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Lighter Kink and Psychology Analysis - Zenless Zone Zero

Full disclaimer: I don’t play Zenless Zone Zero, but through my friend’s love of the game and Tumblr osmosis, I’ve learned a great deal about Lighter. I find the differences between his canon and fanon interpretations fascinating, so I thought it would be interesting to break down the psychology of kinks and what I think Lighter’s are. I’m going to focus on the ones I believe he has, and if people want me to go into further detail, let me know! Also if it was clear from the title 18+ content below

Exhibitionism – Subcategories: Semi-Public Sex, Secret Keeping, and Risk Play

Lighter is fascinating because he’s full of contradictions. He doesn’t like having his picture taken and prefers to keep a low profile, yet he wears flashy clothes and takes on high profile work where he cannot NOT be noticed. He wants to be left alone but craves connection with people. Part of this can be attributed to losing so many important people due to his own actions, but I think another part of it is Lighter’s hopeless romantic streak. He wants to die for love, and I think part of that is tied to finding someone worthy of that sacrifice.

He’s not interested in people who praise him or send him gifts because, to him, they don’t truly know him—and if they did, they wouldn’t want anything to do with him, he thinks. This low self-esteem and disorganized attachment style create a loop where he desperately craves connection, has opportunities for it, but never fully lets his walls down to allow a deeper bond. Because of his past and the fear of never being truly understood, Lighter communicates in subtle ways. In-game, he can give the player purple lilacs. In the language of flowers, purple lilacs symbolize one’s first love or the first time one feels love for someone. However he leaves on a job right after, to stop any possibility of asking him more about why he gave them to you.

When it comes to sex, Lighter has experience, but in romantic love, he’s very much a virgin, in my opinion.

In line with this, I think Lighter would be needy as a partner, in constant need of validation but unable to ask for reassurance. He hates when his friends are mad at him—it distresses him significantly, which reinforces my earlier points about his emotional sensitivity. Thus, I think one of his core needs would be for a partner to be very possessive of him. Not only would this push back against his feelings of guilt, but it would bulldoze past his tendency to panic at intimacy and distance himself.

While I agree he’d be into risk/thrill-seeking, I don’t think it would be extreme or involve pain. I believe it would be a form of intimate thrill-seeking—the kind that engages an overactive mind.

Imagine:Lighter and his partner in an elevator, on the way to a party. Four seconds before the elevator reaches the destination, his partner pushes him against the wall, kisses him, and whispers in his ear that they’re not wearing anything under their dress coat. The doors open, and they walk out into the party crowd—no one the wiser. Except Lighter.

For example: They’re at the party. Lighter’s charming, slipping easily into conversations with strangers. But every so often, his partner brushes their fingers lightly over the back of his neck—just once, fleeting. No one notices, but Lighter does. His spine straightens slightly each time, a silent acknowledgment: I know who I belong to.

Or: Club sex on the top floor behind a loud rock band. The balcony overlooking a busy street. Going to dinner with friends with a remote in his hand and a small vibrator in his partner’s underwear.

I think Lighter would enjoy all of these scenarios—not just for the risk, but for the inherent trust required to play and keep these secrets between him and his partner. It’s something completely his, something no one else can encroach upon, yet it’s right there, obvious to anyone observant enough to notice.

Marking – Physical and Psychological

Marking, both physical and psychological, would lean into Lighter’s desire for connection. Think: visible signs of his partner’s presence—like a hickey or a faint lipstick smudge on his collarbone.

While traditional marking overlaps with the possessiveness I imagine he’d enjoy, psychological marking might be even more appealing to him. This could involve embedding someone’s presence in his mind through habits, sensory triggers, or routines.

Lighter’s fear of being forgotten or unimportant could be countered by the constant reassurance that he’s always present in his partner’s thoughts. Non-sexually, his partner might leave voice notes for him to listen to during missions or spritz their perfume on his scarf. They might even snap a risky picture and set it as his lock screen so the next time he checks his phone on the job he’s left with a surprise.

Lighter is haunted by the dead, but I think what he truly craves is being haunted by someone living. He would adore his partner’s presence lingering in his personal space, feeding his need for connection without direct confrontation.

