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“i don’t want him to feel abandoned”

*abandons me*

what did he mean by this 🤔

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it’s almost concerning how horny i get when i see a xenomorph

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an unstoppable force (sub who is whining and writhing and shaking and crying because they can hardly handle any more) vs an immovable object (dom gently cooing i know i know i know in their ear while they refuse to let up)

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Pussy from a guy who whimpers and hides his face when you compliment him

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the new Eidola album feels like it's Virgil and I'm Dante and it's guiding me through every layer of hell, but in a good way

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the new Eidola album feels like it's Virgil and I'm Dante and it's guiding me through every layer of hell, but in a good way

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i’m feeling very sewer slidle rn but i feel like i shouldn’t bother anyone with it so it’s probably not that serious but it is that serious but it’s not but it is

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i’m thinking about going back to a psychiatrist and talking about trying new meds…. i’ve been on mine for a long time and i feel like my mental illness has evolved over time and it doesn’t address all the issues…. maybe i could keep these and get another???? idk… there’s gotta be more help

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i can’t wait til i can kill myself tbh

i don’t even feel sad or dread about it i’m genuinely excited

my therapist would not be happy with me lol

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i’m not gonna but golly i wish i could kill myself. at least let me die for a couple weeks or go back so i don’t exist. im tired. i don’t want to do it anymore

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oh dear it seems i want to krill myself for no reason again

im not gonna but pls brain shhhhhh we just got home

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heh nice

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i have once again decided many of the people close to me hate me hehe

it sucks going from someone barely responding to you- to talking to them all day every day- to once again them not even opening your messages

you know it triggers my rsd and i know you don’t fucking care

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I NEED TO KILL MY SELFFFFF i’m fine im fine it is a beautiful day to be alive on this beautiful earth it’s fine I NEED TO KILL MY SELF I NEED TO KILL MY SELF I i’m so fine being alive is so lovely AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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i wish you would stop pretending you still want to be around us and just fucking leave already

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i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you