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almost a whole month late to end roll's anniversary, BUT!!! i finally finished a video with my russell mmd model!!!
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mmd russell says hi <3 i really went from trying for a serious video, to specialist just cause i was struggling a little bit with the stress over my initial anniversary deadline 😭
#end roll#russell seager#mmd#mikumikudance#my art#different medium but the 3d modeling aspect is just like. art but 3D#russell's ghost dancing in the afterlife </3#i yapped a FRICK TON in the video description already... so i'll try to keep it shorter here#i took so long finally finishing something with him solo#that i've already pretty much moved on to only feeling like making ones with him and chris#HELP#and chris still isn't even nearly done really 😭 so i can't just finish and show those anytime soon#but he's functional enough especially w raycast to help visually that i already can't help indulging in all my ideas for them..... ehehehee#i'm gonna be real btw that this 3d modeling project has definitely been even bigger than the hand drawn fan video one from last year omg#even if it doesn't show as easily
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sleepy cuddles 💤
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#kurirase#my art#LONG TIME NO CHRISSELL DRAWINGS AAAAAAAAAA#this looked finished over a week ago but the pose didn't look natural enough#so i spent a WHILE trying to get that looking good enough to me#i also can't believe i hadn't dropped a full drawing in over a month and a half 😭😭😭#really hoping i can get going again fully before long once i'm free enough from all the 3D stuff#i'm honestly so afraid that no one else really cares about mmd anymore ehehehh#and that everything with it that that hasn't been just thorough self-indulgence is kind of not worth the time it's taken#but it's also too late to regret too much now BKJAFBKJKAA#THAT'S OFF TOPIC THO. please have these healing chrissells#btw i imagine russell is borrowing one of chris' shirts hehe. that's why it's a little big#bf shirt moment.......
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HEHE HAHA HUHU HOHOHOHO!!!!!!
(my first attempt at an mmd animation ever. models are also by me ofc 🤭)
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#kurirase#my art#mmd#did this on a whim in like two hours max so it's nothing big#but i'm sobbing over the fact that i haven't posted anything in like#THREE WEEKS 😭#I'M SO SORRY Y'ALL IT'S NOT FOR LACK OF WORKING ON THINGS I'M JUST. NITPICKING TOO MUCH#ALSO IT FEELS SO UNTHINKABLE MAKING MMD MODELS KISS OMG OMG#BUT SINCE THEY'RE MY MODELS HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! NO ONE CAN STOP ME!!!!#i've never had more satisfying power#also i'll probably update this with shaders etc eventually once chris has textures and is more refined and all#russell's hair physics are also not there rn oops
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dragon age AU chris and russell 💪
more AU concepts from a while back that i've finally touched up enough to post!! chris' outfit is just a mix of the da2 warrior and rogue grey warden armors, but russell's i designed more properly, based on the datv crow armor aesthetics (the mask shape is pretty much just the corvid calling mask in the game tho)
anyway. i realise there's probably like. zero overlap between the fandoms other than me, but it's a franchise and universe very dear to me, so ofc i couldn't help it still ehe.... sorry for all the lore stuff that's unexplained for anyone unfamiliar 😭 got a little on my twt here tho
for the townspeople: leaning towards human for tabasa?? gardenia for sure a human noble. dogma a chantry priest, with cody similarly associated. kantera a dalish elf who left his clan, mireille as an elven servant, and yumi a city guard 🫡
bonus little comic doodle from way back with russell and raymond:
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#not sure if the one bonus thing is enough to tag raymond over??#my art#i sadly have not figured out how i'll make it into an actual chrissell au even when they meet again#aside from general homoerotic tension WHEEZE#but i swear i'll find a way somehow goddammitttt#i keep putting them into situations where it's almost impossible to develop a romance 😭#btw russell not being blood-related to his dad in this is mainly bc half elves appear completely human in the lore#and i can't really imagine his dad being one. also makes for even more fuel for russell's life utterly sucking sob#elves are hella discriminated against in this universe#it's a rough and heavy world 😔 even if the latest game really softened things in a way that's kind of. painfully bleh
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chrissell genshin au!!
