I think there is definitely something going on between you two." she interrupts me.

"But I-"

"I mean that hug yesterday! I saw that and-"

"Sarah!" this time I am interrupting her. "I don't like her." she looks at me, still smiling.

"I know, you love her."

"No!" I answer "You heard me talking to Manu but you misunderstood what I said. It is not her that I like. I dont want her!"

"Who is it then?"

I look out the window for a second, there is a slightly green line in the sky.

The polar lights.

"It's you, I like you."

The silence between us is strange.

"Why didn't you say anything?" she asks and I feel her looking at me.

"I didnt want to make things weird, you don't like me like that." I say and then feel her hand in mine.

"Y/N?" she asks and I turn towards her.

"I do like you and I was really sad when I head that you're in love with Laura, but I wanted you to be happy so I tried to do everything that you would be happy." she explains and only as she steps closer to me I realize what she had said.

"You like me like...?"

"Like I thought you would like Laura."

A smile forms on my lips and I cant help but get lost in her beautiful brown eyes.

And the only thing that sends me back into reality is the feeling of her soft and warm lips touching mine.

I kiss her back, carefully pulling her closer by her waist.

"Please never try to set me up with anyone again." I request as we brake apart again.

Her cheeks bright red.

"Only with myself."

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Masterlist

Hope you all in enjoy reading it....

FC Bayern

Sarah Zadrazil

How could I ever be mad at you?

I dont want her

You two are...? (Zadi x Laura Feiersinger)

Caro Simon

Photographer

Mala Grohs

Weddings make lovers

Giulia Gwinn

Prom date

Lea Schüller

Why did you leave?

Klara Bühl

Suprise

Magdalena Eriksson

Trouble maker

Tuva Hansen

Vilja the wing woman

Karolina Lea Vilhjálmsdóttir

Names

Maxi Rall

Spontaneous

Laura Benkarth

Your child - our child

DFB Women's Team (germans national team)

Sara Doorsoun

Tattoo Artis

Merle Frohms

Baby girl

Laura Freigang

Ice Hockey Problems

Alex Popp

Homecoming

Little one

Felicitas Rauch

Underneath the mistletoe

Jule Brand

Stealing your heart

Jill Roord

If you love her

Others

Sam Mewis

Forever you

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Weddings make lovers

Mala Grohs x reader

Magdas and Pernilles weeding was a thing the whole Bayern team was looking forward to.

The were getting married on a Saturday after the last game of the season.

Everyone helped to make this day perfect.

They offered to let other guest stay at their apartments, helped to decorate the location, picking out the cake and food and helping each other to choose outfits.

The ceremony was beautiful and besides the familys, Tuva was the one to cry, and every five minutes someone else had to hand her a tissue.

After the ceremony and the dinner, the big party started.

Jovi had offered to be the DJ and she really did a great job.

At first she played the song, Magda and Pernille had picked out for their first dance and then more songs you could dance to.

During that, Caro and Georgia took over the bar and tried to give everyone there own cocktail creations, while also being a little bit tipsy already.

Linda was the one to take pictures of everything and everyone.

Syd and Klara where joking and fooling around, making everyone laugh and encouraged everyone to dance.

And I was somewhere in the middle of all of that.

I was already a little bit tipsy, thanks to Caro's newest creation: The Amortentia Potion, inspired by Harry Potter. And maybe that was also the reason why I walked towards Mala as I saw her on standing the side of the dancefloor.

"Mala." I say and smile at her.

I don't know who helped her pick out her outfit, but it was incredible hot.

A blue suit, with a read tie and black shoes.

"Y/N."

"Come dance with me." I say and grab her hand, it's warm and fits perfectly into mine.

"What happened to the shy and calm Y/N?" Mala asks laughing as she starts to dance along with me.

"Maybe this is the true and dark me?" I answer and place her hand on my shoulder.

"You have a dark side?"

"Dark and dusty, hidden deep inside me."

"I am impressed."

We dance for some more and I really enjoy the feeling of her hands on my shoulder.

I like her, more than I should.

More than she likes me.

"Y/N! Sorry Mala but G and I need her." I hear Caro's voice next to me and turn around.

She points over to the bar, where Georgia is standing together with Magda, Linda Sembrant and Zecira Musovic.

"Zecira brought some drink called Akvavit, and you absolutely have to try it." Caro explains and I nod.

"Sorry Mala." I say and let myself get dragged away by Caro.

"This is literally so good!" Georgia says and hands me a shot glass.

The cold liquid burns in my throat but it's also really good.

"Oh my gosh this is really good." I say making them laugh.

"Told ya." Georgia answers, pouring me another shot glass of it and drinking one her own.

"Better be careful." Magda warns, Pernille appearing behind her.

"Careful with what?" she asks, sliding one arm around her wife.

"They are trying Akvavit." Zecira explains, pointing at the bottle.

"Uh yeah you should defiantly be careful, that stuff is really strong." Pernille warns while Georgia and I drink our third glass of that stuff.

"Nah we can handle that, we are big girls." Georgia says and wraps one arm around me.

Caro serves us a round of drinks and Pernille and Magda leave to talk to some people.

The party keeps going till it's late at night, around midnight most of the people started to leave and now there are only some friends, some team members and the brides left.

"I need to go to the restroom." I say to Caro who is still standing behind the bar with Georgia, singing along to a German party song, Jovi finally decided to play.

"Der Zug hat keine bremse." she sings in reply and I cant help but laugh.

The floor on the way there is really uneven and as I come back I see someone coming towards me.

"You're good?" I hear Mala asking, fuck is she hot.

"This floor isn't built right." I say instead of answering her question.

"Uhm?"

"You know what a friend of mine is a carpenter I think he knows how to fix this." I say and pull my phone out of my pocket.

"Y/N, it is 1am I don't think he will like it if you call him now."

I put my phone back into my pocket and look at her.

"I think you should go home and sleep till you're sober." Mala says "I can drive you home."

"You are so smart." I step closer, how can someone actually be so smart? I mean she is studying....something. I know she is studying something you have to be very smart for. But right now I cant remember its name.

"There is so much knowledge inside your beautiful head." I say, pressing one finger against her forehead.

"And your skin is so soft." I feel the need to touch her cheek.

"Yeah you defiantly are druck, come on let's get you home." she says laughing and wraps one arm around me, trying to get me to walk towards the exit.

"Wait." I say and grab her by her jacket, pulling her against me.

Her warmth surrounds me and I feel like I could pass out just from that feeling.

"Mala."

"Yes?" her voice is so soft, like she is an angel.

"I really want to kiss you." I say, looking at her lips for some seconds before I look up into her eyes.

"That's because you're drunk." she says but not letting go of me.

"No! I mean yes...I say that because I am drunk but I want to kiss you even when I am sober."

"You-"

"I am in love with you, Mala."

A small smile curls up on her lips and she softly grabs my chin.

"If you really mean that, then say it again when you are sober." she says, stepping back.

"But don't play with my feelings Y/N."

I slowly nod, suddenly feeling really tiered.

"Let's get you home." she says and I follow her down the hall, we say goodbye to Magda and Pernille and some other people and I see Magda whispering something to Mala while looking at me but I cant hear what they are saying.

Mala drives me home and waits outside until I am inside my apartment.

---

We have two final training sessions before everyone is going on their summer vacations and as usual I am one of the last ones to be there.

Malas place in the locker room is directly opposite to mine and normally we talk a little while getting chanced and she helps me doing my hair.

But today is different.

Yesterday morning I woke up with my head feeling like it had doubled in size but unfortunately I could remember everything that had happened.

And I feel like she also did.

The training is good but it feels different without Mala talking to me and making jokes all the time.

At the final training it is the same and I definitely know that I don't want to go into summer brake like that.

I try to be the last one to go into the locker room but she is already waiting outside as I get there.

"We should talk." she says and I nod.

"Yeah."

I follow her around the corner so we won't get interrupted by any of the other players.

"I don't know how much you remember of the party night but-"

"I remember everything." I interrupt her, leaning against the wall.

"And I am sorry for telling you that but..." I look at the floor, I could just deny it, deny my feelings, deny the fact that I didn't say all of that because I was drunk.

"I...I cant tell you that it was because of the alcohol, because .... because it is true. Everything I said." I say and look up.

I am surprised by the way she looks back at me, not mad or hurt but with a small smile on her lips. Her beautiful lips.

She steps closer.

"What is true?" she asks.

"That I am in love with you and that I want to kiss you."

"And what did I say after you told me that?"

"To tell you that again when I am sober?" I ask, confused about her reaction.

"No after that."

"To not play with your feelings." I repeat her words, realizing that I completely forgot about that till now.

"Because I cant have you telling me, that you like me back and not meaning it." she explains, taking another step towards me, my body now trapped between her and the wall.

"You...you like me too?" I ask, but scared of what she would say I look down at our shoes.

"How could I not like you." she whispers in the space between us. And like she did at the weeding, she grabs my chin and softly pushes it up.

She leans forwards, searching in my eyes for the permission to do it.

I close my eyes, waiting for her lips to meet mine. And they do.

Her lips feel so soft against mine. She tastes a little like Powerade, lip balm and her.

I can't believe I am kissing her.

As we brake apart, a big smile forms on my lips.

I open my mouth to say something but someone else is faster than me.

"Wow."

We look to the side and I feel one of Malas arms around me like she wants to protect me from anything that could happen now.

At the end of the hallway, there are standing Magda and Pernille, both ready to go home.

"Soon enough." Magda says, coming towards us, followed by her wife.

I just look at them, to stunned to speak.

"Magda." Pernille says in a warning tone.

"What?" She says laughing "You also knew about this."

"You...what?" I ask.

"I told them about my feelings." Mala says and looks at me. So that was what they were talking about at the weeding.

"Well, weddings make lovers." Magda says and smiles at us like a proud mom.

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Are you planning on writing more P Harder ones? I love her

Sure, Pernille is one of my absolut favorites and I love her at Bayern.

If you have any ideas/requests let me know it

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Hi, great ff's, do you know more accounts who write for German players?

All the best :)

Unfortunately I don't, but if you all know some please tell me

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Trouble maker

Magdalena Eriksson/Pernille Harder/Fc Bayern women x reader

"Hello, sis." Magda greets me as I walk out of the airport, she pulls me into her arms and gives me a tight hug.

"Hey." I say and let myself rest in her arms for a few seconds.

"How was your flight?" she asks as she grabs my suitcase.

"Oh wonderful, never had a better time then when I got send away by my own mom." I answer and Magda sighs.

"You know that it is for your best, now come on, Pernille is waiting over there with our car."

We walk around the parking lot and I spot Pernille leaning against a silver car, she waves at us and also pulls me into a hug as soon as I am near her.

We drive to their apartment and I bring my stuff into the guest room, I stayed her many times, when I visited my big sister Magda, but never for so long.

I unpack my stuff, call our mom to tell her that I am fine and eat dinner with them before going back into my room.

After some time I hear a knock on the door, I expect it to be Magda but it's actually Pernille.

"Hey, can I come in?" she asks and I nod.

"It's your apartment." I say and pull my legs up to my chest so she can sit on the bed too.

"How do you feel?" she sits down next to me.

"Thrown out." I say, referring to my situation with mom.

"I know love and I also know that everyone told you that it is for your best, but it's true. You should give it all a chance." she says softly.

I stare at the wall where, someone - Magda? - hung up a few pictures of our family, me, our parents, her and Magda.

"When did mom tell you about what happened?"

"The same day, she called Magda and told her about what happened. I was out with some friends but she told me about it when I came home, you know we've been together for a really long time now and I can tell when something scares her and she really was. She knew that you would probably also won't have a good summer since most of the guys live in your neighborhood. So we offered your mom that you could stay with us." she explains.

Mom never explained it to me like that, at the last week of school she just told me that I will be staying with my big sister for the summer.

"And I like having you here." Pernille adds and I look at her.

I've known her since she got together with Magda, at first I was a little curious about them, not because I didn't like it that they where gay, hell no that was super okay with me, but because I loved my big sister to pieces and I was scared that a relationship would break our bond.

But Pernille was so sweet with me and never tried to get in between us so quickly it felt like she was also my big sister.

