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Yes jaded….

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Hi sorry I was gone for a while… but now I’m back

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LOVE U SEE U

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i already got cool story bro #2 ready. just don’t wanna spam my page. also made a cool thoughts bro #2 but not really finished. i got a lot of stories to get through and they are all personal and from my point of view. i love Tumblr, i have a Twitter but a Tumblr let’s me just go on and on and on and on

love the lad from prettysweet

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cool story bro

let me tell you the story of me falling in love with my best friend. it starts off with us actually being exes and a year later we kinda make up and are okay with each other. we gradually start calling each other every night and i didn't realise it but i started to fall for her again. lets call her LUCY. there was this one time (this was when i didn't know i liked her) where i got her a goodie bag filled with chips and chocolates and her favourite drink because she was on her period. i mean it was sweet but when i did it, idk why but i thought it was just because we were friends but she kept calling me a simp and stuff. cool whatever. then we went out with 2 other friends and that's when i kinda realised that i liked her. i can remember it so clearly i was talking to the other guy who went, and i was saying how that was my favourite ever hangout. i remember feeling that there was just something about that hangout. maybe because it was the first time i drank. or maybe because it was the first time i tried shisha. or maybe it was just because of her. later on we went on our first hangout where it was just the two of us. it kinda started then. we got our nails done. she got this beautiful blueish green colour with some gems on it and i got the cactus plant flea market logo on both my thumbs and then the Vlone logo on my left ring finger and the devil on my right ring finger. we went to eat sushi before that and just hung out. she had to leave early but it was funny cause both our siblings were there and they all suspected we were on a date or we were dating but both of us played it off. this is when it kinda got weird. we started school and it was cute, we would make tiktoks together and everyone would ship us. and that's kinda when i knew i liked her. i remember waiting outside my classroom every morning just because i knew she would walk past me, each time hoping she would strike up a conversation. a while later she told me that one of those times she got butterflies when she saw me outside. it was kinda obvious we had a thing for each other, it reached a point when she was even like i'll just tell everyone we're dating since everyone thinks so and we can just pretend.

a moment which really made me fall was when i went to a seniors house to do a bit of acting for her film and i asked if i could invite Lucy and my other friend (us three later become a trio which is still active to this day) three of us are lying down on this bed and lucy and i are really close. we later move rooms and go to the seniors bedroom. all four of us are sitting on bean bags and lucy is sitting in front of me. this is when she wanted to play around so she tells the senior that we are dating. i go along with it and it's fun. we laugh about it and everything. lucy and i are sharing a blanket the whole time and we are playing with each other. like we are kicking each other, rubbing our legs together and so on. later when the senior gives a tour of her house theres a second house which she also owns (shes rich as fuck) and when we go in lucy pushes me on the bed and looks down on me and that's the exact moment where i fell the hardest i could. later we go to our friends house and lucy decides to continue this fake dating scenario. so my friend are trying to stop us cause lucy and i are basically cuddling and everything on her bed and our friend is getting inbetween us so we keep getting closer and stuff. it was cute we were basically a couple but not.

another hangout with just the three of us (lucy, our friend and i) involved all three of us sitting down on a bed watching a film and our friend purposely sat in the middle just to be a cock block and it was annoying yes but lucy later said that nothing would've happened anyways. but i was upset about that but then later lucy and i were just by ourselves and idk what i said but i said something which made lucy suspicious so she dragged me to another room and pushed me against this wardrobe thing and asked me if i actually liked her. i said no of course. i didn't want to lose face and she said 'thank god'. ( just thinking about that moment makes me want to die loooool ) but then i asked if she likes me and she said no. so cool okay. (later on i told her that i really wanted to kiss her then and she said that i should've. she would've kissed me back) cool moving on.

her ex comes back to school. this is where it kinda falls apart.

before her ex came, it was always lucy and i. but once he came back it was lucy and him. it reached to a point where i had to text him for her, asking about his hair or asking what time he's doing this and that. she liked him again and that kinda fucked us up. if there ever was an us. but it got to the point where i always did everything for her and nothing was reciprocated. we had a new years party and i was taking care of her since she was drunk. she non stopped talked about him and that was the moment where i was like 'yeah i gotta stop'. i had a thing with my ex after which pissed her off (but that's another story).

ever since then there were moments where i felt like a like her, like when she went to my house for a bit and we just hung out and talked or another time when i went to her house. in my opinion, recently it feels like we have a thing again but she then would talk about that same ex cause they also have something going on at the same time. like each time i see her and there are pillows we pillow fight, but she'll highlight how we fight for blood, when i'm fighting for love. (corny fuck). overall, i think i just have a soft spot for her and i always will. she's the type of girl who doesn't realise she's the prettiest one in the room. she's the type of girl who you would want to be your forever. but she's not that type of girl for me. and that's ok.

when i talk about later we talked about if i should've done that or how she felt in that moment, it was just because we both talked about how we liked each other at the same time and how it was cringy and whatever. we are still friends till this day and i wouldn't want it to be any different.

love you lucy, for real

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i don’t even think about you

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cool thoughts bro

one of my current interests right now is to be in a band or to create one. i don't even know when/how to start. let me explain why. recently, i've been listening to a lot of local indie bands and i realised how good local music is and it kinda sparked an inspiration inside of me. it's some type of drive in me which believes i can do it. i don't know, listening to those types of music (listening to one now and the lyrics just repeat "why are you scared? there's no need to be scared") and hearing that people my age are in bands or just started bands kinda make me feel like why not me. i can play guitar, drums, bass and piano. i do want to learn wind instruments and i can't sing to save my life but that's besides the point. always thought of making a one man band cause i kinda hate being at the back and i do want to show that i can do it all (most probs a sharing issue). but i was thinking about it for live shows. i've made songs. i've made a song called 'today,, tonight,, tomorrow' and all my friends loved it. released it on soundcloud hoping it would draw attention and didn't get any. i don't know what i'm waiting for. maybe it's my friend in china who has the exact same music taste as me. or maybe i'm waiting for some random person to ask me to join their band. maybe i should just make my own songs and see where that leads me.

my perfect band would be a lead woman singer who plays guitar or bass (i would really like it if she played bass), followed by a lead man guitarist who would do crazy solos, i would be the rhythm guitarist. that would be the first front three. at the back there'll be a cool woman drummer and lastly a guy who plays piano and the trumpet. i like when wind instruments are added to live performances so if i learnt how to play one by then i would join in. i would want our group to be completely equal, split 5 ways. i was thinking about a few cool names. fairview greens, dudes in dresses (doesn't really work), le façon (the way in french) and a lot more. idk i really want one of those indie names like wet leg, back seat restraint or car seat headrest. the friend i have in china and i were thinking of becoming a duo like her's. we had a cool ass name. we were called 'CHARR'D MAPLES'. tell me thats not indie enough and i'll slap you. i love that name but i don't reckon we'll become a duo cause although his music taste is like mine i don't think we'll see eye to eye a lot.

a reason why i don't think i could be in a band as well is cause i've realised i'm very rigid. i like to do things my way especially when it comes to music. i tried making music with my friends and i just don't like it. maybe it's cause i'm stubborn or maybe it's cause i'm just not cut out for it. who knows

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the first post

I got this because of Frank Ocean (hence the pretty sweet). His tumblr was amazing and I could just read it all day. All parts of his blog was interesting. The Q&A asking if he got jaded when he was just started. The BTS of Nikes. I sound like a dickrider LOL