Domination – Receiving, Direction Taking

I firmly believe Lighter likes to be dominated. In terms of desire, I don’t think Lighter experiences much spontaneous desire; rather, he’s more connected to responsive desire (see the paper “Sexual Arousal and Desire: Interrelations and Responses to Three Modalities of Sexual Stimuli” by Katherine Goldey and Sari Anders). That man is too tired to be dominant, and as seen in-game, he prefers to take orders. He would definitely call his partner “Boss” in the bedroom.

Beyond the bedroom, I feel Lighter would continue this relinquishment of power through authority transfer dynamics as a coping mechanism for emotional instability, much like he does for the Sons of Calydon. This could manifest in routines or rituals where his partner makes decisions for him, offering a sense of control without the burden of autonomy. It’s both a reaffirmation of care and a release from the pressure of decision-making.

Given his tendency to overthink, delegating power outside of sex could ease his mental load and reinforce security in his relationships. I think Lighter would enjoy having his partner pick out his clothes, jewelry, ect, decide small daily routines, or even manage his finances in a consensual dynamic. This creates a structure where emotional care is embedded in everyday life, not just during intimacy.

Additionally, given Lighter’s need for emotional grounding and his craving to feel “claimed,” collaring—whether in a literal BDSM context or as an everyday symbolic gesture—would be something he could secretly obsess over. If Lighter were given a necklace, choker, or even a collar (especially since he loves jewelry), he’d never take it off. He’d wear it under his clothes, hidden from everyone else but always present. On rough days or when away from his partner, just feeling it against his skin would serve as silent reassurance, grounding him.

It would satisfy both his exhibitionist streak (a hidden “secret” between him and his partner) and act as a reminder: I’m not lost. I belong somewhere. To someone.

For example: if before a mission his partner was to kiss him goodbye, place a necklace around his neck and say “Come back wearing this” he would tug at the small chain subconsciously the entire time he’s gone. He would sleep with it on, shower with it, and when he returned, the metal would be warm and oxidised from his skin, his skin stained from the metal.

Praise Play

An extension of his need for domination and grounding, I see praise play as a huge turn-on for Lighter. While some believe degradation is one of his kinks, I think it’s the opposite. While he might engage in degradation play if his partner wanted it (and part of him might believe he deserves it due to his low self-esteem), I think he would emotionally shut down if it became a consistent dynamic. To me it would be a similar dynamic to the start of the Astarion romance, fulfilling a role as a tool rather than as a person.

Kinks often reflect core emotional needs. Non-consensual fantasies, for example, are about being desired so intensely that someone is willing to break laws and social norms. Degradation kinks often involve a need for others to see the worst parts of us and want us regardless. However, for sensitive individuals, this negative reinforcement doesn’t bring solace—it simply reaffirms their worst fears and destroys their fragile attempts at building a better self image. I also don't think Lighter would find any attraction in demeaning his partner, I think he would feel unworthy of their attention and trust, especially in the beginning.

Lighter is consistently wracked with guilt and desperately wants to know whether he’s doing the right thing, whether it’s in his job or in a relationship. For someone like Lighter, praise isn’t just arousing—it’s reparative in a way nothing else matches. Each compliment is a stone in the foundation of a self-worth he can’t build alone. When his partner says, “You’re doing so well,” or “You feel like home, like safety,” it’s not just about sex. It’s about rewriting the narrative he’s been telling himself for years.

Domestic Play

You cannot convince me that the image of Lighter’s partner cooking or doing general domestic chores wouldn’t awaken something deep within him, even though he might not admit it at first. In-game, he respects and surrounds himself with women who embody dominant, traditionally masculine qualities. He’s more than happy to take orders from them, but in terms of romantic or sexual attraction, he seems to have little interest in those traits. I suspect this is because these qualities mirror his old self, and that’s not something he finds much solace in, either romantically or sexually.

I think Lighter would be attracted to someone fundamentally different from those around him—someone softer and more considerate, yet still strong in a more traditionally feminine sense. Given his history of loss, trauma, and the absence of a stable family, I believe he harbors a profound urge for a family-like relationship. His partner would create an environment that feels like home, a concept Lighter likely yearns for but doesn’t fully understand.

Home-cooked meals, small domestic gestures of affection—these would make him unbearably needy, though he’d only show it when alone with his partner.

For example: During mundane moments—making coffee, fixing his jacket—his partner casually murmurs, “You belong to me.” It’s subtle, not always sexual, but it lights up the part of Lighter’s brain that craves validation without having to ask for it.