i touched up my designs that i've had sitting for many months.... genshinroll, if you will 🙏
lots of related yappery below:
post-end roll, but genshinfied 👍 the fatui orchestrated the happy dream experiment after taking russell from the fortress of meropide. russell got his vision alongside his 'success' and it forcefully kept him alive
chris meanwhile being unable to move on after russell's apparent arrest and disappearance, is searching teyvat for him in hopes for answers and closure
i was pretty torn on their vision elements at first. i feel like if we're talking in general, russell has ice vibes throughout most of his story, with a definite touch of fire internally when it comes to his impulses, and then is just purely water energy by the end
BUT for this, i wanted to think of it more in terms of genshin and its general associations with the elements alongside the earning itself of visions, and ended up concluding that cryo is probably best for what i've got going with him here, despite him having gotten his vision only at the end
it's a manifestation of his guilt—the cold biting, while he also wields it as a weapon in this case. he craves the sea, for his sorrow to be washed away, but the waters stay frozen, as his guilt won't allow himself what he yearns. he wants to undo what he did more than anything, but can't. his actions are frozen into time, solid like ice and unmalleable. it's..... kind of glum and depressing really oops 😭
anyway, same reasoning process with chris kinda. at first i'd gone off the vibes and had him as anemo for a WHILE somehow— before realising how wild that is when his whole thing in this au is not being able to move on and be free—which is basically the opposite of anemo—and rather his resolve for finding closure. so now he's hydro, since honestly that seems to fit perfectly meanwhile, and also really doubles down on the water associations between them both LOL (if i ever do change it, it'll be to pyro though almost purely for the perfect healing dynamic of his fire melting russell's ice..... bc dang that's good and actually very tempting for developing the inevitable ship aspect of this au)
chris is an adventurer as of the present here, but might've dabbled into treasure hoarding for a bit first too before his conscience made it too hard. he sends most of what he earns from things to his mom 🥺 💞
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#my art#i really struggled with the designs—it's not my forte to begin with and genshin-level stuff is even harder 😭#so i wouldn't be surprised if i still change them up later#but i've been bummed about not having much to show lately and it's one of the few things left i haven't shown yet#(also we will not talk about the amount of hours i've had on the canvas….. sob.....)#chris' metal bat btw is just a placeholder prop bc of the pose LOL. not really what i'd actually picture him using in-game#my last thing refused to show up in the tags on mobile.... so i hope this at least cooperates pls...#also don't mind that i somehow drew both of them left handed here HELP. probably just an instinct when i'm not thinking since i am myself
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WIP TIME because i still don't have much else new to show i've been very busy in blender 😔 working on making...... mmd models.... for almost the past few weeks straight legit sob (although i actually started russell and did the majority of his mesh back in like. august or so last year)
finally started chris just yesterday, and also am hoping to make russell's room to use as a stage in mmd
LASTLY have some of russell dancing to world is mine (because a still shot doesn't really convey how far i've made it with him 😭 )
motion and camera credit: sega, seto, minmode
i mainly plan to make him dance to way more serious things for legit videos BJKSKJSKJSS, but it feels more suitable to show him with something more cute and fun right now
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#my art#blender#mmd#wip#idk if many other folks get excited about mmd stuff the way i do. feels like its popularity has def mostly waned nowadays#but this is probably more deeply self-indulgent than anything else i've done yet to an extent AKFBKJFKAJA#it's been one of my main life dreams for the last probably like ten years to make mmd models#of my ocs technically WHEEZE but russell has somehow surpassed it all in brainrot so i say he counts for it still#i tried it multiple different times throughout some of the past several years and this is finally the farthest i've made it AAAA#i'll also probably look into putting him into vrchat and potentially modding into some other things depending on how doable it is
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magnet 🦋
(aka the old ship tradition: chrissell edition 🤭)
#end roll#chrissell#kurirase#russell seager#chris (end roll)#my art#HI I'M BACK#this is uh. not at all the big time consuming thing i've been working on BJKGABKJBKGJA#but i just finally dragged myself away from that long enough to finish this little wip i had going before then 😭🙏#based on and referencing the art for the iconic gay af vocaloid song that ppl used to draw ships to all the time eheh
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I really like your art, you are one of my favorite End Roll fanartists and you make me consider ChriSsell
And your snipped fangame are adorable, also your Omori x End Roll crossover scritched my need for crossover, thank you.