"I'm coming with you two, to your training right?" I ask and she nods.

"Yes, but don't worry we're not gonna drag you everywhere with us and we wanna make some day trips with you, but don't tell your sister I said that." she says and stands up.

"I won't tell anything." I promise and she smiles at me.

"Great, good night."

"Good night"

She leaves my room and I change into my pj's before laying down in bed, I read a couple of pages but then decide to call it a night and sleep.

-----

"You can sit there." Magda points to a couple of benches where she also drops off her stuff. She explained to me that the first part of training they have todays is based of on there positions.

So while Pernille goes to her own training, I follow my big sister around like a lost puppy.

I notice that some of the players are looking at us, but they're to far away from us so that they could ask me who I am.

As Magda walks over to them, I pull my book out of my pocket and start reading.

A couple of times I took a break to watch them play but not for long.

"Uh what a surprise that Magda didn't put you on a leash." I hear Pernilles voice and look up, she and a couple of other players, the midfielders I suppose, are walking towards me.

This morning when we left their apartment, Magda said that incase I tried to run away during their training she would send Georgia to tickle me down.

I know that she was only joking but I also knew that she wouldn't be amused if I just went off without telling her.

"I think she realized that I am not a dog or a toddler." I answer and close my book.

Some of the other players are looking at us and then at each other but Pernille also notices it.

"I am sorry for my girlfriends bad manners, this is Y/N, Magdas little sister, she is staying with us for the summer." Pernille introduces me and some of them wave at me.

Most of the defenders Magda trained with also came over and hear Pernilles last words.

"Uhh, you sure can tell us some good stories about your sister." a women says and sits down next to me, her accent also sounds kind Scandinavian but she is defiantly not form Sweden, I would have known her from the national team.

"No she cant Glodis." Magda says to her, shaking her head.

"There are defiantly some, if you tell me I promise I protect her from you." Glodis whispers to me, but loud enough so everyone else can hear it too.

"Yeah there are some but I wouldn't be a good sister if I share them." I excuse myself and Magda nods proudly.

"That's right."

"Let her be Glodis, you also wouldn't share our stories." another women says with the same accent, she looks quiet younger than most of the players but not less sporty.

"I would never." Glodis answers, smiling at her.

And something between them, the look they share, is the same like between my sister and Pernille.

"Okay girls, let's get back to training." A man, I identify as their trainer Alexander Straus, says and they get up again.

This time I watch them and don't even notice when a women sits down next to me, she has a splint around her leg and is dressed in some normal cloths, not the usual FC Bayern cloths.

"I'm Caro." she says, looking at me.

"Y/N, I'm Magdas sister." I say also making clear who I am.

"Cool, normally I would also be a defender like her."

I look at her splint "What happened?"

"ACL, only a month ago, something every player is scared off." she explains and I nod.

"I am sorry."

She laughs at me "Don't be, I am fine."

I stay silent, not knowing what to reply to that.

"I don't wanna be rude, but why are you here? Spending the day watching some people playing football doesn't really seems like something, you want to do all summer long." she says, I look at Magda on the pitch.

"I got into some trouble in school and they didn't want me to get into any during the summer so I am here now." I explain and she nods.

We sit there watching them until the training is finished and then wait until they get out of the shower and go with the team to grab a late lunch.

After that I drive home with Magda and Pernille and they show me a little around their neighborhood.

---

Most of my days from them look like this, they have training and I come with them, sometimes Caro is also there and we talk a little, but most of the time I read.

Before or after their training, they show me around town, on our first weekend we go to a lake and go for a swim.

"Can I ask you something?" Caro says, sitting down next to me, it's a Monday, the sky is grey and I'm pretty sure that it will rain later.

"Sure." I say, putting my bock down and taking a sip from my water bottle.

"I think in the last two weeks I've got to know you really well, and to be honest, I cant imagine that someone like you would get into any trouble."

I look at the players.

Magda, our mom, my teachers, even Pernille, all of them asked me what happened.

"I punched a boy in the face." I say, that's what I told everyone, but never the reason why.

"He...you know that Magda and Pernille are pretty open about their relationship."

Caro nods but doesn't say anything.

"In our neighborhood, practically everyone knows everyone and some boys in my school, apparently weren't so okay with their relationship and they know that she's my sister so they started annoying me."

I pause, remembering the face of this asshole when he felt my fist hitting him.

"At first it where only some mean comments that weren't even about her, more like nerd or freak, a couple of weeks before summer, he said that I should write an essay for him or else he would tell everyone my sisters little secret. I didn't know what he meant, he never met my sister, so I refused and walked past him when he said that my sister was a whore and would burn in hell for having a relationship with a women, I asked him to repeat that because I could believe what I was hearing and he did. He said it again and some other things I won't repeat. Something inside me got so mad and before I could do anything, I punched him in the face."

Caro looks at me in shook.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I hear a voice and turn around, it's Magda, the other players behind her.

"You would be all freaked out about it, mom too, so I didn't say anything." I say, she walks up and sits down next to me.

"I am sorry that you have such problems because of me." she says but I grab her hand.

"Don't, there is nothing wrong with being gay, I know that, he is just not smart enough to understand something like that." I explain and she nods, wrapping an arm around me.

"That's true and if loving a women, means that we will burn in hell that I can live with that, because I already experienced haven in her love." Lea says, and comes closer.

I smile at her words, behind her I notice Glodis looking at Karo, Magda told me her name a couple of days ago.

"I'm proud of you for defending us, even though violence is not an answer." Magda says and hugs me softly.

"PARTY." Georgia screams and everyone looks at her confused.

"I mean we need to celebrate that, someone standing up for those who cant stand up for themselves, like...." she searches for the right word. "Like Wonder Woman, you are Wonder Woman."

I laugh and Magda shakes her head smiling.

"I agree with Georgia. Y/N only got punished for what she did, we should celebrate her." Klara agrees.

The team decides to meet up for Pizza tonight and have some fun, including me.

Later when we drive home, I lean towards Pernille who is sitting in the passengers seat, quietly humming to the song that's coming from the radio.

"I have a question." She turns towards me,

"Karo and Glodis." I say and she nods.

"Are they a couple?"

"YES I TOLD YOU THEY HAVE A VIBE!" Pernille screams and I need a minute to realize that she meant Magda.

"Unfortunately not, but I thought that too, the way they look at each other is just so gay." she says towards me.

So I wasn't the only one to see it.

"Maybe yes, but they need to figure it out on their own, nobody should make assumptions about someone else." Magda says and I laugh.

"Amen." I answer.

"But don't punch anyone if they look at them for too long." Magda fires back and I act offended.

"I would never." I say and make her laugh.

"Yeah, but I am still very proud that you stood up for us."

" I did it because I love you, you both." I look at Pernille for a second. "I know that violence isn't right, but nobody gets to say anything bad about my sisters."

"And I always thought that as a big sister I had to protect you but I guess it's the other way around me." Magda says, she stops at a red light and looks at me.

"I love you too sis."

"Me too, I love you both." Pernille adds "I love you to the moon and to Saturn."

"And the Taylor Obsession is coming trough." Magda says rolling her eyes, but smiling at her girlfriend.

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Baby girl

Merle Frohms x reader 

“Then let's start then.” our trainer Tommy says and I feel like I just woke up as I get up from my place in the looker room. 

Even during the time he explained what we will do in todays session, I almost feel asleep. 

I follow Feli outside and we start doing our warm ups.

Normally I am one of the last ones to get off the field but this time I cant wait until the session is over and I can go. 

Usually we have about 60 to 90 minutes of training, depending on the weather and if we have games the day after or before, but after 40 minutes it starts raining so Tommy stops the training after about 55 minutes. 

Everyone tries to get inside as quick as possible but I sit down at the floor and take a few deep breaths. 

“Hey, Y/N are you okay?” I hear someone saying and Merle comes up behind me, handing me her water bottle. 

“Yeah I am just tired.” I say and take a sip before giving it back, Merle offers me a hand and helps me to get up. 

“Did I hurt you with that last action?” she asks and I shake my head, we where doing a little game during the last minutes and Merle accidentally tackled me down while trying to get the ball. 

“No, I am okay really.” I say and we enter the locker room, I take a shower and almost fall asleep again while standing underneath the hot stream. 

Everyone was dirty form the training in the rain and looks a little bit tired but I am probably the badest looking person right now.  

I look like a zombie. 

It takes me what feels like eternity, to put on my cloths and I barley cant keep my eyes open. 

At the exit I walk into Merle, she smiles at me, before looking outside where it's still raining. 

“Can I give you a ride?” she asks, knowing that I normally ride my bike here. 

“Uh sure.” I answer and we run over to her car. 

It’s not a long drive, but the sound of the rain against the windshield and the soft shaking of the car, makes me fall asleep even I try to fight against it. 

“Y/N?” I feel someone softly shaking my arm and slowly open my eyes, I am still in the passengers seat but the rain stoped and we are standing outside my apartment building. 

“Sorry, I...” I sit up and grab my bag from my feet but Merle holds me back. 

“Hey, you know that I know you sine we startet playing in the U-17 together, and lately you are not at your usual best, you look tired like you haven't slept in a week.” she says, giving me a worried look. 

“I am fine.” 

“Seriously, I know you're not, what is up with you?” 

I look down before taking a deep breath. 

“You know my sister?” I ask and she nods. 

“She lives with you, to support you with your baby, right?” 

Five months ago, I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl, Sophia. Her father was never really in the picture and my sister moved in with me so that I wouldn't have to give-up  my career. 

“Yeah but she moved back to Chicago where she works a couple of weeks ago, I have someone to watch over her and when I we have games my mom come here but...” I stop because I don't want to say anything bad about the person I love the most. 

“the nights are hard, she normally needs to be feed two to three times and then she needs at least half an hour to fall back asleep and I think she really misses her aunt.” 

Merle grabs my hand and smiles at me. 

“I think I have an idea, how about I come by in like an hour, make you two some dinner, you can take a relaxing bath and then I stay the night to help you.” 

“You...no you need to sleep-” 

“Y/N, I wouldn't have offered it if I didn't want to do it.” 

I know that there is no point in discussing with her, Merle is a really strong minded person and won't give up so easily. 

“Okay.” I say and grab my back. 

“See you later Y/N.”

“See ya.” I say goodbye as I get out of the car. 

I have to nannys wich take turns to watch over Sophia during the day and sometimes for the evenings. Sometimes I feel really bad about it that I leave my baby alone this much but I’m not ready to retire yet. 

I cuddle a little bit with my daughter and fall asleep for a couple of minutes before I clean the living room a little bit up. 

----

“Welcome back.” I say as Merle comes back, a bag with stuff in her hand. 

“Good evening to you too.” she answers laughing, following me inside. 

She notices Sophia laying on her favorite blanked on the floor next to the couch, a stuffed dolphin in her hand. 

Like almost everyone Merle met my little girl many times, she was actually the first one to visit me after I gave birth. 

“Hey there, how are you sweetie?” she talks to Sophia sitting down next to her. 

“Can I?” she asks, reaching her hands out to Sophia, wanting my permission to pick her up. 

“Of curse.” I say and she takes her in her arms, smiling down at her. 

I feel my heart beating a little bit faster and I don't know if it's because of Sophia or Merle or both of them together. 

“So little one are you more a spaghetti and meatballs girl or a spaghetti bolognese girl?” she asks before looking up at me. 

“Definitiv a spaghetti bolognese girl.” I answer and Merle laughs, she grabs her bag with one hand and walks into the kitchen. 

“Can I help you with anything?” 

“You can take this beautiful girl from me because I eat her up, she's just so cute and maybe set up the table, I’ll do the rest.” Merle demands and I nod, taking Sophia from her. 

I set the table and then just watch Merle cooking, getting lost in my thoughts. 

The way she cooks is the same way she plays soccer. 

With passion and love. 

I cant help but stare at her hands, watching them cutting onions and stir in the pot with the sauce. 

These hands are thousands maybe millions of dollars worth. 

And then I realize how lucky I am, 

One of the best goalkeepers in the world, is standing in my kitchen. 

Sometimes I have these moments where I realize that I am surrounded by stars, that my friends are famous. 

Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't say that no one knows me but I am defiantly not as known as they are. 

My mom is German and my Dad Norwegian, I grew up in Oslo and also play for the Norwegian National Team and many people in my home country know us. 

I look down at Sophia who is still laying in my arms, looking at Merle completely stunned. 

And I really understand her, Merle is so extremely beautiful and she just has this vibe that you have to love her.

“I think dinner is ready.” Merle says and looks over to us. 

She fills our plates and brings them over while I sit down, with holding almost asleep Sophia in my left arm. 

“You now I think you are really strong for being a professional soccer player and raising a child at the same time.” she says as I take the first bite of the food.

“Wow, this is so good.” she laughs and I think I just feel a little in love with this pasta. 

“And thanks but I didn't really have a choice, don't get me wrong I love my little girl to pieces but I was definitely not ready to give up my career.” I explain and Merle nods. 

We eat our dinner and after that Merle practically forces me to go and take a relaxing bath while she takes care of Sophia. 

“You know that you just could tell me that I smell.” I joke, making Merle roll her eyes. 

“Believe me you smell wonderful.” she says pushing me towards the bathroom. 

To be honest it is really great not to have to worry about doing the dishes after dinner or that I have to put Sophia to bed. 

After the bath I get dressed in some shorts and one of my VFL shirts and when I  exit the bathroom, the living room and kitchen is empty and I see a small light coming from my bedroom. 

I walk over and see Sophia laying in her bed that is next to mine and also open to this side so I have easy access to her during the night and she doesn't feel like being speratet from me. 

Sophia is laying on her side, holding onto the collar of Merles shirt with her tiny hands. While Merle is fast asleep next to her, wearing the same shirt that I have, she must have got changed while I was laying in the bathtub. 

I grab a blanket from my dresser and softy place it over her, she looks so peaceful while sleeping. 

As quiet as possible I lay down next to her and pull another blanked over myself before turning of the lights. 

Sunlight is falling over us as I wake up again, I must have turned around in my sleep and I a arm over me, only then I realize that there is a body behind me, really really close to mine. 

I smile against the wall and feel Merle pulling me closer, her warm breath hits my neck and I think I feel safer than I ever did before. 

As I wake up again, she is gone but as I turn around I see her standing next to the bed, Sophia in her arms as she is feeding her with a bottle. 

“Look who is awake.” Merle says and I smile at them. 

“I didn’t even hear her crying.” I sit up and undo my hair tie, letting them fall over my shoulders, 

“Oh she wasn't, she slept through the night and when I woke up earlier she was just a little whine so I got up and made her a bottle.” 

“I cant believe it.” I say and look at my daughter. 

“Last night you woke me up four times and now you just learned to sleep the whole night.” I add and Merle laughs. 

“Maybe she was relaxed because she felt that you are.” 

I node and get up, kissing Sophia on the cheek and I almost kiss Merle too but I can hold my self back. 

We have breakfast together and spend the morning together before Merle has to leave because of goalie training. 

-----

After this night, it becomes a habit that she comes over almost every day. Sometimes she even stays for the night, sleeping with my in my bed, but since Sophia started sleeping through the nights I am also more awake during the day. 

Often we end up cuddled together in the morning and I feel myself falling over her more every day. 

I mean I already had a small crush on her but now I really know that it is more than that. 

She makes me feel safe and her arms feel like home to me. 

We always were roommates for our away games but since she's staying at my apartment more often it kind of feels different. 

Even there we wake up close together and I don't know if I am imagining it but I feel like there is sometimes this tension between us, like when we are sitting close together on our beds, or when we are doing weight lifting together. 

But I am not sure if it is really there. 

And I don't want to talk about it with her because I don't want to loose her, it would break my heart and probably Sophias too. 

I love the way she acts with my daughter, she is just so kind hearted and a real angel. 

Oh fuck i am so damn in love with her....

[soccer-love]

Names

Karolina Lea Vilhjálmsdóttir x reader

F/N = Firs letter of your name

“By these acts and the laws of Island I herby pronounce you wife and wife” the women next to us says. 

“You may now kiss the bride.” she adds. 

Karo places her hand on my cheek, softly rubbing her thumb over my skin, while she leans closer. 

My heart almost stops beating as she kisses me. 

I feel her smiling and hear the people in the room cheering. 

I pull away for a couple of inches and look in her blue eyes. 

“Hey Mrs Vilhjálmsdóttir.” she whispers, making me laugh. 

“Hi Mrs Vilhjálmsdóttir.” I answer, the proud look in her eyes makes me smile even bigger. 

She presses a kiss to my cheek before turning to our family's. 

“I GOT THE GIRL.” she screams, raising our hands in the air and making everyone in the room laugh. 

----

As I wake up, I feel one arm around my waist and one under my head. 

Her hot breath hits my neck and I feel the warmth of her body against mine. 

After a couple of seconds the melody of “Forever Number One” which is one of the FC Bayern songs fills the room and the arm reaches over to the nightstand turning off the alarm. 

Then she presses her head into my neck and her body against mine. 

I try to get up but her arms hold me back. 

“Babe, you have to let me go.” I say and she just shakes her head. 

“I never let you go.” Karo answers, her voice is more raspy than usual. 

I laugh but still try to get up. 

“I know, but we still need to get up.” I turn around in her arms and smile at her sleepy face. 

She just so freaking cute. 

I lean down and press a kiss against her cheek, then one on her nose, one on her forehead and one on her chin. 

I stop my movements for a second before I kiss her on the lips. 

She pulls me on top of her, one hand moving to my cheek. 

I let her kiss me back for a couple of seconds before I quickly grab both of her hands in one move and pin them above her head. 

“That's not fair.” she whines as I move down from her and only let go of her hands as I’m almost out of the bed. 

“That's live.” 

“Sometimes I wonder, why I ever decided to marry you.” she says and I laugh. 

“No you don't.” I say and she nods. 

“No I don't.” she agrees and gets up too. 

----

As we enter the locker room, our cloths are already there and I go to my usual spot between Caro and Glodis. 

A big smile forms on my face as I see the name on my jersey. 

F/N. Vilhjálmsdóttir 

Karo and I married during the summer break and this is the first Bundesliga game of this season. 

My first game with her name on my jersey. 

I feel so proud to wear her name. 

Like normally we put another shirt over our jerseys so the fans also don't see my new Jersey before the game will start. 

We do our warm ups and have our usual talk in the looker room before going outside again, ready for the game. 

As we walk out, we walk past some fans and I hear some fans already cheering. 

“THATS VILHJÁLMSDÓTTIR! THATS Y/N VILHJÁLMSDÓTTIR!” I hear someone screaming and cant help but smile. 

“They’re right, that my wife.” I hear Karo whispering behind me and for a second I turn around, getting lost in her eyes and letting her beautiful smile making my heart beat faster. 

Damm, I am so in love with this woman. 

Maybe it sounds crazy, but durning the whole game, I feel like her name gives me strength, like a special power comes from it. 

The game goes perfect and we win 2:0, one goal scored by Klara and one by Lea. 

As we come back from showering, I am one of the last ones to get dressed and almost everyone leaves before me. 

Except Karo. 

She walks up behind me and pulls me in her arms. 

“You where good today.” She whispers and I smile. 

“YOU where good.” 

She laughs and I lean back against her. 

“It makes me so proud that you’re wearing my name.” she adds and leaves a kiss on my cheek. 

“I love It too, its just...I don't know how to explain it but it makes me so proud to be your wife and that I can show it to everyone.” 

I turn around in her arms and kiss her softly before continuing to get dressed.

On the drive back to the hotel, I sit next to Mala but she falls asleep after a couple of minutes so I’m left with my thoughts. 

I know Karo since I we where little, my family moved to the town where she lived when I was 7 and she 8. 

We where in the same football club and quickly became friends and when I was fifteen, on her sixteenth birthday, after the party, we where laying in her bed like we did it after every birthday. Looking out of the skylight at the stars. 

After some minutes she grabbed my hand and said that she needed to tell me something, but didn't knew how. 

And then she told me that she's in love with me and just couldn't hold it in any longer, crying because she was so scared of losing me. 

I pulled her in my arms, comforting her and somehow our lips met in a soft kiss. 

This was the start of us, we where so in love with each other, we still are. 

And from that moment, we did almost everything together, school, training, living. 

We played together in Hafnarfjörður, in Kópavogur and since almost two years here in Munich. And of course in the island national team. 

And we always knew that we would get married and just a couple of days before our last game she preposed to me. 

“What are you thinking about?” Mala asks, getting me out of my thoughts, I didn't even notice that she was awake again. 

My eyes flicker over to Karo, joking and fooling around with Glodis and Tuva. 

“I understand.” Mala nods and smiles. 

“Its so cute to watch you two.” she adds and I blush “The way you act and everything, its just....you two are a dream couple.” 

“Thank you.” 

I completely agree with her, I love Karo with every inch of my heart and I know that she feels the same about me. 

And even though we spend so much time together, almost every minute every day, we never got bored of each other. 

We just fall in love even more. 

And I know that she is the only one I ever want. 

She’s the love of my live. 

She’s my forever. 

She is my wife. 

[soccer-love]

Photographer

Caro Simon x reader

“EYYY.” Caro Simon screams as she gets up from the grass, shouting at the Leverkusen player. 

She had the ball and was running towards the goal, the other player was storming towards her and grabbed her by her jersey, forcing her to fall down. 

The referee blew the whistle, but not because of the clear foul, but rather because Caro hold onto the Leverkusen player and they fell down with her. 

“WHAT?” Caro adds as the referee gives Leverkusen a free kick. 

While almost the whole stadium is as upset about the referee's decision as the Bayern Players are, I smile. 

Not because I think it was a good decision, because it really wasn't, but because Caro is now exactly lookin in my direction. 

Giving me a perfect chance to take some photos of her. 

Since last season, I work as a photographer for the Frauen-Bundesliga. I can be right on the edge of the pitch, always there when they play and take photos of them. 

Right now I’m staying at the edge of the field almost at the half way line, trying to get some good shots. 

After one of the Leverkusen players, kicked the ball, the Bayern team quickly got it back. 

I look up as I see the Bayern Players running towards the goal but before they reach the box, some Leverkusen player kicks the ball away. 

Caro gets it and try's to shoot it to Maxi Rall who's standing just a couple of meters away from me, but she misses her. 

And before I even realize it, the ball is hitting me in the face, and I fall back. 

A pain goes through my head and I feel something warm running down my face. 

I press my hand against my nose, turning on my back.

“Oh fuck.” I hear someone saying, before I feel a hand on mine. 

“I’m so sorry.” the same person says before another voice cuts them off. 

“Turn her, on her side, it will help with the bleeding.” 

I feel the first person, taking there hand from mine and then softly grabbing me by my shoulder and waist, carefully turning me on my side. 

“What happened?” a man asks and I open my eyes a little. 

Some players are standing around me, from both sides, Leverkusen and Bayern. 

Kneeling on the ground next to me, there is a man with the logo of the Bayern Team on his shirt. And as I look up, I directly look into a pair of blue eyes. 

“The ball hit her.” the blue-eyed person says, her voice full of fear. 

“Wow.” I say, completely ignoring the pain in my face. 

The blue-eyed beauty gives me a irritated look before taking a tissue from the man a softly pressing it against my nose. 

“My name is John, I’m a doctor, can you hear me?” the man next to me asks and I look at him. 

“Yes.” 

“Thank good.” The blue-eyed beauty says and then I realize who she is. 

Caro Simon. 

“Okay, great. Do you think you can get up so we can bring you inside to take care of your nose?” he asks and I nod. 

He and Caro help me up, before another woman takes her place and they lead me inside the building next to the pitch. 

“We’re gonna take you into one of our first-aid rooms.” John explains and I just let them do there thing, the room is full of medical stuff and has a big window from where you can see the pitch. 

They lay me down and for a second I look over to the game.

“Okay, what's your name?” John asks and I look back at him. 

“Y/N Y/L/N, I’m a photographer for Die Liega.” I say and he nods. 

“Does your head hurt or do you feel dizzy?” 

“Nope, if we ignore the blood spilling out of my nose, I’m fine.” I answer and he smiles. 

