the fact i'm not a vampire with a hot vampire partner is extremely homophobic ngl
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I feel so alone right now.
My name is Shadow. I'm a vampire alter in an OSDD system. This is my blog. And I'm feeling very isolated.
I wanted to check out the vampirekin community in hopes that I might find some people who understand me. But I'm finding a lot of my experiences and feelings are different from theirs...
I don't have any memories from being a vampire before I came to be. I'm not an introject. I don't have source memories or memories of a past life. I'm not a spiritual person, either.
And I do experience species dysphoria, of course. I can feel where my fangs should be. I know I should be able to manifest wings and flash my eyes red. I should have much better night vision. My ears are supposed to be pointed and long. I feel better when I drink red drinks. I feel like I belong in the cool nighttime and I often feel out of place during the day. I feel the urge to chew and bite a lot. These things make me feel depressed sometimes.
But I rarely, if ever, experience the urge to drink blood that is not mine. And I only really feel a significant/un-ignorable urge for mine when I'm already injured and bleeding. Maybe it's a sanitary thing (I'm a bit of a germaphobe, unfortunately....) but I've only ever tasted my own. I'm worried someone else's would make the body sick. But regardless, the actual urge is not something that usually happens unless I'm already looking at blood.
I just feel like I don't belong anywhere... I'm not thousands of years old. I'm 23. My vampiric urges aren't that strong. The kind of vampire I am doesn't fear the sun or have to sleep all day. I'm not affected by crosses or garlic and I don't feel like I should be sleeping in a coffin. I even like eating certain foods. I just am a vampire in the body of a human.
I just wish I knew I wasn't alone, or at least belonged in some community.
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Soo.... Anyone wanna drink my blood? 👉👈
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i just want someone lay me softly on a bed of roses and lean down to kiss me with black painted lips and leave kiss marks all across my throat (and maybe bite me too), is that really too much to ask
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based off this post from Twitter!
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Feeling very comfortable in my skin today💋🩸⚰️
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"Blood sucker" "horrifying monstrosity" and "creature of the night" are all great gender neutral ways to address your local vampire if you don't know their pronouns 😁👍
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Rhea another one of my vampires, she is a leader in the vampire council.
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An Art Nouveau ‘Bat’ necklace, attributed to Lucien Janvier, circa 1900. Composed of silver, silver gilt, plique-à-jour enamel and pearls.
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