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There are so many reason to be skinny and to lose weight, but there is seriously not one reason to stay this fat.

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Stop making excuses and work towards your goal weight.

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When you feel like quitting, remember why you started 💋

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I need to be thinner and prettier and nicer and less depressed because I suck

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*Hourly Motivation*

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Just a brief list of the realities of life with an eating disorder. • hungry all the time, even if you just ate a snack • eating something even as small as an egg can make you bloated • lying to everyone, even the people you love • not being able to do well in school or at work because all you can think of is food • not being able to climb a set of stairs without feeling like you’re going to pass out • compulsive exercise, sometimes to the point of complete and utter exhaustion • fear of foods you used to love • avoiding social situations that will involve food • avoiding social situations because you don’t want people to see your body • wanting to cry every time you look in the mirror • weighing yourself every morning, even though you know if you don’t like the number, your day will be ruined before it has even started • hating the people close to you who try to make you stop • hating yourself for hating those people • being cold all the time • almost passing out every time you stand up • constant fear that someone is going to find out and make you stop • feeling so alone because you can’t tell anyone what you’re going through • thinning hair • knowing that you’re literally killing your body, but doing it anyways • counting calories the the point of obsession • constantly comparing yourself to everyone around you • ruined relationships • LOVING YOUR EATING DISORDER EVEN WHEN YOU KNOW ITS DESTROYING YOU