“Okay, keep pressing this against your nose and I’m gonna put a ice pack on your neck, it should stopp bleeding soon.” he says and I nod. 

From the coroner of my eyes I notice that the game is finished and that the Bayern Players are celebrating. 

“They won, 2:1.” John informs me and I nod. 

After a couple of minutes the bleeding becomes less and John gives me a bottle of Protein shake. 

“There is some Magnesium and Iron in it, that you lost with the bleeding.” he explains and tells me to drink it and keep laying down for some time. 

He tells me that he needs to go and check on his team but he will come back in a couple of minutes and that if I need anything, some other people of the med team are standing outside. 

After some minute I hear a slight knock on the door and then someone comes in. 

Its Caro. 

“Hey.” I say and she closes the door behind her. 

“I...I am Caro Simon, I’m the one that hit you with the ball, earlier.” she says and looks at the floor before looking back at me. 

“I just wanted to apologize. I didn't mean to hurt you and I’m really sorry.” 

“Its okay, I know it wasn't your fault.” I say and smile at her. 

“How are you feeling?” she asks and steps a little closer. 

“Good, the bleeding almost stoped and I don't feel any pain.” 

“That very good, I know what it feels like to get a ball in the face and no pain is a really god sign.” 

“Yes and really Ms. Simon its not your fault.” I say and she scrunches her nose. 

“Please just call me Caro, I feel really old when people call my by my last name.” she says and I nod. 

“I’m Y/N, by the way.” 

“It’s nice to meet you Y/N.” 

“Its really nice to meet you too, Caro.” 

She opens her mouth to say something when someone opens the door. 

“Hurry up, Simon. Georgia can’t distract John anymore.”

My eyes widen as I realize its Lina Magull.

“Yeah.” Caro answers and Lina closes the door again. 

I give Caro a questioning look and she sighs. 

“I kinda promised John do leave you alone after I apologized but I acutely wanted do ask you something.” she says and looks down at her shoes. 

“Then ask if you want.” 

“Can I...um...can I take you out for dinner, as an excuse for hitting you.” she says, stumbling over her own words. 

Its kinda cute actually. 

“Yes.” 

Caro smiles at me and pulls out her phone. 

“Can I have your number.” she asks and I nod. 

I enter in my number and as I’m about to give her the phone back, the door opens. 

“Now Caro. John is coming back.” Lina says and this time she actually comes in, grabbing Caro by her arm. 

“Sorry, but she really needs to come with me or else John is going to kill her before you two can have your date.” Lina says and smiles at me.,

“I’m glad you’re okay.” he says and I stand up. 

“Can I go?” I ask and he nods. 

“Of curse, but if you feel any dizziness, nausea or headaches please go see a doctor.” he adds before wishing me a good day. 

Most of the fans have already left as I go back outside again to grab the stuff I left on the sideline, well its actually just my camera. 

My phone vibrates and I pull it out of my pocket. 

Its a message from an unknown number, a video. 

I open it and realize its filmed inside the locker room of the fc bayern woman's team. 

“Hey, Y/N.” Caro says and she's the one holding the phone. 

“Hi Y/N.” some of the players add. 

I see Sarah Zadrazil, Lina Magull, Mala Gross, Karó Vilhjálmsdóttir and even some of the injured players like Giulia Gwinn and Linda Dallmann. 

“We are so sorry that you missed the last minutes of our game.” Sydney Lohmann starts, one arm over Klara Bühl. 

“And we are really sad about it because you take the best pictures of us.” Glódís Viggósdóttir adds. 

“But I think the ones from the first 86 minutes are really good too.” Tuva Hansen  says. 

“We hope that you’re feeling better soon.” Lea Schüller. 

“And that we will see you on the pitch again soon.” Georgia Stanway adds.

“Have a good day, Y/N.” Caro adds and the smile on her face  only gets bigger. 

“See you at the next match.” the whole team says before raising up there water bottle like they wanna say cheers to me. 

Before the camera goes off and I just keep smiling at my phone.

Another massage papers under the video. 

“Everyone was really sad for you <3″ 

And under that another massage. 

“Hope you have a good night, C.” 

My smile grows bigger and I press my phone against my chest before typing an answer. 

“That's really cute.”

---- 

Its been five days since this happened and for tonight Caro invited me our for dinner. 

We went to a small restaurant in Munich she told me that is absolutely great and it was just wonderful, the food was absolutely delicious and Caro was charming, funny and maybe a little fit flirty but maybe I just imagined that. 

We decided to take a walk after because its a warm summer night and none of us feels like going home right now. 

“So, being a professional player has always been your dream, huh?” I ask and she nods. 

“Yeah, I just love having a ball at my feet and...I don't know how to explain that but its just such a great feeling to be out there on the field.” she says and I cant help but get lost in the sparkle that filled her eyes as she started talking about it. 

“ I get what you mean, its the same for me with photography, being able to be so close to the players and the game is really cool.” I explain and she smiles. 

“Have you ever been on the filed?” 

“No, photographers aren't allowed to go on them, you know. We could damage there expensive lawn.” I say and she laughs before grabbing my hand. 

I feel my heart stopping for a second and then beating like crazy, as she pulls me into a side street. 

“Where are we going?” 

“To my car, I wanna show you something.” she says and stops. “But only if you want.” 

“Of curse.” 

We drive to the north of the city and after some time I realize that we’re really close to the FC Bayern Campus. 

“You wanna go do a late night work out?” I joke but she shakes her head. 

“Nope, I want to show you something.” she says and stops at the parking lot of the campus. 

We get out of the car and again she grabs my hand, leading me to the building that is next to the field where they normally play. 

She pulls a key out of her pocket and lets us inside, but we just go trough and out at the entrance of the field. 

I’ve only ever seen the field during the games or at the Media Days but now its kind of magic. 

The big lights are off and there are only some small ones, surrounding the field. 

“Wow.” 

I see Caro smiling and she softly pulls me to the edge of the field. 

“Are you ready to do something new?” she asks and I nod, laughing. 

We step onto the field and walk around stop at the center spot. 

“Maybe its crazy, but I always feel like there is this sort of energy coming from the field.” she says and I nod, not because it's crazy but because it's true. 

It’s hard to explain, but it's like you can feel the strength and energy that everyone that ever played on this field had felt, their happiness, anger, joy, everything. 

“Close your eyes.” Caro softly demands and I do it. 

I feel her coming closer and again my heart starts betting like wild and as she wraps her arms around me from behind, I’m pretty sure to die now. 

“Imagine, the seats are full of fans, screaming and shouting of joy, because you just won a game and your teammates are running up to you, hugging you and screaming. And the stadium is starting to sing.” she says and softly starts humming the melody of a song I know but I cant tell what it is right now. 

“FC Bayern forever number one, You can call us the champions of the world, FC Bayern forever number one.” she softly sings and I laugh. 

And it's almost like I can see it and hear it. 

“Thats really cool.” I say and turn around, her arms still wrapped around me and only then I realize how close we are. 

I notice her eyes flickering down to my lips for a couple of seconds before she looks back up at me. 

“I have to tell you something.” she says in the space between us. 

“I’m kinda glad that the thing with the ball happened last weekend, I mean it’s terrible and I didn't want you to get hurt but I....I noticed you already like weeks ago.” she says and her cheeks turn a little red. 

“Normally the photographers we have change but you where the same for a lot of games and then you where here at the media day and I always wanted to ask you out but it would have been really wired so...” 

“That way it was good that this ball hit me.” I finish her sentence and she nods. 

“And your nose is still very beautiful.” she says making me blush. 

Again she looks at my lips and I close my eyes before slowly leaving closer. 

I feel her breath on my lips before we meet in a soft kiss, she moves her hand from my back to my cheek and pulls me closer, rubbing her thump over my skin and making my knees weak. 

“I would really like to do that again after...a second date maybe?” Caro says as we break apart. 

“I would love that.” I say and she smiles before kissing me again, but only for a second. 

“Sorry, but your lips just look really kissable.” she flirts and I laugh. 

“Don't be sorry for that, I like kissing you.”   

[soccer-love]

Hiii mate, could make a request where the reader is a singer and write a song for her ex (the player you want or if difficult to choose could be Jill roord) and you decide if makes a happy or sad ending (the song: if you love her by forest blakk)

If you lover her

Jill Roord x reader

Jill tried to take a deep breath, squeezing her eyes shut so she didn't need to see the big headline of the article she just read.

"Y/N Y/L/N releases single - old lover or new heartbreak?"

It was only a seven lines long article, trapped between an Interview with Taylor Swift and an advertisement for Harry Styles new tour.

Even though she knew that this was a terrible idea, she opened YouTube and searched for the new song.

The moment she head the soft voice again, singing the first line of the song, a million different thought rushed through her head.

Memories of old days.

Days that were almost forgotten.

And in the last coroner of her heart she could remember the feeling she had back then.

"Take it. If she gives you her heard don't you break it."

She felt tears forming in her eyes.

"Let your arms be a place she feels safe in"

Man she could remember the many times, she laid in your arms, feeling safer then at any other place in the world. Her head pressed in your neck, or resting on your chest. Forgetting the world around her, just relaxing.

"She always has trouble falling asleep."

The stressful days, packed with training, recovery, games and media stuff, we're getting more. At night, when she was laying in bed, the thoughts in her head just wouldn't shut up. The only thing that really helped here, was when she could sleep with her head on your chest and focusing on the sound of your heartbeat.

"And she likes to cuddle, while under the sheets"

Cuddling was for her, like the most intimate thing ever. More than kissing or having sex. From the outside she looked like a hard and funny person but inside she was actually a massive softy. And she loved just laying on your bed, hidden under the sheets and cuddled close to you.

"She loves Pop songs and dancing"

Jill loved the many dances you had, when she just randomly put on a playlist and started to swing her hips until it became a full dance while singing loud to the music. And she did that in the most random moments, while cooking dinner, making breakfast, brushing her teeth, getting dressed or just when she was bored while working out.

"and bad trash TV"

Oh yes, the many night you spend awake, or the many rainy days you two spend on the couch, watching whatever was on TV. Sometimes she would turn off the sound and make her own dialogs to the scenes.

"There's still a few other things"

"She loves love notes and babies"

Since your older sister already had two children and you were the godmother of both of them, you spend a lot of time with them. And Jill loved them with all her heart. The older one, Jenny was five years old when you broke up and loved soccer and everything that was related to the Frauen Bundesliga. The younger, Christoper was only two at the time and he loved Jill and Jill loved him.

"And likes giving gifts"

From every, really every place they played, she brought something with her. A expensive bottle of wine, from Rome. A scarf with little Eiffel towers on it, from Paris. A cookbook for Tapas from Barcelona and a red wool sweater from Sweden. And so much more, she loved gifting things to you.

"Has a hard time accepting, a good compliment."

"She loves her whole family, and all of her friends."

There was nothing Jill loved more than her family and her friends where part of her family, her team too. And she would do anything to protect her family.

"So if you're the one she lets in. Take it. If she gives you her heart. Don't you break it. Let your arms be a place. She feels safe in. She's the best thing that you'll ever have. She'll love you. If you love her. On days when. It feels like the whole. World might cave in. Stand side by side. And you'll make it. She's the best thing that you'll ever have. She'll love you. If you love her like that."

Durning the refrain she felt tears running down her cheeks, of curse this song could be about anyone. A person you had dated before her, someone you dated after her, but deep in her heart she knew it. She knew that this song was about her. About your story.

Kiss her with passion As much as you can

"Kiss her with passion, as much as you can."

She remembered the lots of kisses you shared, she loved kissing you. And you two had so many different ways to kiss. Soft and slow, with love, passionate and heated. Something else in every situation. Morning kisses where different then good nights and they where different then good luck kisses or kisses after a match. And of curse there where the kisses that you shared in spicy situations.

"Run your hands through her hair, whenever she's sad"

Jill remembered the night, they got kicked out of the European championship. You where with her the whole time, letting her cry in your arms and comforting her through the whole thing.

"And when she doesn't notice, how pretty she is, tell her over and over, so she never forgets."