Things like his partner knowing how he likes his coffee without needing to ask, or grabbing the salt shaker from him because it’s bad for his cholesterol would make him unbearably turned on you cannot convince me otherwise. These small acts of care would hit him hard, far more than overt declarations of love.

For Lighter, being told what to do isn’t about submission—it’s about relief. In a life where his choices have often led to heartbreak, the absence of choice feels like safety.

Sensation Play – Both Sensory Deprivation and Service

Lighter is an overthinker. According to Emily Nagoski’s Come As You Are, overthinking is one of the primary reasons people struggle to achieve climax or engage fully with emotional and sexual vulnerability. When you place too much pressure on external factors—self-image, internal worries, even things as small as ‘the dishes need to be done’—it inhibits your ability to ground yourself in the present and truly experience pleasure. This is why many people, particularly women, struggle with partnered sex and climax.

For Lighter, orgasm denial or delayed gratification would likely be a huge turn-on, especially in situations where he’s restrained or unable to interact directly with his partner—think handcuffs or shibari. The removal of senses, such as blindfolding, helps heighten arousal by redirecting the energy normally spent on processing visual stimuli toward pure sensation. It doesn’t stop the overthinking; it realigns it, forcing it to focus on the present moment.

For example: His partner lightly places a hand over his mouth while he’s blindfolded—not fully cutting off air, but creating a soft restraint. It’s not about danger; it’s about trust. The lack of visual and verbal control pushes him into a space where he can’t overanalyze—he can only feel.

Considering Lighter’s past—especially his time in the fighting pits, where he described himself as feeling like a zombie—I don’t think he’d enjoy pain or impact play. His physical existence outside the bedroom has already been filled with similar kinds of suffering. Instead, sensation play becomes a refuge—a way to experience his body without violence, without pain. There's a running joke that he fears the sight of blood in game, which is another reason why I believe centering pleasure rather than pain would be more attractive to him.

Emotional Edgeplay

I believe Lighter craves not just physical intensity but emotional vulnerability pushed to its limits—scenarios where trust is tested, intimacy feels dangerous, and attachment triggers are explored in consensual, negotiated ways. Emotional edgeplay isn’t about causing harm; it’s about walking the razor-thin edge of emotional exposure, where the potential for catharsis is as powerful as the risk.

Overstimulation is an aspect of emotional edgeplay, often resulting in emotional release—like crying during or after sex—as the body lets go of trauma it’s been holding onto for too long. Lighter, who is profoundly dissociated from his needs due to guilt and a deep-seated dismissal of his own worth, would find this both terrifying and necessary.

We see hints of this in-game. For example, there’s an interaction with a guide dog—trained to seek out the most vulnerable person in the room—that ignores everyone else and goes straight to Lighter. This detail speaks volumes about how disconnected he is from his own emotional fragility; the desensitization runs so deep that he doesn’t even recognize it anymore.

In these moments, speech and affirmation would be crucial, especially during heightened emotional states or low points.

For example: During edging, when he’s trembling with frustration—not just sexually, but emotionally—his partner gently cradles his face and whispers, “Do you see how wonderful you are when you’re not pretending?”

It’s not just arousing—it’s disarming. Because in that vulnerable space, Lighter isn’t the cool, edgy pit fighter turned bodyguard. He’s just him, stripped of all pretense. No walls, no bravado. Flaws and all. It also provides acceptance by omission, that his partner sees all and accepts all.

Caretaker Dynamics (Reversed Aftercare)

I also believe Lighter would prefer to be the primary aftercare provider, despite this traditionally being the role of the dominant partner. According to Dominatrix Eva Oh, aftercare is a service role, and for Lighter, providing that service would be deeply fulfilling. (It’s a common misconception the Sub role in BDSM is the harder or serving role, because truly Dom’s are required to be very emotionally stable, beholden to their sub and can turn out to be a very stress inducing role for the wrong people). This is why high flying jobs such as CEO’s actually prefer to be submissive because it is the only place in their life they get to be minded.

While aftercare is essential after most sexual interactions—especially those involving intense scenes—reversed caretaker dynamics, where the more emotionally fragile partner provides aftercare, would align perfectly with Lighter’s psychology. Despite his vulnerabilities, he has an overwhelming desire to feel needed, to prove his worth in relationships even when he feels broken.

Being allowed to “take care” of his partner post-sex, even when he’s emotionally raw, satisfies this need. It’s not about dominance or submission—it’s about anchoring himself through acts of care.

For example: After an intense session, when his partner is spent and emotionally vulnerable, Lighter insists on making tea, carefully bandaging small marks, or physically holding them—even if he’s the one shaking. He tucks the blanket around them, brushes sweat-damp hair from their forehead, and whispers, “I’ve got you.”

In those moments, his value isn’t measured by strength or stoicism. This role reversal reinforces his sense of purpose without undermining his vulnerabilities. He doesn't always have to be the strong one here, in this moment.

Closing Thoughts

Ultimately, Lighter’s kinks aren’t just about physical pleasure—they’re reflections of his deepest fears, needs, and desires. They’re coping mechanisms woven into intimacy, helping him navigate a world where connection feels both a gift and a threat. Whether through domination, praise, or emotional edgeplay, his kinks allow him to confront the parts of himself he hides from the world.

At the heart of it all, Lighter wants to be known.

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Disclaimer I have dyslexia and English is my second language so I apologize for mistakes.

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i love writing porn and i wont feel bad about it. understanding the eroticism of a character is character analysis if u are enlightened.

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KISSY FACE KISSY FACE !!

lighter x male reader who wears lipstick based off this art

2nd person pov, reader’s gender isn’t really mentioned

might be ooc

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“we haven’t found one lip stick that’s kiss proof…”

you say as you apply lipstick to your lips, using a small compact mirror, you carefully glide the lipstick over your lips, pausing to admire your reflection for a bit before turning to your boyfriend

"you must be getting bored with this experiment….”

on the other hand, lighter was far from bored, in fact you turned his face into a canvas, adorned with countless kiss marks, he has a goofy grin on his face, his sun glasses a bit tilted with his cheeks red as his scarf as he sits on his shoulders, it was a rather charming sight

“lighter..?”

“hm..?”

“are you okay over there? i’m sorry; i think i may have gone a bit overboard..”

you can't help but smile affectionately as you see your boyfriend's face adorned with kiss marks, the table nearby scattered with a variety of lip shades.

“me? nah i’m good…”

he says finally sitting back right up

“rather I actually enjoyed it sweetheart. we should do it more often”

he says giving you a small smirk as he slowly snakes his arm around your waist pulling you closer making you flustered as his eyes look down on your lips

“but I think you’re forgetting another place to kiss”

“oh really what is it?”

he smiles pointing to his lips

“oh alright…”

you let out a soft sigh a giggle escaping your lips as a smile spreads across your face. gently, you take his face in your hands, planting tender kisses on his forehead and cheeks. then, you pull him in for a sweet kiss, feeling the comfort of his arms wrapped around your waist

the both of you smile into the kiss as he leans his head back onto the plush of the couch with you on top of him, not breaking the kiss once

slowly removing his sunglasses and putting them on the table where the lipsticks are. as your hands slowly move to his chest

the kiss lingered for a while, both of you savoring the moment before gently pulling apart to catch your breath. you looked into each other’s eyes with warmth, before sharing soft smiles as you look at your boyfriend’s lipstick-covered face

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yay gay people!!! :3333

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one braincell transfer (divided by four)

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The moment my computer decides to work I'm making a yume ship account because I need to scream about this man so loud omg

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Sitting here thinking about self care with Lighter before bed.

He's never been one to care that much about skincare or haircare, but once you come along he'll absolutely ask you about your routine and ask if he can join. He'll probably ask you to do it for him though since he has "no idea how any of this stuff works," according to him. So you go through what you usually do before bed, going through each product and explaining what they do. Washing his face before applying anti acne soap followed by moisturizer, and then any hair oils or other products. He makes a comment about how he feels all fresh and clean now. Then once he's all set you'll do everything all over again but for yourself and he'll just be staring at you the entire time. You see him looking in the mirror and ask what he's looking at, to which he'll simply respond, "You." You smile and ask why and he says he doesn't know, but this just feels right. Getting dressed for bed, joining you in your routine, being with you.

Goddamn he really wants to marry you.

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Might make another account for self shipping with how obsessed I am with this man...

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Himeko: Would you say you're independent, Sunday?

Sunday: [looks at Welt]

Welt: [mouths "Yes, you are"]

Sunday: Yes, I am.

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Well obviously I can’t have chronic fatigue, that’s a real problem for real disabled people that’s diagnosed by doctors probably. Clearly I just have some sort of perpetual exhaustion issue, that is also almost certainly my fault somehow

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"when you come back, tell us about your DR—"

EXCUSE ME??? COME BACK????????!!!!!!!!!

no, babe. i'm not coming back. i'm perfectly fine with my hot s/o (🫦🫦🫦🫦🫦🫦) by my side, living my dream life. why would I return to this shitty realityy??!?!?!? nuh-uh, no wayyy. bye byeeee lmaooooo xoxoooo

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absolutely trippin on chocolate brownies (remembers brownies are a common vessel for edibles) normal brownies (remembers how lame that sounds) that have drugs in them (doesn’t want to lie that i use drugs) the drugs are love (doesn’t want to sound corny) and guns

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When you can barley find any gn/male reader fic's w yer f/o so you have to make em urself

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Weak knees

Lighter (ZZZ) x Reader

Pinned down, you had him pressed up against the wall, pinned between your arms, behind a building. You could hear how loud the music was from outside, people cheering and drinks being poured as glass cups tinked.

Lighter scoffed, gulping as his eyes glared at you, glasses being slightly tilted down, enough to see those vibrant irises. His breath stuck in his throat as you leaned close to his neck, always wanting to breathe that sickening scent. Musky and sweaty from a previous brawl he had. His hands stuck to his sides, touching those luxurious hips. Thighs rubbing noticeably against each other once in a while.

Your nose digging onto the cranny of shoulder and neck, one hand caressing the other side of his neck with your thumb. Lighter groaned softly, his hand moving to grip your shoulder. His cheeks felt warm, almost hot. Was this what you wanted all this time of being together? If so, why in public?!!?? Lighter bit his lip, scared he might call the attention of passerby’s if he didn’t keep quiet.

You didn’t care, you yearned for sweet noises of your lover.

If you could purr you would, tongue licking the sweat and flesh, before biting down and sucking. The noises were loud, but the music was louder. Both hands snaked downwards to hold his waist. Lighter whined softly, hand moving up towards your hair, gloves entangled with your hair. His hips couldn’t help but grind up against yours.

You were hard, and Lighter could feel it, his irises glancing down to see that bulge, he gulped nervously. His breath quickened as he continued rubbing his crotch against yours. You groaned, still sucking areas around his neck, before biting down on a sweet spot, causing Lighter to let out a choked groan.

“There?” You whispered, kissing the area. “There…” He responded, looking away but giving you more room, wanting more. You hummed, fixing your body, hands moving downwards onto his pretty little ass, gripping it, groping his cheeks lovingly and harshly. Lighter scoffed, before grunting, feeling your canines latch onto his neck once again. You sucked and sucked, hearing Lighter’s vocals get released into the cold desert air.

He was getting hard, and you could tell by the firm area he’d rub up against you with. Your cock twitching with anticipation, ready to be inside his snugged warmth.

You hummed, eyes fluttering open to glance up at Lighter, noticing that he’s been staring back at you as well. His eyes were hidden behind those dark shades, but you could see the rest of his face. Bottom lip swollen from the long bite he had on them, his cheeks crimson as he was warm from all this action and loving. He took notice on what you did, sucking on his neck, creating a big hickey on it. Your own gorgeous eyes staring back right at him. He swallowed thickly before looking away, feeling your mouth pull away, making him shiver at the cold air hitting wet spots.

Your hand moved to grab his chin, making him look at you. You leaned in close, taking his lips onto your own.

Both of you made out hungrily, you sucked on Lighter’s tongue, causing him to moan inside your mouth. His hands gripping your shoulders, fingertips digging onto both his glove and your clothing.

Pulling away, you both panted, your face going into his neck instinctively once again to kiss it while you regained your breathing. Lighter whimpered, tapping the back of your neck with his leather glove. Your ears perked, pulling yourself away from him, which hurt. “What’s wrong?” You asked, caressing his cheek with your fingers. Lighter blinked at you, sighing softly. “I want you already.” He spoke, his Adam’s apple bobbing due to taking a nervous gulp. You chuckled and nodded.

Lighter hissed, teeth grinding slightly against each other, his hands holding the wall was he was open to you. His tight pants were now around his thick thighs, feeling that breezy touch his caked up ass. He was bent over in front of you, fingernails clawing the wall, desperate for any leverage, he held on tight to nothing. He had a beautiful arch going on, you wished to see from the side, but you were granted an even beautiful scene.

