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sorry ive been really bad at replying and pretty much neglected this blog ive had this horrible lung infection for over a month now and its not getting much better 🙃 but hopefully ill get back to yall with stuff and start posting soon again 😩

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no dynamic is too pure to be sullied by sex because sex isn’t dirty. btw.

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i love the cunty boom mic guy from saw 2004

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*watching two men trying to beat each other to death* haha omg they're playinggg so cute :-)

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can you come collect your freak of a man please. He’s doing things

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guy who starts telling you facts about your gun while being threatened with it... this anything

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"you can't ship those characters they tried to kill each other!" sounds like someone can't appreciate the inherent eroticism of violence 🙄

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The little high-pitched "nonononono" before a gutteral agonized scream of pain>>>

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i loooove toxic and codependent relationships in fiction. they are so narratively juicy. if they don’t even warp and mangle each other to the point they create a single, fucked up entity then what’s the point.

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Made this for u 💝

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FOUND family??? you think i just found them like this??? babes this is FORGED family. Me & the bros were scrap metal in a junkyard (very valuable, very sharp, very dangerous, uncared for) and we GOT IN THE FUCKING FIRE TOGETHER. WE did this. we said I AM NOT LEAVING YOU and melted into each other for better or for worse (it’s for better) and we are A FUNCTIONAL UNIT now. DO NOT SEPARATE. BATTERIES FUCKING INCLUDED. FOUND family my ass, we built this non-nuclear family unit from the ground up, don’t devalue this!!! it was is and will be a labour of love!!!

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i love u characters who are victims who don't show things in a way that's appealing i love u characters whos trauma leaves them with anger issues, with violence issues, with issues with connection and trust and being truthful i love you characters who don't get "better" in a way that's palatable, who don't find growth and meaning in their trauma

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"But, I love him!"

Him: is literally the most traumatized man I could have gotten my hands on

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opens box that reads "i wanna draw again". inside lies a note. the note says, "mental illness and difficult circumstances have taken years of interest, accessibility, and skill away from me. i want to forgive myself for that. i want to heal my relationship to my hobbies. i want to feel connected to something that once made me feel good, but the cyclic discouragement is difficult to overcome." i turn over the note. on the back it reads "wannta drawe sexy bodies awooga"

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i loved him. i loved him. i loved him.

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Anaïs Nin, from The Voice