It was probably one of the things you said the most to her, every day after she got dressed, after the matches when she was so sweaty and feeling dead she almost couldn't believe it.

And then again, the refrain. Jill already knew that she loved and hated that song at the same time.

As it ended, she quickly closed YouTube and opened google, searching for your next concert.

It was only two days until.

And before she could change her mind she bought one of the last available tickets.

----

After the last song, one about a couple getting married and spending there live together, people where throwing roses at the stage.

It was the moment you allowed your self to take a last look at the crowd and then you noticed her.

Standing in the middle, not screaming or celebrating, just standing there, smiling.

In her blue LFDY Hoodie, that you bought her so many years ago.

She looked down at the rose in her hand, a white pice of paper tied to it, before she threw it on stage.

Like after every show you picked up some of the roses, hers too, before saying "Good Night.", and leaving to go to the backstage rooms.

"Y/N the-"

"Not now." You cut your manager Brian off and walked into the room you used as a room to get ready and if you needed some alone time before the shows.

You gave him the bouquet of roses, only keeping the one from Jill, before closing the door behind you.

"Y/N, I know you don't like second chances, but please let us talk. We're staying at the same hotel, I'm waiting at the bar. Love J-"

She was right, you hated second chances.

But there was so much that you wanted to say to her.

You regretted that break up so much.

You both did.

You two never really had a fight until that one night.

It was a rainy night in London, Jill came home really late.

And from the moment she walked through the door, you knew something was up.

"I got offered to play for VFL Wolfsburg." she explained, you knew what that meant.

She was going back to Germany.

And you couldn't do long distance. It was already hard when she was away with Arsenal and you hated the days when she was away with the National Team.

You just had signed a contract with a producing company in London for two more albums. You couldn't leave that.

Without really talking about it, you two knew this was the end.

And by the time of summer, Jill had moved out of your shared apartment. With all of her stuff.

Her cloths, her sneaker collection, her soccer stuff, even her coffee machine.

It was like the live had moved out with her.

---

You hurried to get back to your hotel and refused to talk to anyone about what was up with you.

When you arrived at the hotel bar, you scanned the room, searching for her when you noticed a women sitting at the end of the bar.

There she was.

"Hey." You said and she turned around, she had changed into a black suit, making her look even more beautiful.

"Hi." she answered and it felt like haven, hearing her voice again.

"Can I?" You asked, pointing at the chair next to her.

"Yeah of curse, what do you wanna drink?"

"A Coke please." You answered and she ordered it for you.

"How are you?" she says, after the barkeeper placed the drink in front of you.

"I'm good. Any you?"

"Yeah me too." she says.

You open your mouth to say something but she cuts you off.

"Y/N. I don't wanna do small talk. I came because I need to talk to you"

"About what?"

"The song, If you love her was it about me?"

"Yes." you say, unable to form proper sentences.

"Why?"

"I....I thought it would help me to get over you but I cant. I'm still so in love with you."

"Oh Y/N." she sighs, happy that you still feel that way but also sad.

"I'm sorry that I left, I'm sorry that I didn't asked you to try it with me."

"No I'm sorry, I shouldn't have just let you go, I should have fought for you." you say and she nods.

"I know that there is nothing, that I- that we can make to, just get back to this moment, but I would be willing to start over with you." she says and softly slides her hand on top of yours.

"Me too, I want us back."

"So, everything is on beginning now." she says and you nod.

"I'm Y/N." you induce yourself and hold your hand out for her.

"I'm Jill, nice to meet you." she answers, laughing.

[soccer-love]

Vilja the wing-woman

Tuva Hansen x reader 

I guess Tuva and I would have never met, if Vilja hadn't been. 

The brown Cockapoo dog, moved with Tuva to Munich in the winter of 2022 and while they where exploring their new neighborhood, I was walking home from work. 

She was throwing Vilja’s toy and it accidentally landed right between my feet.

But the small dog didn't walk back to her owner, she picked up the toy and looked up at me. 

“Hey, little one.” I say and kneel down. 

“Vilja?” I hear someone shouting and look up, meeting her blue eyes. 

“Bad girl.” The women says as she notices that Vilja had laid down on my shoe. 

“No, she’s really cute actually.” I say and she smiles. 

“I’m sorry, normally she is not that...clingy.” 

“No really, it's okay, I could never be mad at someone this sweet.” I answer and softly pet Vilja between her ears. 

She makes a sound, that sounds like she agrees with me. 

I get up and cant help but think, that I never saw someone as beautiful as her. 

“I’m sorry but I have to go home, still need to do some work.” I say and Vilja pushes her head against my leg. 

“I live that way.” I add and nod towards the street behind her. 

“Me too, would it be okay for you if we walk back with you?” she asks and I nod, smiling at her. 

“I’m Y/N, by the way.” I say as we start walking. 

“Tuva and this is Vilja.” 

“Nice to meet you two.” I answer and look down at Vilja who is walking between us. 

After around five minutes and doing some small talk, we stop at my apartment building 

“That's where I live.”, I say and Tuva nods. 

“We actually live over there.” she says and points at the building, right across the street. 

“Really, I never seen you two before.” 

“We moved her only three weeks ago, for my work” she explains. 

“Wow, you must really love your job then.” I say, I could never move for my job to a city, where I know nobody.  

“Yes and I really like it here so it's not to bad I guess.” 

I go down on my knees and softly pet Vilja behind her ears, before getting up and smiling at Tuva. 

“It was really nice to meet you two and thanks for walking me home.” I say and she smiles back at me. 

“It was really nice to meet you too.” I say, pulling my key out of my pocket and unlocking the door. 

I turn back and watch Tuva walk across the street and unlock the door to her own house, I cant help but smile at my self as I walk upstairs and into my apartment. 

In the next days and weeks, I meet Tuva more often. 

Mostly when one of us I coming back from work or she went on walks with Vilja and sometimes I went with them and we went and grab some Coffee. 

And we talked a lot. 

She told me that she's from Norway and moved here to get her dream job as a pro soccer player for FC Bayern, and since her family still lives in Norway she is happy that she has Vilja with her. 

And to be honest I really really like her. 

Probably more than I should. 

This weekend she went to Norway to visit her Family and I offered to look after Vilja. 

Its Sunday evening and we are laying on the couch together, watching some movie, Vilja laid her head on my tight, while I pet her behind her ears. 

“You miss you mom, don't you?” I ask and she pushes her head against my head. 

“I miss her too.” I say and look over to the clock on the wall. 

Tuva said that her flight lands at 8:30pm and that she need around one hour to get back from the airport. 

During the end of the movie I fall asleep and only get woken up by the sound of the doorbell. 

I get up and quickly open the door. 

“Tuva.” I say and smile at her. 

“Hello Y/N.” she answers and pulls me into her hug. 

I wrap my arms around her and hold onto her, she smells good, like cinnamon and a little bit like grass but mostly like herself. 

After we brake apart, I think her smile is a little bit bigger than before but maybe I’m just imagining things. 

“Vilja?” she calls out but I don't her the sound of her paws on the floor, something I really have gotten used to in the last days. 

“Come in.” I say and follow her into my small apartment. 

Vilja is still laying on the couch and doesn’t even bother to move as Tuva walks in. 

“I think someone likes it here, more than they should.” Tuva says, looking at me. 

“Its okay, did you eat something for dinner?” I ask and Tuva shakes her head. 

“I have some leftover pasta, if you want.” I offer while I’m already on my way into the kitchen. 

While I reheat the pasta, Tuva watches me and after a couple of minutes she walks up behind me and wraps her arms around me. 

“Thanks for watching over my little girl.” She says and rests her chin on my shoulder.

“Every time.” I say and lean against her. 

From the door we hear a loud woof and Tuva stumbles back. 

“Look who finally got up.” I say and grab the plate and a fork. 

Together we sit down at the small table and I watch her eat, while Vilja climbs on the chair between us. 

“How was your weekend?” I ask and watch her looking up at me. 

“Good, it was great to see my family again and Bryne is still one of my favorite places.” She explains and I nod. 

She tells me more about her weekend and after she finishes her dinner, I grab a bottle of wine and we move over to the couch.

“So you are telling me that everyone in your family is or was playing soccer.” I ask after she told me where she got her love for the game from. 

“Nah not everyone, only my siblings and my Dad.”

“Is it hard being the youngest child?” 

“Well I cant really tell you that, because I never knew it any different. I mean is it hard being an only child?” she asks back and I nod. 

“Yeah, I guess there is no answer to that question.” I say and she laughs. 

“Jesus, how can someone be so beautiful.” I ask myself and almost say it out loud. 

At some point I catch my self staring at her lips. 

“You know, I thought a lot about you, in the last days.” she says, her cheeks turning red. 

“Can I try something.” she adds and I nod. 

“Close your eyes, please.” 

I do as told and feel her coming closer. 

So close that I can feel her warmth. So close that I smell her sweet scent. So close that I feel her breath on my face. 

And after what feels like eternity, I feel her lips on mine. 

Softly. 

And slow. 

Like she's afraid to hurt me. 

After a couple of seconds she notices that I don't pull I way. 

I actually do the opposite. 

I kiss her back. 

And that gives her the confidence, to lay her hand on my cheek and to pull me closer. 

I wrap my arms around her shoulder and she softly pushes me back into the couch. 

“Wow.” is the only thing I can say after we brake apart, her basically laying on top of me. 

“And I thought about doing this.” she says and smiles, while I get lost in the beauty of her eyes. 

“I really like kissing you.” 

“I really like kissing you too.” she replies and I smile back. 

I feel something pushing against my shoulder and look to the side, seeing Vilja there, now that she got our attention she walks towards the door. 

“What? Now you wanna go.” Tuva says and rolls her eyes. 

“Hey.” I say and her attention shifts back at me. 

“If she hadn’t been, we wouldn't be her.” I remind her. 

Tuva nods while Vilja sits down and looks at us proudly. 

“Yeah, okay.” she says and gets up. “If the princess wants to go home, then I guess we go home.” 

I watch her grab her jacket and softly pet Vilja goodnight, before placing a soft kiss on her head. 

I’m really gonna miss her. 

“You know, if she gets a kiss, its only fair if I get one too.” Tuva says and I look up at her. 

I softly grab her by her waist and pull her closer, connection our lips. 

“Good night, Tuva.” I whisper, in the small space between us. 

“Good night, Y/N.” she answers and opens the door. 

I watch them walk down the stair before closing the door and running over to the window to watch them walk into there own house. 

At the door, Tuva turns back and spots me watching them. 

She blows me a kiss and I feel my cheeks burning red before she follows Vilja inside. 

“Damm I’m so in love with you.” I say to myself, knowing that I miss her already. 

But I know that I’m gonna see her again, soon. 

And I thank god for Vilja. 

I don't wanna imagine what happened, if Vilja hadn't been. 

[soccer-love]

Your child - our child

Laura Benkarth x reader x readers child

“Momma.” my daughter Anna whines, holding onto my leg. 

I roll my eyes but laugh. 

“Yes, baby?” I ask while picking up my cup of coffee. 

“When are we going?” she asks, the same things she already asked me four times within the last fifteen minutes. 

“Later honey, it's not even nine.” I say pointing at the clock on the wall. 

“But I wanna goooo.” she says and I smile. 

I work as a doctor for the FC Bayern women's team and although its Saturday the club decided to do a “Bring-your-family-to-work-day.” 

And what can I say, I think there is no bigger fan of the team than my sweet almost five year old daughter. 

“I know love, how about you eat your breakfast and let mommy drink her coffee and then we can go.” I say and she nods, getting up from my foot. 

My ex boyfriend soon broke up with me after I told him that I was pregnant but it is his loose, he choose not to be part of our live and my I have a good job so I can take care of Anna myself. 

Of curse I often need to travel with the team but then Anna stays with my parents or my brother and his wife. 

“Can I wear my jersey?” she asks as we finish breakfast and I put our dishes in the sink. 

“Sure, wanna go grab it?” 

“Yess.” 

For Christmas I got her the mini version of the jersey of her all time favorite player, Laura Benkarth. 

“I’m ready!” Anna announces as she comes back with the jersey in her hands, I help her putt it on and she patiently for me to put on my shoes. 

We drive to the campus and as we get out of the car, Anna grabs my hand. 

“Are you excited?” I ask and she nods. 

On our way to my office we walk past some stuff members with there familys and some players. 

Some of them know that I have a daughter but most don't. 

“So this is where I work.” I say as I unlock the door and let Anna in before me, she looks around before walking over to the big window, it has a wonderful view over one of the training pitches. 

“Do you see them train?” she asks, completely focused on the view. 

“Sometimes yes.” I say and lean against the doorframe. I hear someone walking  past me but don't bother to turn around. 

“She’s cute.” I hear someone whispering and jump a little when I feel them resting there hand on my shoulder. 

“Jesus are you trying to give me a heart attack?” I whisper yell turning around. 

But when I see the big smile on her face, I can't stay mad at her. 

“Sorry.” 

My heart jumps at the sight of her. 

Laura Benkarth. 

One of our best goal keepers. 

And my girlfriend. 

I meet her here during work and got a long really well, after her injury we spend a lot of time together.  

About four months ago, she came into my office when I was just about to leave, completely nervous and asked me to go out with her. It was honestly really cute. 

We went out on three dates before she finally had the courage to kiss me and after four more she asked me to be her girlfriend. 

And honestly I’m completely in love with her. 

“Its okay.” I say and she gives me a big smile, but I can see her eyes flickering to Anna who's still standing at the window. 

Our relationship is already something serious but I was kind of scared to introduce her to Anna because she's my baby girl and I want to protect her at all costs. 

Besides the fact that the last person that asked me on a date quickly ghosted me after I told them that I have a kid. 

“Baby?” I call out and even though she knows that I meant Anna, Laura also looks at me. 

“I want to introduce you to someone.” I say and she walks towards me, her eyes glued to Laura. 

I pick her up and she wraps one arm around my head. 

“Do you know who this is?” I softly ask and Anna nods. 

“Laura Benkarth.” she whispers. 

“You can call me Laura.” my girlfriend says and I see the sparkle in Annas eyes, excited to meet her. 

“I’m Anna.” she answers and holds out her hand, letting Laura shake it. 

“Very cool name, you know my middle name is also Anna.” Laura admits and I already know that this was enough to make Anna also fall in love with her. 

“Really that's so cool.” Anna says. 

“You know what?” she adds, and Laura shakes her head. 

“We got the same shirt.” Anna explains and points at Laura and I only then realize that she's wearing her black jersey. 

“Wait....we got the same one?” Laura asks and I let Anna down so she can turn around and show Laura the name on her jersey. 

“Yes, because you are my favorite player in the whoooole world.” Anna informs her and I notice Lauras cheeks getting red, cute actually. 

“Thank you.” she says, smiling at Anna. 

“Laura?” I hear someone call her from down the hall. 

“Coming.” she shouts back. 

“Sorry I need to go.” Laura says to us and Anna nods. 

“See you.” she says, waving at Laura. 

“See you later.” Laura answers, she gives me a smile while walking past me. 

I step back to let her outside, but grab her hand before she can go. 

“Do you wanna come over for dinner tonight?” I ask. 

Her eyes are filled with so much love that I almost get weak knees just by looking at her. 

“I would love to.” 

“Around six?” 

She nods and I let go of her hand, so she can go. 

Anna watches me work through some medical forms and I explain to her what I do all day, before we go and explore the campus a little bit. 

I show her my favorite places and we say hi to some of the players. 

Around 2pm we go home, I let her watch some Tv and she takes a nap while I write some mails. 

“What are you making?” Anna asks, she's sitting at the small table in the kitchen while I start making dinner. 

“Pasta.” I say and she smiles. 

Exactly a minute before six, I hear the doorbell rings. 

“Hey.” Laura says as she comes upstairs. 

She wearing black jeans, a white shirt and a denim jacket. 

“Hi.” I answer and she looks behind me, checking if Anna is near before kissing my cheek. 

“These are for you.” she says, handing me a bouquet of flowers.  

“Thank you.” I watch her, taking of her shoes before following me into the kitchen. 

“Look who's here.” I say and Anna looks up, a big smile forming on her face as she notices the person in the doorway. 

“Laura.” she cheers and gets up, running towards her and hugging her leg. 

“Hey, their little lady.” Laura says, she leans down so she's at the same hight as Anna. 

“Hey, big lady.” Anna answers, making Laura laugh. 

“Did you have a good day at the campus?” Laura asks, I watch them from the kitchen counter. The way she acts with my daughter, lets my heart melt. 

“Yes, momma showed me everything.” Anna says enthusiastic and makes a gesture with her hand. 

“Can you two may move to the table while you tell her about everything.” I ask and use the same enthusiastic tone like Anna before. 

Anna does what I said, but Laura looks at me. 

“Can I help you with anything?” she asks but I just shake my head and she sits down too. 

I fill our plates, before brining them over. 

During the whole dinner, Laura is extremely sweet with Anna. 

Around eight I take Anna to bad, even though its already past her bedtime. 

“Momma?” Anna asks as I tuck her in. 

“Yes, love?” 

“Can Laura come over more often?” 

“I can ask her if you want.” I say and smile. 

“I really like her and she makes you happy.” Anna explains before closing her eyes. 

I wait a couple of minutes before walking out, quietly closing the door behind me. 

Laura is still sitting at the table and when I come in she looks up. 

“I’m supposed to ask, if you want to come over more often.” I say and she laughs. 

“Are you asking that for you or for her?”

“Both.” 

Laura gets up and walks towards me. 

“I would love to come over more often, I really like it here.” she explains and gives me a smile. 

“But you know that this means, that this..us, is getting more serious.” I say and she nods. 

“Don't get me wrong, I really like you but Anna is my life and her father already left before she was born and I just want to protect her from that heartbreak of losing someone she likes and-” 

“Hey.” Laura says, stopping me from rambling and places her hands on my shoulders. 

“I knew the day, that I asked you out, that Anna will always come first for you and that's okay because she is your daughter. And I would be a complete dick if I asked you to choose between her and me.” she says and I’m glad that she understands the way I feel about my daughter. 

“Yeah I would never choose, but I want both of you, because I love you both.” I admit and only then realize what I just said. 

“I love you too.” Laura answers ans wraps her arms around me, pulling me closer. 

I warp my arms around her shoulders and press my face into her neck, inhaling her smell. 

The feeling of her arms around me, my body against hers, makes me feel incredibly safe. 

I pull a little bit back, making eye contact with her. 

“Do you wanna watch a movie or something.” I ask and she nods. 

We go into the living room and sit down at the couch, I rest my head on her shoulder I while she chooses a movie. 

By the end of the movie I’m almost asleep, still laying in her arms. 

“You should sleep.” Laura whispers and tries to get up, but I grab her hand. 

“Can you stay, please.” 

She nods and together we get up and into my room, I give her one of my shirts and a pair of shorts to sleep. 

When she comes back from the bathroom, she lays down next to me and I cuddle into her. 

“Thank you for introducing me to Anna today.” she says and I look up. 

“Technically I did nothing.” I say and laugh. “Before we got closer, I only knew who you were and that you’re one of the grates goalkeepers the world had ever seen. And then you just came by, smiled and we’re your charming and kind self and I loved you within a second. And I think exactly that happened today with Anna.” 

I See Laura getting red, the smile on her face growing wider and Jesus I love it when I have this effect on her. 

“I kind of have this feeling that we are already becoming a family.” she admits and I nod. 

“I like the idea of that.” I say and close my eyes, softly wrapped in the arms of my future (wife). 

[soccer-love]

Hey I just wanted to let you know that some of the hyperlinks on the masterlist aren’t working

Thanks for letting me know, I just fixed it and hopefully it works now ;)

[soccer-love]

Spontaneous

Maxi Rall x reader

“Does it hurt?” I ask my fingertips carefully tracing over the lines of the tattoo on her arm, my head resting on her stomach. 

“Maybe a little in the beginning, but after some time you don't really feel it anymore.” she explains, softly caressing my hair. 

I love the summer in Munich but right now the temperatures are somewhere around 35 degrees celsius (95 Fahrenheit) and at night, it barley cools down, so we decided to sleep on the mattress on the balcony of our shared apartment. 

Maxi is reading some book and I tried to also focus on a book I wanted to read but its too hot so I just lay there and do nothing except thinking. 

I love her tattoos, I always did. And I thought about getting one. 

“I want to get one too.” I say and she looks at me again, putting her book down. 

“Where?” she asks and starts to play with my hair, a thing she often does without realizing it.  

“On my upper arm maybe.” I explain and she nods. 

“Have you thought about a design yet?” 

“Do you remember the elephant I showed you, that my dad always draw for me when I was a little? I think I want this.” I explain. 

“Yeah, you have them as your phone background.” she answers and I turn on my side, one arm over her. 

“Would you come with me?” 

“Of curse.” she softly, rubs her thump over my cheek. 

I love how soft her hands are. 

“Thanks.” I say and lean over, leaving a kiss on her nose. 

Maxi giggles, softly running her hand through my hair. 

“Can you give me a real kiss?” 

“Oh so you think these aren't real kisses?” I ask and place a kiss on her cheek, then one on her temple and again one on her cheek. 

Before I can say or do anything she wraps her arms around my shoulders, pulling me down and kissing me. 

“I like all of your kisses but your lips on mine are my favorite thing.” she says and I feel this warm feeling in my heart, I love her so fucking much. 

I roll off of her and lay down next to her. 

Maxi grabs her phone and I see her searching something but I can't read what it is. 

“Incase you want to get your tattoo within the next days, there is a tattoo shop just a couple of streets away that has walk in night on the weekends.” she says and I sit up. 

“Today is Friday, right. And technically Friday is a night of the weekend.” 

Maxi nods and I stand up. 

“Then lets go, I want to get a tattoo today.” I say and hold out my hand for her. 

Maxi laughs but grabs my hand and I pull her up. 

“I love it when you have this spontaneous moments.” she says and I look up, she's around five inches taller than me. 

“I’m not that spontaneous.” Maxi shakes her head laughing. 

“Oh no...well you asked me to move in with you, in the middle of making out.” she reminds me and I feel my cheeks getting red. 

To be honest, it was like that, we were in her apartment, somewhere in between kissing and getting rid of each others shirts, when I pulled back and asked her to move in with me. 

“But I didn't made that decision that fast, I was thinking about way longer before I asked.” I explain. 

“Love it though.” she says and leans down to kiss me. 

“Then let's go.” I grab her hand and pull her towards the door. 

Grabbing my phone and wallet on the way. 

“Chill babe.” 

Hand in hand we walk outside and down the street to the tattoo shop. 

Therese a women sitting at the front test and she gives us a big smile as we walk in. 

“Hey you two, how can I help you?” she asks and I can see her eyes flickering the the tattoo on Maxis arm. 

“I wanna get a tattoo.” I say and she nods, getting up. 

“Great, I’m Angela but Angie is completely fine.” 

“Y/N.” I say

“Maxi.” 

“Nice to meet you two, come with me please.” 

Angie leads us into a room in the back of the shop. 

“Am I right that this is your first tattoo?” she asks and I nod. 

“Yeah.” 

“Cool, just sit down.” she says pointing to a blue couch while she sits down at the small desk. 

“Do you have thought about the place where you want it and the design yet?” Angie asks turning towards us. 

“Yes, on my left upper arm.” I say and pull out my phone to show her the drawing of the elephant. 

“That looks really good, if you want we can start right now.” she explains and I nod excited. 

“Great, you can sit down at already.” she adds and I get up to sit down at the tattoo chair, while she explains some things to us about tattoos. 

Angie prints out some papers I have to sign before she starts drawing the lines of the tattoo on my arm. Maxi is sitting on my other side, smiling down at me. 

“So I’m gonna start now, it will hurt but just try to focus on your breathing or on something else okay? You can also talk to me or Maxi if it helps you.” Angie says and I nod. 

“Okay then lets go.” as the needle first touches my skin I bite my lip in pain. 

“Can I hold your hand?” Maxi softly asks like she's the one getting a tattoo. 

“Yes.” I say and she places her hand on mine, so I can squeeze it. 

Maxi leans her forehead against mine, giving me a smile. 