Your saliva coated fingers inserted themselves inside him, stretching him out slowly and gently. All kinds of motions you did with your fingers, as well as pressing anywhere to find that sweet spot. Scissoring, rhythmical rubbing, and then curling your fingers.

“A-ah… right there..” You heard him whisper, seeing him bite down his leather sleeve, watching slight drool dribble down the corner of his mouth. You hummed and nodded, continuing to finger that sweet spot. Lighter’s cock was twitching, seeing the pre drip down onto the cement floor. You can hear the delicious squelching your fingers made inside Lighter.

After almost having a climax, Lighter sensed you stopped, huffing quietly as he was edged. He spread his legs out a little, due to you giving him a little love tap beside his thigh. This caused him to go a little bit lower on the upper part. His head low as his ass remained high up. He subconsciously wiggled it, yearning for more, his stretched out hole twitching for you. You grinned, giving your hard cock a couple of strokes, before going in raw.

Lighter groaned, hissing on some occasions, but more so groaning. Feeling your girth stretch him out even more than what your fingers did. He also felt how long you were, your fat tip surpassing his prostate, causing him to whimper from that smudge. You huffed, feeling how tight Lighter was, just for you. This time you were the one biting your lip. Lighter’s ass was so mesmerizing, two full moons at the palm of your hands.

You grabbed them, as you stayed still for Lighter to get adjusted to your length. His eyes were squeezed shut, feeling your length, and the way your warm hands squeezed his ass. You fondled them for some time, squeezing them here and there, spreading them, before giving them a loud and rather harsh slap. Lighter yelped, lifting himself up just a bit, just to give you a glare. “D-don’t do that.” He stuttered, sunglasses lowered as you could see those eye bags and needy glare. You chuckled, nodding, and rubbing his red marked ass to soothe it out.

He gave you a sigh, before going back to the position he withheld. You licked your lips before slowly starting to thrust, holding Lighter’s hips in place. He felt your cock slip in and out of him, rubbing up against his prostate. He loved your length and girth, it was perfect for him. Your cock snuggled deep inside him was perfect.

Your pace seemed to match that of the music coming from indoors. Lighter could feel the vibrations from leaning against the wall. His breath hitched as you quickened your pace. You’d let out small groans, hearing how your boyfriend would let out small moans and grunts.

From breathless grunts to panty moans, the sudden change in pace had him crazed. The poses had changed in a small amount of time, possibly a few minutes. You were closer to the wall, making Lighter finally be upright and being pressed up against the wall. You fucked upwards into him, lips in contact to his skin as they sucked the back of his neck hungrily. Lighter couldn’t hold back his moans anymore, he let out any sound possible, shaky or high pitched, even low ones.

His thighs trembled as your cock pounded that sweet hole, ass jiggling and recoiling so toxically that you couldn’t help but seep the venom. Taking a couple of glances before focusing back on his neck, in fear of coming too soon from the scene itself.

Lighter moaned onto the wall, hands, chest, and cock pressed up against the wall, drool escaping his mouth. He sounded like porn actress, thank the universe he’s yours and yours only. You’re the one to fill his little ass full of your cum and kids.

“C-close.” He whimpered, glasses nearly falling off before catching them and readjusting them on his face. “Already?” You teased, before kissing his neck again, then leaning onto his ear. “So am I baby… so am I.” You whispered, licking his ear. He shivered at that, body trembling. You stopped for a moment, Lighter whimpering as he regained his breath, before feeling your hands grab both his wrists, placing them on that beautiful arch of his.

“Stay still baby.” You ordered, before pulling all the way back, leaving just the tip inside before slamming inside him, causing Lighter to choke, in advance to fucking upwards into him fast and hard. Lighter couldn’t resist moaning into the air, huffing and panting like a human in heat. “F-fuck..” he cursed, squeezing his eyes as he couldn’t contain himself, his thighs pressed against each other, before letting out a long n low moan, gritting his teeth afterwards as ropes of cum stained the wall and floor.

He panted in exhaustion, trying to regain his breath, but couldn’t by the way you continued to pound his ass. His breath being snatched away by the brute force of your cock fucking upwards into him.

You latched onto his neck, canines biting down hard that he bled a little, fucking him further for a minute before finally lunging deep inside him, causing him to whimper, feeling your cum paint his innards. He huffed quietly, his hair stuck to his sweaty neck and forehead. He felt your hips grind and cock twitch, waiting for you to finish coming inside him. He felt slightly full, was this all you’ve had pent up for so long?

