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“Your opinion of yourself is your most important viewpoint. You are infinitely greater than you think you are.”

— Neville Goddard

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“Disregard appearances, conditions, in fact all evidence of your senses that deny the fulfillment of your desire. Rest in the assumption that you are already what you want to be, for in that determined assumption you and your Infinite Being are merged in creative unity, and with your Infinite Being all things are possible.”

— Neville Goddard

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Fan, c. 18th century

from the Musée de la Mode de la Ville de Paris

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“Solitude is dangerous. It’s very addictive. It becomes a habit after you realize how peaceful and calm it is. It’s like you don’t want to deal with people anymore because they drain your energy.”

— Jim Carrey

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Aaliyah for Seventeen Magazine, April (2001)

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Aaliyah being interviewed by E News (2001)

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How to feel like a Greek Goddess:

Wear white billowing dresses that gather delicately around your ankles

Spray your pillows with essential oils like lavender or eucalyptus to soothe you into the arms of sweet sleep.

Keep fresh flowers in every room you dwell

Wear perfume with tuber rose and jasmine so that when your lovers lips graze your neck they breathe in delight

Walk bare foot through grass, let them bathe in life

Have a bath filled with almond milk to soften skin and rose petals for beauty

Gold jewellery to adorn your body

Apply a shimmering body oil so that when your skin catches the light, their mortals eyes can tremble before you.

Always walk with your shoulders back and head held high, you are a queen and queens bow to no one.

Apply lipstick in the shade of your enemies blood and smile before them

Heels to announce your presence

Twist your hair into an elegant up-do so that they me see your ethereal face.

Eat wine and cheese, reclining on a soft cushioned couch before an open window

Classical music to compliment your old soul

Learn languages and speak them with conviction

Dance like a swan delicately beneath the moonlight

Pluck the sword from your back and slay the thoughts that plague you.

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Drowning in the waters of Neptune

My heart feels sore and beaten. Someone purposely sharpened a needle and dug it deep into the core of my heart so all of my blood could gush out of my body and murder my soul. My skin is now decorated with its instinctive thorns to protect myself from any further attacks. My soul resides within the 8th house which is surrounded by the mysterious and cold waters of Neptune. I thought my heart was healed until I discovered an open wound that burned when the waters of Neptune kissed it. Some how I survived the betrayal and although my heart stopped pumping my Pisces spirit revived it. I have received a second chance. My body is floating deep in the waters of Neptune so my heart can continue to beat. I hope that someday my body will have enough strength to levitate back to the surface and into the light.