“You’re really cool for doing this.” she whispers and I feel her thumb rubbing over the back of my hand. 

“To be honest you two are a really cute couple.” Angie says as she pauses and wipes over the tattoo lines with a towel. 

“Thanks.” Maxi says, the smile on her face growing wider. 

I love that whenever someone tells us that we’re a cute couple or someone talks about me with her, she always gets this big smile on her face, looking incredible proud. 

It takes about twenty minutes for her to finish the tattoo and when she's done I’m incredibly happy. 

“I love it.” I say and Angie smiles. 

While I pay for it she tells me some more about how I should clean it and when it gets red or hurts that I should come back. 

“Well thank you for coming by and have a great night you two.” Angie says as she leads us back to the front door. 

“Thanks to you.” I say. 

As we walk out, Maxi pulls me closer, sliding one arm around my waist. 

“How do you feel?” 

“A little bit like I’m high on drugs, but great. This was the right decision.” I explain and she smiles. 

“That's good....oh and incase you wanna get another one, feel free to make the decision as spontaneous as today.” 

“I will try.” 

[soccer-love]

Would you write a jule brand one and if you do here is my idea reader and jule are best friends who have a crush on each other and they both signed Wolfsburg same day from hoffenheim and then after one training session asked each other and maybe kissed.

Stealing your heart 

Jule Brand x reader

"Jule could you please stop." I say and she stops  walking around. 

"But I'm excited." she answers and I roll my eyes.

"Yeah me too, but please stop or I'm going crazy." she says and leans against the kitchen counter.

We both left Hoffenheim and signed for Wolfsburg, today is our first day of training.

We already know most of our new team mates from the Natio and we meet the others a couple of days ago. 

I get up and put my cup in the sink before going into my room to get chanced. 

We drive together and meet up with some of our new team mates. 

My new place in the locker room is between Marina and Feli, which is good because they both are defenders like me. 

Jule gets the place between Poppi and Lena Lattwein. 

The first training goes really well and I can already tell that its more difficult than in Hoffenheim but its okay. This is a really big chance to get better and to make others recognize our names. 

I really like my new team mates and the trainer team is also super nice. 

After training, the team separates, the goalies get some more special training, some go to the weight room to make some more muscle training while I get send to the medical team. Together with Pia Wolter and Poppi. 

I had an ACL injury by the end of last season so there still very careful with everything. 

“So, what do you think about this whole team?” Poppi asks from the examination table next to me, the physio working on her knee while she looks at me. 

“I like them, there all are pretty cool.” I say and she nods. 

“Thank you for that.” Pia says as sits down on a chair between us to get her blood pressure checked. 

“You’re welcome.” I say and answer the question of the physio if I have any problems or if I feel any pain. 

She asks me some more questions, before she starts massaging my knee and moving it a little to see how I react to it. 

Pia is the first one to leave again and soon Poppi follows but Obi takes her place. 

“That's typical for you to spend more time in the physio room than with actually training.” I look up and see Jule standing in the doorway, already chanced into her normal cloths. 

“Yeah because I want to keep my body the way it is.” I say and she laughs. 

“And suddenly I remember why I hate driving with you to Training.” she answers and Obi next to me laughs.  

To be honest, Jule is right but I would never tell her that, I’m always taking more time after training to get back home. 

“Well it's my car, so your problem.” I say, making Obi next to me laugh even more. 

“Besides that I'm finished I just need to go get changed.” I add, getting up and grabbing my green sweatshirt. 

Jule talks with Obi while I get changed. 

“Finally.” she mumbles, when I come back and we leave. 

“Wanna say anything?” I ask but she shakes her head, laughing. 

“I’m good.” 

We drive to our apartment and while she starts making dinner for us, I greet my cat that moved with us from Hoffenheim. 

“Hey Wilson.” I say and softly fondle him behind his eyes. 

“Did you have a great day buddy?” I ask and he climbs on my lap into my arms. 

I pick him up and walk with him into the kitchen, Jule gives me a warning look, I know that she hates it when I bring Wilson into the kitchen. 

“Y/N.” she says as I grab two plates with one hand, still holding Wilson in the other. 

“Jule.” I say with the same warning tone. 

“You know that he has my full heart.” I add but when I walk outside to place the plates on the table I sit him down, before walking back inside the kitchen. 

“One day I will steal your heart.” she mumbles and I laugh. 

“You already did.” 

“What?” she says and turns around. 

“I said you already did.” I add and step closer. 

Back in Hoffenheim we both had our own apartments and we were really good friends but always in a flirty mood. I developed a crush on her, but I didn't say anything, scared that it would ruin our friendship. 

“Don’t play with me, Y/N.” she says but grabbing my by my shirt. 

“I’m not.” 

I lean down and softly kiss her, not for long, maybe just a couple of seconds. 

After I see the big smile, I know that it’s the right time to ask the question I always wanted to ask her. 

I go down on one knee and grab her hands, enjoying the shocked look on her face. 

“Jule Brand, my favorite team and room mate, would you go out with me, Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N.” I ask and hold back my laughter as I notice her sigh in relief. 

“I would love to.” she says and I get up while she turns to put the pasta into the put. 

“But incase you ever do that again, I’m going to change my mind.” she says, turning back to me and raising a spoon at me. 

“I wouldn't dare to do it.” 

[soccer-love]

could you write a ship story between Sarah zadrazil and Laura Feiersinger? Like them being together?

Thanks! :)

You two are...? 

Sarah Zadrazil x Laura Feiersinger 

Sarah pov.

Can you remember the best day of your live?

Well I had many days in my live that I consider as really really good. 

The day I first played for the national team, the first time I played for Bayern Munich, some of the days I spend with my family.

But I think the best day was when I got together with my girlfriend Laura.

It was a Monday in June, after a game against Frankfurt I decided to stay with her, we were siting on the balcony in her apartment, drinking beer and talking.

I loved these moments, just being with her and knowing that I could talk to her about everything and she wouldn't judge me.

I can't really remember who was the first one that leant in, but we both did and when our lips touched and I felt her hand on my cheek, I knew that this wasn't because of the alcohol.

It was because both of us felt the same way.

The next day, she took me out for dinner, as a date and we talked about our feelings and admitted that we both liked each other. 

It's been over a year since that day.

I meet her family, she meet mine. We had our first vacation as a couple, in south Italy.

We celebrated both of our birthdays, Christmas and new year together.

The only thing we didn't do, was telling our team mates.

Since she plays for Eintracht Frankfurt and I for Bayern Munich its complicated enough to spend time with each other.

And we also didn't want to make things awkward between us and our team mates from Austria.

So we kept it a secret, during the whole qualification round for the euros and the group stage and the quarter finals and the semi finals until today.

Well it's still a secret, the only thing is that today are the finals.

We, the Austrian team against the English.

Its the first time for the Austrian women's national team to be in the finals of the Euros. 

And incase we win, it's also the first time for this team, and it would be my first big title. 

----

"You're ready?" Laura asks as she sits down on the bench next to me as I pull my warm up shirt over my head.

"I think so." I say, sitting down next to her. "Are you?"

"Yeah, it just feels so unreal right now, like I’m dreaming all of this and I keep thinking that I’m going to wake up and this never happened.” she explains, I place my hand on her thigh. 

“Well I don't think this is a dream, but incase I’m wrong you’re definitely going to wake up in my arms.” I say and she laughs. 

“Is it bad that I kind of wish that this is a dream?” 

“No because, first you would wake up next to me, which is one of my favorite things and then you could go though this whole tournament again.” 

She grins at me and I can't help but fall in love with her smile even more, Jesus this women has my whole hart. 

We soon get called out for the warm up.  

After that we head back inside and put on our jerseys and as we walk into the tunnel I feel myself getting really really nervous. 

The feeling as we walked out and I see the many fans, with the Austrian flags in there hands, some of them with jerseys of us, it kind of feels like a dream. 

Standing next to my team mates, singing the national anthem together with so many fans, I find the confidence I need for this game, the confidence I need to win. 

When the ref blew her whistle and the game finally started, I knew from the first second that this wasn't going to be easy. For both teams. 

It was still 0-0 at the halftime and I could feel myself and every other player, Austrian and English, getting more and more frustrated. 

We had three attempts on their goal, one went over the bar and the other two we’re prevented by the English goal keeper. 

They had four, but Manu was good enough to keep all of them. 

At the 62ned minute, Ella Toone scores the first goal with an assist from Keira Walsh. 

But it only takes us around 15 minutes to equalize, Laura got a perfect pass from Sarah Puntigam. 

The whole stadium is practically exploding, running straight towards me, Laura jumps into my arms and I can't help but smile so wide that my cheeks hurt. 

“Fuck, I’m so proud of you.” I whisper into her ear, before Barbara and Carina hug us from both sides, screaming at Laura in happiness for this wonderful goal. 

There we’re no more goals, so we got extra time but that didn't really lead to anything either. 

In the 99ned minute, we got a corner. 

Nicole was going to do it. 

She send in the cross, it was to far for me and I almost thought the goalkeeper got the ball in her hands but it bounced off of her hands and landed directly on my foot, and without hesitation I kick it. 

Straight pass the, now really pissed off looking goalkeeper into the goal. 

The same second the referee blew her whistle. 

For the fact that someone just scored, the stadium got really quiet. 

Everyone, players, fans, trainers were looking at the referee, waiting to know if the goal still counted. 

She nodded, probably listing to the person that had the video tape. 

The second she hold her hands up, pointing at towards our goal, the stadium explodes. 

I fall onto the floor, completely out of breath, but so happy that I can feel tears burning in my eyes. 

In less then a second, my team is with me, jumping on top of me, screaming and cheering because we just won. 

We won. 

We won the euro. 

We are the European champions now. 

Fuck this feels so unreal. 

“YOU DID IT.” I can hear Laura screaming, but I don't see her, mainly because I’m still buried under my team mates. 

-----

I loved our game celebration partys but this one was epic. 

Singing from the top of our lungs, dancing on top of tables, speeding Champaign everywhere and holding this trophy. 

We just couldn't stop, we were already celebrating on the pitch, then in the locker room, after that on our way back to our hotel in the bus, then with some of our family members and close friends in the hotel. 

I was with the last one that went to bad around 4am, well at least I tried. 

Laura and I decided, that we would spend the night together in her room so after I got chanced into my sleeping cloths I walk back to hers. 

“You did it.” she says as I enter her room, lifting me up and spinning me around. 

“You did it.” I answer and pull away a little. 

And then I do something, I wanted do to since she scored her goal. 

I grab her by the collar of her shirt and kiss her. 

“I love you.” she whispers as we break apart, slowly pulling me with her on her bed. 

I let her rest her head on my shoulder, one arm over me, while I draw circles on her back. 

“I never thought that I would come this far.” she whispers, looking up at me, her blue eyes meeting mine. 

“Me nighter, but I’m glad that we did this together.” I say, softly kissing her temple. 

We fall asleep like this, cuddled close together. 

Its around 12pm when I wake up and I hear Laura in the shower so I decided to leave a note saying that I’m already going to get Lunch, well technically breakfast but whatever. 

“Good morning.” Verena greets me as I sit down next to her on the table. 

Most of our team mates are already here too, everyone looking happy but tired at the same time. 

I get myself some toast with butter and a typical English breakfast with scrambled eggs and some bacon. 

I’m halfway through my meal when I see Laura entering the room, she shoots me a smile before walking over to the breakfast bar to get herself something to eat too. 

“Huh.” Jasmin next to me makes and I look up giving her a strange look. 

But she just stares at Laura, who's walking towards us. 

At first I don't know what's wrong but as I notice it I almost choke on my toast. 

Laura is waring the black team sweater we all have, but the only wrong thing are the numbers on her chest. 

Normally there would be a white 10, her jersey number. 

But instead there is a white 9, my number. 

Because it's my sweatshirt. 

“You’re good bro?” Laura asks, not understanding what's up. 

Jasmin looks from Laura to me and back at Laura. 

“You two hooked up last night.” she says, like it's the only possible way why she has my sweatshirt. 

The whole team turns her head from me and Jasmine next to me, to Laura and back, like in a tennis match. 