SOBBING??? this practically made my day to see omg 🥺🥺✨✨ thank youuu for popping in with these kind words!! i'm so glad you've been enjoying my art!!! (and to be spreading the chrissell agenda LET'S GOOOOO. getting others to see their appeal is the biggest honor of all uwu uwu)
#non-art tag#ask box#THANK U ANON <33333#even more so since i've getting so many spam ones recently this was the best surprise ever omg. full YIPPEEE moment#sorry i'm a little late responding tho AAAAAAA#been hardcore on the GRIND lately and haven't been able to keep up with other things very well#which is also why i haven't had anything new finished to show in a bit (it's time consuming af oops)#i might just show a wip here soon if i don't manage to take a break long enough to finish anything else first 🥺
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have a pixel russell for your desktop in these trying times (aka i drew a russell shimeji ehee)
DOWNLOAD HERE <3
i put it on ko-fi (fully free ofc) mainly since i wanna be able to easily edit and reupload if there's anything i wanna add or tweak later HAHA, so there's also there's a google drive link in the description there too as an alternative for easier downloading 👍
#end roll#russell seager#chris and informant cameos with it but i dunno if it's enough to tag for LOL#shimeji#pixel art#my art#i started this like. six months ago and repeatedly forgot about it ever since#and realising i could do it as pixel art instead of normal lines is what motivated me to finally pick it up again and get it done AUUAAAA#would've been hell otherwise hehe#i lowkey wanna try adding some extra stuff and really hopefully do a chris one eventually too#but considering just how many other things i also wanna do and need to work on#uh. we'll see HAHAHA
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Aitai no End 🎵
I want to see you. I want to see you, but— You know, I wonder why? The sounds of our hearts don't resonate.
alts w/o the text and frame:
(also since i realised it might be hard to tell at a glance and without my tags, this is fully chrissell art! the original song mv linked uses two gumis, and it fits to me as russell reflecting within himself over chris, with the informant here serving as russell's usual guidance while representing a more straightforward and understanding part of his heart and mind)
#end roll#russell seager#chrissell#kurirase#informant (end roll)#my art#realised it could be cool to put some lyrics in the post when it comes to this song-based stuff! so i'm trying that now#this one's pretty directly based on the mv for the song :>#the left and right shots especially and the line frame aspect are both referenced from the video. center russell is just inspired tho#btw the door is chris' for anyone who isn't as brainrotted. apartment 105 babyyy#chrissell playlist art#this inclusion is possibly a little biased over how much of an absolute HEAD BANGER it is#but it fits with a vibe of missing chris while knowing he can't go back#perhaps also having wanted to spend more time with him before but feeling too held back#and acknowledging a feeling of having ruined what they had#his 'cold heart crumbles apart' :)
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happy dream
#end roll#russell seager#my art#finally some got some general russell art to show again 💪 💪#this is an idea i've had for a while omg. first started it properly back in january#but it was uh. Not Good HAHA#so i finally redid the painting and sketch i'd done to give it another go and god i hope i finally did it some justice at least sob...#everything is always so much easier with the tiny little thumbnail sketches 😭😭😭
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Usotsuki ♫ 💚💗
chris alt with slightly darker colors:
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#kurirase#my art#remind me not to go for ideas that involve finishing two full pictures again AGUHGHGHHGHBBAA#unless i am deeply thoroughly and utterly enamored with the concept at least IDEK#this killed me and i don't know if it was worth it 😔 but hey. they cute!!#first painted thing finished in a whole month. help#chrissell playlist art
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young adult chrissell AU concepts :>
and some related doodles