Lighter couldn’t help but glance down, eyes widening as his cheeks flustered. He saw his mess, but behind him he could hear and see the dripping of your cum inside him. Just how much did you stuff him with? He sighed softly, feeling slightly full. He doesn’t think he’ll be able to fight in this state tomorrow or after that.

You were about to pull out before you felt his hands grip yours tightly. “S-stay.” He stuttered, gulping his nerves and regaining himself. “Stay inside me… I like it like this…” He mumbled, shuffling awkwardly. You hummed as you smirked, pressing him up against the wall further. He let out a grunt, feeling your cock somehow miraculously snuggle itself deeper inside, pushing your cum further in. Lighter would’ve squealed if he could.

You grabbed a jacket nearby, placing it around the hips of you both, covering where you both connected. “You came a lot..” He remarked, glancing at you from behind. “Yea well… I just wanted you to feel me for a while.” You whispered, continuing to kiss that addicting neck. “Might as well just paint my neck purple.” He scoffed, rolling his eyes before letting out a grunt from the the sudden thrust of yours. He growled lowly, before sighing.

“Grind up against me… I like that…” He admitted, moaning softly as you obliged, grinding your hips inside him, cock rubbing subtly against anything.

You both stayed like this, close and connected, scared of being noticed but assured you won’t be taken account from the areas hidden under the jacket.

[solstice-stuff]

Flustered Biker Boy

Lighter | M. Reader

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Based on one of his Trust Events, where he got flustered/shy from being called handsome. So I took it and multiplied it by three.

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"The Red Scarf," "the Undefeated Champion," "the Champion of the Sons of Calydon."

So many titles just for one man. He must be a legend if people speak of him in such a way. Someone that could be considered as a myth. So surreal that there's no way someone like him truly exists. It's impossible to think one person has the ability fight at least 50 men. Alone. All at once. And emerge victorious.

Yet it's all true. That man does exist and that man...

Is currently trying to hide his face with his scarf.

[Name] laughs at Lighter's reaction. He had just called him handsome and he's already so flustered? Is this the same Champion they talk about in the Outer Ring? But hey, he's not complaining. It's cute~

"Is something wrong? Your face is red." To see Lighter's face slowly rivaling the red of his scarf is a sight to behold. A sight.. only for him to see. Oh what privilege.

Lighter didn't respond. Instead he just cleared his throat. "Anyways.." He tries to act all cool and suave. As if being called handsome earlier didn't affect him in such a way which only earned him another laugh from [Name].

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Hanging out with Lighter had always been a joy. Despite his appearance and the whispers about him. He's quite the character. A man of power who sometimes has a childish streak. Someone who can play along and have fun but act all serious when the situation demands it. Who wouldn't love someone like that? Someone from the Outer Ring?

"Oh, they have a couple discount on the milk tea." [Name] thought out loud the moment he read the sign in front of the store. With a cheeky grin he glances over at Lighter and instantly links his arms around the other, making a B-line to the store.

Lighter was about to ask what's wrong only to be cut off by [Name]'s next words. "Excuse me, we like to take the couple discount, please."

Heat instantly makes its way onto Lighter's face. He originally thought that they were in some kind of danger. That someone was stalking them and planning to strike, which is why [Name] linked their arms like that. Trying to lead both of them to safety or something, but no. He was wrong. There wasn't some bad guy for him to fight. No, this is a different fight. A battle against..

..Economy.

Oh the things they do for a discount.

Meanwhile [Name] is extremely happy with himself. They've gotten milk tea for half the price and saw Lighter trying to hide his flustered face by drinking his milk tea.

What a great day to be alive.

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In this quality time of theirs. The two decided to go to the Outer Ring. So far [Name] had always suggested something in New Eridu, making excuses that Lighter should learn a few things about the city. But this time it was his turn to learn about the Outer Ring with Lighter as his guide.

But of course, time flies by fast when you're having fun.

Getting off of the bike [Name] stretched out his limbs with a groan. He had nearly forgotten how long the ride was from the Outer Ring to New Eridu. However it was more than worth it.

"You know, I had fun today." He began slowly before planting a small kiss on Lighter's cheek and pulls away with a cheeky grin. "See you later, biker boy." And with that he went straight towards the front door. Leaving an obviously red Lighter alone on his bike.

The red scarf had always suited him. Making him quite the eye candy. But a red face would definitely make him ten times more handsome.