“No.” I say and don't even lie, yeah we spend the night together in one room, but we only kissed, cuddled and admired how happy we are for each other. 

“Well at least not last night.” Laura adds and now I’m the one looking dumbfounded, while she just sits down, acting like she didn't just told the whole team about us. 

“What the fuck?” Manu says and honestly I think I would react the same way. 

“You two are....” Jasmin struggles to find a word for it so Carina helps her out “fucking?” 

What? 

“Like friends with benefits.” Maria adds and now Laura looses her coolness too. 

“What's wrong with you all? I’m wearing her shirt and the first thing you all think is that were fucking.” she says, looking up from her smoothing bowl she was eating until now. 

“But you just...” Barbara says but Laura cuts her off. 

“We are together, like we are in love with each other, together.” she says, grabbing her spoon again. “Before you ask, one year.” 

And with that she focuses back on her breakfast/lunch, our team mates are starring at her like she just told them that she's going to move to the North Pole.

I ask myself if she just got crazy for announcing them that we’re together while I wish that someone would take a picture of their faces. 

A minute passes by and the whole room is silent. 

“Are you guys okay?” Annabel came in just a couple of seconds ago, now looking at the others worried. 

“Did you know that they are together.” Nicole asks, pointing at me and Laura. 

“No but by the way there are looking at each other it was kind of obvious.” she says, sitting down on the last free chair next to Laura. 

“Oh and congrats, you two make a great couple.” she adds. 

I shoot her a smile and Laura gives her a side hug. 

“Thanks.” 

“Come on guys, say something or I start thinking you guys are homophobic.” Laura says. 

Within a second, everyone starts talking and Laura gives me a smile. 

“Sorry, but I had to let them now that you are mine.” she whispers across the table. 

“Yeah I’m considering running away right now and I'm not sure if I want to take you with me.” 

She laughs, before grabbing my hand, rubbing her thumb over the back of my hand. 

“I know you so good that I know that you could never live two days without talking to me.” 

I just smile back, completely in love, because I know that she's right, but I don't have a problem with it. I would talk to her every second of every day, if I could, or at least be with her every second. 

“Hey.” Carina shouts, making everyone shut up. 

“Incase you two get married, feel free to tell us before your one year anniversary.” 

[soccer-love]

It's the anon that ask do you write for sarah zadrasil here is my idea reader and sarah are together and both austrian but maybe reade plays for another team and the only time they see each other is austrian camp and the last game for international break reader team play bayern and bayern won and sarah wounds up at Austria camp maybe reader plays for Frankfurt. There's my idea.

“How could I ever be mad at you?” 

Sarah Zadrazil x reader

"You're good, buddy?" Laura asks, sitting down next to me in the locker rom.

"Yeah, I just really don't want to play against them." I say and she nods, my phone vibrates and I open the new message.

"I love you." Laura reads out loud "Does she say that, because she thinks she's going to win and but that you shouldn't take it personally or because she knows we are going to win and says that to let you know that she loves you anyway."

"No idea." I say and she wraps an arm around me.

"I know how you feel, Sarah is my best friend and I don't want to play against her." she says.

It's the last game of the champions league qualification round, Eintracht Frankfurt against Bayern Munich.

Laura and I both play for the Austrian women's national team too, together with my girlfriend and Bayern player Sarah Zadrazil.

"But we are doing this, okay?" She gives me a encouraging smile and I take a deep breath.

"Your right, thank you."

"That's what I'm here for, guardian of the cutes couple that exists." she says, standing up, her hands on her waist, making her look like some superhero.

Laura Freigang on the other side of the room, throws a protein bar at her.

"You should better get chanced guardian of the midfield." Sara says, while I put on my warum-up shirt 

As we walk out on the field and shake hands with the other teams, Sarah gives me a extra big smile "Good game, babe." she says and I can't help but return her smile, gosh she's just so beautiful when she smiles.

"Man you two are so in love with each other, that makes me feel even more single." Laura behind me whispers and I roll my eyes.

Before Sarah and I got together, something about two years and three moths ago, we all were friends but since then, its kind of Laura's favorite thing to be the third wheel in our relationship.

"Then go get yourself someone." I whisper back, as we make a circle with the team.

Tanja as our Capitan holds one of her inspirational speeches, before we scream our usual "SGE ey." and then walk to our places on the pitch.

The first half both teams are clearly struggling to get near each others Goals, I shoot a pass at Barbara and she tricks the Bayern defenders to get past them, but unfortunately Laura Benkarth is a good goal keeper and prevents the goal.

In the 68 minute, Carlotta shoots the ball towards the half way line and I sprint towards the spot but slow down before I reach it to have more control over it .

The only thing that I don't see is that Lina Magull is also running towards the ball and she is so close behind me that when I sow down she accidentally crashes into me.

One of her feet, goes between mine and I fall down with her.

The referee blows the whistle and walks over to us, she's about to pull out a card for me but Lina holds up her hand.

"Wait, its not her fault, she didn't noticed me. And incase you give her a card, you have to give me one two because its my fault that she's laying here." Lina explains.

The referee gives us a confused look but nods and lets her hand down. I notice some of the Bayern players holding back their laughter.

"Thanks." I say to Lina as we both get up.

"Just being fair." she answers before getting ready to shoot her free kick.

After five more minutes Tanja gets passed the Bayern defenders and I shoot her a long ball, this time she gets the ball just right and scores.

But sadly it doesn't lasts long, in the 80 minute, Lea Schüller scores a goal and I can see the euphoria of the team slowly fading while the Bayern players get more and more confident.

We get four minutes of extra time and just about thirty seconds before the final whistle it's Maxi Rall that scores the second goal.

After it ends, the Bayern players, are jumping on each other, celebrating that they're going to play in the champions league, we try to cope with the fact that we're not going to be in it.

I sit down on the grass and someone passes me a water bottle, but I just bury my face in my hands.

"Hey." from the corner of my eyes, I see the color of the Bayern socks and think it's Sarah but it's not her voice.

"Hi." I say, Lina points at a spot next to me.

"Can I sit there?" she asks, giving me a half smile.

"It's your pitch, so yes."

"Nah it belongs to the Bayern Munich company, I just work for them." she says while sitting down next to me.

"It was nice from you, to tell the referee that it's not my fault."

"Just playing a fair game." she looks at my side profile and then at the big screen where the final score is written on.

"I'm sorry that you guys are out of the competition." she explains, before wrapping an arm around me.

"Thank you."

After a couple of minutes the team gets together again and I say goodbye to Lina, we have a chat with our trainer and he says that it's okay that we're out and we shouldn't feel to bad about it.

I notice Sarah trying to get away from her team to come over but my team kind of forces me to come with them into the locker room so I just leave it.

After some ice bathing and a shower we drive back to our hotel, its almost 11pm so most of my team mates go to bed. I follow Sophia into our shared room and we both get ready for bed. 

The next day we drive back to Frankfurt and I pack my stuff for the international brake. 

Since Laura Feiersinger, Barbara Dunst and I also play together for the Austrian national team, we also decided to fly back there together there tomorrow. 

We’re actually some of the first ones to arrive in Vienna, some of our team mates are coming tomorrow because they had games today.  

I get a text from Sarah saying that she's already in her room and asks me to come over, since the game we didn't really had a chance to talk. 

We say Hello to our trainer team and some of our team mates who are still sitting around and chatting before dropping our stuff off, in our rooms. 

I hesitate a little but then go over to Sarah’s room, I didn't even need to knock two times cause she's already at the door after my fist hit the door one time. 

“Hey.” she says and just seeing her makes me realize how much I missed her during the last weeks. 

“Hi.” I answer, she lets me inside and as the door closes behind me, I’m already wrapped in her arms, my face pressed into her shoulder. 

She softly lifts me up and I wrap my legs around her body, I clink onto her like a koala bear baby on his mother. 

“Jesus I didn't thought I could miss anyone that much.” she says, taking a deep breath before walking over to her bed and sitting down. 

My body still attached to here's, like we're one. 

“I missed you too, Zari.” 

I feel her hand sliding under my shirt, but not in a sexual way, more like she needs to feel my skin to realize that I’m here. 

Her love language has always been physical touch, so it's no surprise that she just needs a couple of minutes, to hold me like that, to process the last couple of weeks. 

Fuck it's been really almost eight weeks since I last saw her. 

“I’m sorry that you lost the game.” she says and pulls back a little, making eye contact with me. 

“But I’m glad that you won, you’re going to play in the champions league.” I answer, of curse it still hurts a little but I can't be mad at her for doing her best. 

“You’re not mad?” 

“How could I ever be mad at you? Besides it's part of dating the best football player in the world.” I say and smile at her, noticing her cheeks getting slightly red. 

“You really think I’m the best?”

“No.” I shake my head and lean closer. 

“I know it.” I whisper the words in her ear, before softly leaving a trail of kisses over her cheek to her mouth. 

“Is your name Google? Because you have everything I’ve been searching for.” she flirts as we brake apart, I roll my eyes but can't help and laugh. 

“Where do you always get this lines from?” I ask and she shrugs. 

“Maybe I’m just naturally good at flirting.”

“Well I hope that I'm the only one you're flirting with.” 

“Who knows.” she says and I try to get up, but she quickly tightens her grip around me and pulls me back against her. 

“You are my one and only.” she says and blinks a couple of times “I think there's something wrong with my eyes, because I can't take them off you.”

“Jesus Sarah you---” 

Before I can finish my sentence the door flys open and Laura storms in.

“ZARI!!” she cheers, running towards us, she jumps on both of us and knocks us over so we all land on the mattress. 

Me on top of Sarah and Laura half on top of me half on Sarah. 

“Laura.” I whine but she just shakes her head, wrapping her arms around us. 

“Sorry but you have to wait till later, with making out. Cause I missed my best friend.” Laura explains. 

The sound of a camera flash goes through the room and I turn a bit to look up. 

Manu is standing in the door, her camera in her hands. 

Verena behind her shakes her head laughing. 

“Laura let them have five minutes without you, they haven't seen each other in what seven or eight weeks?” she says. 

Laura finally gets up from me and I’m able to take a deep breath. 

“Hey, I haven't seen her in eight weeks too.” she says, crossing her arms in front of her. 

“Jesus I didn't knew that you're that jealous.” Sarah gets up and softly pats her shoulder. 

“Poor Laura.” I add with a sad voice. 

“Just keep making fun of me.” Laura complains, faking a sad look on her face. 

“Drama queen.” Manu says and I try to hold back my laughter. 

“You all are so mean, Y/N didn't see Sarah in eight weeks and is allowed to be alone with her just because they're together. And I didn't see her in eight weeks and I’m not allowed to be alone with her because I’m just her best friend.” 

I walk over and give her a side hug, resting my chin on her shoulder. 

“You know what, you can have her for like 45 minutes alone with her, while I go and get myself something to eat.” I say and let go of her, walking out of the room. 

“WAIT.” I hear Laura screaming behind me and turn around. 

“I don't want Sarah, I want food.” she says, sprinting towards me and wrapping an arm around me. 

“You know what.” Sarah says from the door “Now I feel alone. My girlfriend chooses food over me and my best friend is the same.” 

“Poor Zari.” Laura mocks my voice from before, but I hold out my hand for her. 

“You can come too, so you can be with me, I can be with you and Laura gets you and food.” I suggest. 

“You two have this lesbian couple, that adopted some random twenty nine year old girl.” Manu says as we three walk past her. 

“Honestly I feel like that too.” I whisper but feel Laura hitting my shoulder. 

“Thanks Mom.”

“Stopp hitting my girlfriend.” Sarah demands and I let go of both of there hands. 

“Okay, Manu can I eat with you, I can't stand you two any longer.” I say and walk over to the goalkeeper. 

“Hey.” Laura and Sarah both complain but Manu pulls me away with her. 

“Looks like I get your girl.” she says and honestly I wish someone would take a picture of their faces right now.  

A mixture of not-knowing-if-they-should-laugh-or-cry and complete shock. 

“You should see yourself right now.” Verena mages to get out in between her laughing. 

And exactly the moments like these are why I love my team. 

And why I love my girlfriend. 

And sometimes even my girlfriends best friend.