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𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕥, 𝕛𝕦𝕞𝕡 𝕚𝕟 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕒 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕔 𝕔𝕦𝕟𝕥

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next time you feel suicidal, I hope you act on it

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kinda wanna cut myself now bc I'm a fuckup :) where's that blunt knife I used to use

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You don’t need sex you need someone who you can share these looks with

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are you petrified by the thought of your writing partner(s) falling out of love w your ship or are you normal

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You’re tired. Burnt out. Exhausted.

This lowers your capacity for emotional regulation.

You’ll cry more easily. Get dragged into low moods more easily. Simple little things where you’re like ‘dang, that shouldn’t hit so hard,’ will wallop you.

This will trick you into thinking you’re weak and can’t handle life. A loser.

Not so my friend.

It’s a signal that you need a nap, need to allow for more sleep at night, need to prioritize and scale back on what you can accomplish in a day, need to take a mental health day or even a leave.

Somethings got to give.

But!

It’s not your self worth.

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overall being back-burnered twice in one week is a Fantastic(tm) feeling...

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why am I less

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words say one thing but actions say another

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though the prospect grows less desirable the longer this goes on

A wilted flower is not a dead one. I'll live. I always do.

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A wilted flower is not a dead one. I'll live. I always do.

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wilted flower...

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amazing how getting rid of just one stressor can help... feel like I'm actually breathing normally again instead of just persistently shallow...

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probably going to have a fucking breakdown in today's session lmao

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time to sit in the shower and dissociate for an hour :-)