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#kurirase#my art#more little stuff for now although i swear i have bigger art cooking#did most of this like a week ago but only finally got around to cleaning up the main design sketches enough to post#i first sketched designs for this au FOREVERRR ago like it's possibly the earliest one i came up with 😭#and just never shared them bc i wasn't super satisfied yet#chris didn't change as much but i'm much happier with russell's look now. that and the general improvement compared to before too omg#got some notes about the au written there as u can see#although some details are subject to change still too#the heights are undecided btw LOL. although i figure chris got a growth spurt at some point and russell didn't. pat pat#anyway. i lov them. i love chrissell
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more rpgmaker experimentation with a potential little scenario :>
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#kurirase#my art#pixel art#i've hardly had anything to post lately i feel so BADDD ABOUT IT SOB#so here's more rpgm snippets at least ;;#OF THE BABIES THE LOVELIES AUAUGGHGHHGAAA#even tho i probably shouldn't show too much if i really go through with making it something legit#i really wanna have more full painted art again to show soon but just have been struggling w getting myself to work on it ABKFJKAAA#the flower is an anemone btw and kind of a reference to a flower fairy au for them i spent FOREVERRR researching flowers over sometime back#settled w that one for russell for several reasons even if not as thoroughly perfect as i wanted. it kinda was just meant to be overall#heheh sorry chris that one does have a cheesy meaning tho :333#also ignore the horrible map omg i threw it together in like two mins just so i'd have somewhere to put the stuff
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i finally set up another of my chrissell artworks for wallpaper engine 💪
my original post for the drawing is here. it's still one of my favorites i've done of them :> steam workshop link for using the wallpaper is below:
(update 3/15/2025: changed the default visualizer and added slightly more customization options for them. since i realised the one i had there was a little too distracting for my taste)
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#non-art tag#kindaaaa?? still is but it's not like a post for the drawing itself#i've been meaning to do more of these for SO LONG omg#kind of picked one of the least convenient pieces i could've KBJFKBJF (the whole far background was all one layer before sob)#but i love this pic a lot so it still felt like a good choice to prioritize#BTW i learnt only when about to upload this one that my whole approach for doing them was actually horribly unoptimized this entire time 😭#went back and adjusted the cozy sleepy one where i could bc that was somehow the worst#but i don't have the energy left to fix the other one too at least atm. hopefully eventually....#i didn't realise uncropped blank pixels would affect so much of the vram usage sob
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some semi-recent maou!russell concept doodles for an AU i've been spinning around in my brain for a while
#end roll#russell seager#my art#doodles#you would NEVER BELIEVE who else is in the au and what happens between them 😲😲😱😱😱#(spoiler: it's a chrissell au)#GASP!!!!!!!!!!#i have so many i collect them like infinity stones.... and have so much written down about them....#everyone's in this one tho actually which is rare for me#chris is the hero/yuusha btw :333#i've gotta start designing him at some point too (and potentially everyone else if i wanna draw one of the main art ideas i have sob...)#but russell was extra exciting bc i got to be SO self-indulgent w the design#been too sick to draw at all these past few days so i'm just scraping up some of things i've already done 😔😔#not portrayed or anything but this technically is kindaaa#chrissell#so i'll tag that at least still
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recent pixel art dump!!
chris portrait from a few weeks ago <3
did some more russell expressions (the first russell ones are here)
and um.... 😭 i kind of snagged rpgmaker vx ace while it was free recently.....
(some more of their portrait expressions under the cut so this post doesn't get too massive)
#end roll#chris (end roll)#russell seager#chrissell#pixel art#my art#bonus informant portrait ver too but idk if that's enough to tag him over#ANYWAY UH YEAH this stuff is most of what i've been doing for the past week or two......#once i had rpgmaker i knew it'd be too hard to not give in and get carried away 😔#i've been fooling around and gotten some uhhh ideas but we will see still whether i can actually manage to go through with anything LOL#i have a bad track record with much more reasonable projects#(THAT I STILL PLAN TO FINISH SOMEDAY THOUGH WAHHH)
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