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Okay, old sketches with this bdsm-fairy

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So, after a month of realizing that I should help myself, and not drown / criticize / humiliate, I can say that the results have already become better! My mental state is still unstable due to the unaccustomed, but damn it, the praise technique has given its results! So I will keep this blog from time to time to monitor my condition, without the risk that I will lose the physical media in the form of diaries again.

- I have become a little more confident in myself, and now I can almost draw every day as before without damaging my hand.

- It became easier for me to look at myself from the outside, without feeling ashamed.

-Start treating my art easier! This is probably the most important thing, because I was constantly criticizing every line and my style, which did not become "neat" in any way. It was terribly stressful, because my work time was not shortened, but only increased, because I could not accustom myself to standards. That's stupid, isn't it? the standard in drawing🤌🤌🤌

In short, as I was a sketchman, it remained that way, and I will stop trying to change this in favor of commerce and look up to Asians, because this only worsened my condition.

Now I draw a little more calmly, dividing my attention into two - commissions and my sketches, without stupid oppression, alternating between each other to achieve balance in my soul ☺️

Thank you all for feedback!💚

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how r u so good at making/drawing robots?

To be honest, this is a difficult question.🤔 Because when I first started posting my crooked drawings in the age of 16-19, I thought that I would never draw robots, because they are complex, the shine of metal and glass did not attract me, since I did not even know how to depict it. But it just so happened that at first I remembered about Bakugans, then I drew Thundercats 2011, where robot similar armor are present. And there, Transformers Prime happened to me for the first time. Yes, I've never watched them in action before, I've only heard and seen toys from other children, but again, I've always been able to skip the layer of "classics" that everyone knows about except me.

I was just sitting there, and I didn't know how to draw robots (and even now I'm not particularly cool at drawing shiny metal and glass) - so I did as it turned out. And surprisingly it turned out very well! I don't know, the Transformers fandom and all these fanarts were able to awaken something special in me, and this allowed me to develop further as an artist!

So I'll say a few things that "provoke" me to draw them even better - an interesting structure and functions, shapes and the fact that there are any variations of colors, which gave me a plus, as someone who loves colors! After all, if you leave my w&b art, are they all, well, blots? And colors are, yes, my favorite theme, which always inspires me.

I can also say with certainty that for some reason my robots are better than people! To be honest, it bothered me a lot, but now I'm on a chill, trying not to scold myself for not doing something right. Therefore, I hope one day my art with people and the like will become even cooler.😎🔥

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1. Sketch Cmm for @/queendominthestars🧡(insta)

DRILLBOY, MY BABY😭🤲🧡🧡

2. Sketch Cmm for @/neon.froot (insta)

3.Another sketch cmm for @/dumb.los3r (insta)

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Old Cmm for @/t13ra.draws 💜(insta)

And sketch one cmm

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Okay, since I was drawing commissions, but I forgot to post them all the time, I'll do it at least now😔👍

Old Cmm for @/BairdCrevan💙 (twitter/X)

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TO EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED, THANK YOU, I READ EVERYTHING, AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!💛

If any of my subscribers have symptoms or the presence of ADHD, please write some advice.

I constantly forget about diaries, as well as timers and reminders, postponing them even at times. I have almost no contact with my family, even though we all live under the same roof, because I know that they will call me lazy and incapable rather than try to help.

I usually make associations with an object or action in order to reproduce the chain later, but even so I can forget important things, even elementary food.🥲👍

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Request for @musicalmedli in exchange for a really good oneshot💜💚😭

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Cmm for @/thatrobotlover💚 (Twitter)

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【The Black Sun】

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It was a long three months for me (filled with illness and mild apathy), but I was saved by drawing and patient customers😊💖

Therefore, the first part of the commissions (the rest I hope will be finished soon)💪❤️‍🔥

For @/faylidae (inst)

For @/shotriser (twit)

For @kazan-yamaoka

For @/xdsquids (inst)

For @sylvurshadow

Thanks to everyone who cmm me💜

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Your art is beautiful oh my gosh :O What brushes do you use?

TY💚

I want to update my pack of brushes a little later as soon as I finish the remaining cmms, so wait for the post with new brushes😊

Set of my basic brushes:

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He is my favorite if you hadn’t noticed.

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Hello! Do you know when you will have commissions open again? Your colors are beautiful 🥺🥺💜

Aww, thanks!!

I think that at the end or at the beginning of the New Year I will open cmms again, since I have not finished the last ones yet. Therefore, I think it's worth writing to me in messages so that I add everyone to the waiting list☺️ (because I'll start taking art cmm from them)

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Cmm for @/norremire (twitter)💓🌟

Well, I really drew it for a long time, but I liked it💙💙💙

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Commission for @doodle-on-notes

link to the fanfiction on which the art was made⬇️💙: