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Hi... it's been a while, huh? A lots happened since June 2023 (I came out as Trans so I'm she/her now 🥹) and I may be closing this acct. I'm in a horrible head space rn but leaving this acct as an old misgendered me felt wrong so I'm touching up a few things then... idk sorry, all

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I’ve gotten a lot of inquiries about my menu.. So I decided to just go ahead and share it💕

For those of you that say you want me to decide what you eat... this is what you’d be signing up for 😂

If anyone wants to take on this challenge please do share! If you’re a beginner, I suggest taking baby steps and conquering one meal at a time instead of everything in one day 😌 Pace yourselves 💕

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bitter that life is not a wg fic and i have to participate in society and fulfill obligations

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Thinking about mutual gaining today.. god I'd love to gain with a cutie til we're both near immobile 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

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Yuck, feeling kinda down rn... Like I'm not a real feedee because I'm in a rough spot financially... I can't afford to eat the way I want and I haven't gained much recently. I wish I had a feeder but that's all I can do is wish. Wish I didn't feel a constant need for attention and validation 😮‍💨😔

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i wish i wouldn't have to keep justifying myself as a feedee bc i haven't made significant gains in the past few years 😥 it's not a huge deal bc obviously i know who i am and what i like but man i wish that doubling my size and staying 300+lbs through severe chronic digestive issues earned me a little more grace

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breaking hiatus for just a moment to share THIS comic that encapsulates nearly everything i love

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someone eating too much and saying “I couldn’t help myself” is like top tier shit

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what if u spoiled me and fed me too much and i got a lil lazy and enormous that would be so cute

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I love when beginning feedees show off their tiny starter belly and are so proud of how much they’ve gained, and it’s like, “aw sweetie. I’m gonna make you unrecognizable but yeah, proud of you.”

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"god I wish that were me"

imagine being hot

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Oh, you think you're full? That's a pretty fun joke, haha. Keep eating.

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Other gainers are so good at gaining it feels like... It's like I'm not even doing anything I just can't seem to gain weight rn and it's frustrating

... I want a feeder but it really feels like I need one to make any headway 😭

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You used to measure your meals in courses, or in plates, servings, helpings.

I suppose you could still use a system like that, but it would have to be in trolleys or tables full. So instead, we judge your feedings in time.

Your morning meal is measured, in how many hours you are eating, I watch on proudly as the gap between feedings grows smaller, as the time eating grows longer and longer. Just as you are growing fatter and greedier . 

 The idea of being hungry becomes foreign, you eat too much, and too often, to you ever feel hunger.  instead, you measure how long it’s been since your ate in how bloated and full you feel. 

After every meal, you are so full, you can barely think let alone move, the feeling of a tight stomach, of bulging out gut, feeling weighed down is just the end of a regular meal for you.

As you grow less stuffed, and the bloating goes down, as you begin to feel able to move slightly again, you know feeding time will be soon enough.

Your days used to be punctuated by meals, now your day is entirely comprised of them. The landmarks of time passing has changed, no longer are there mealtimes. Now there are recovery periods, shrinking islands of time, when you aren’t eating, times reserved to just lie there, groaning as you digest as you grow, as you build towards being able to eat more.

You are certain sometime in the past you did other things, that life was more than stuffing your face and holding your bloated gut, but you can’t imagine what that was. You can’t imagine what else you could possibly be doing, what else is there?

Thoughts like this tell you that it’s almost feeding time, thoughts this complex usually only appear when you’re not full enough. Eating will distract you and there will be no thoughts left, just the taste of your feeding and the feeling of your gut quickly growing fuller. 

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Nervously tugging down my tight shirt and looking up like a helpless lil 5'8" fatty 😳😳❤️

ya girl walks up to you in these bad boys. She’s standing at 6’8” looking down at you with coy smile on her face. Wyd 🤔

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Make your boy gain that hubby hundred!

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First time asker... I'm a femboy who's currently 370 something lbs and I gotta know if I should push to 400lbs and beyond or not :3

well that’s entirely up to you isnt, love? I will say though… the only thing better than a 370lb femboy is…

… a 400lb+ femboy… 👀