This blog is just a daily account for me to direct my thoughts. I struggle with an addiction to adrenaline inducing activities, and this blog is also an outlet for those instincts
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Idk what my deal is but when im stressed out or frustrated, i want to look at things thst physiologically change my mood. Brain chemistry is a crazy thing...

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Stunning Juniper on display at the Omiya Bonsai Museum, photo by Michael Bonsai
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Badasscass #badasscassfit #Badasscass #topless #censored #fineaf

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Feeling angry
Here's a trigger. If I work a long day and my wife stays home all day, why in the serious fuck am I the one that has to clean the toys, do the dishes, put away the food, put the kids to bed, feed the dog, give the dog water, and still be the one who is wrong.
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Hung over.....
Feeling groggy today, thanks new years eve alcohol consumption lol!
Makes me think of a trigger. If I dont like how I feel, or if I'm slow, groggy, sad, irritated, I want to look at tits and blowjobs. No bueno!!! Definitely need to find a healthy alternative.
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Porn addiction
I just gave someone great advice on dealing with porn addiction and here I am going through my worst slump in years.
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I've decided to use this blog as an anonymous vent, a way to get stuff off my chest, seek help when I need it and to get feedback from people on my problems.
I'm a veteran. I dont claim PTSD. I became addicted to porn at a young age. I became addicted to adrenaline while deployed. I picked up some horrible habits, worst of all is my inability to deal with stress. That being said, I used to smoke weed in high school but quit to join the military. Now, instead of getting high from drugs, I get high from exhibitionism. Wtf is wrong with me
#addiction #struggle #exhibitionism
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