sometimes-i-have-a-thought

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I want tod slam my head into a fuckjgn wall bahahaje jehehehe <33333233333333 I hate being afuclinglive. Whehehehehe. Hejdhhehehem hhahehahaha heart heart heart love love love oms kms kisses kisses kisses kms not kisses you stupid peice of shit kms. Kms. Kms.

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

IM SO FUCKING ANGRY K HAVE TO KUST FICKING LAY HERE TO FUCKING VOOL DOWN ONSTEAD OF FUCKING DOONG SHIT IM GOINV TO KILL MY@=(% I SWWAR YO GOD

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

I feel dead

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I love having shit to do all the time it's so fun and not at all draining. God I wish I could tell my best friend to shut up.

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I can't fucking talk to anyone

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I wanted chips and queso :/

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Mental illness lol meds lol life hurts everyone I love lol yay yay yay

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What's the fucking point what's the fucking point what's the fucking point there is no fucking point especially in getting ahdd fucking testing done can I fucking die yet I HATE EVERUTHING O HATE THIS SHOT I WANT TO FICLING SMASH MY HEAD INTO A WALL

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

I want to kill myself lol

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

Something in me is dysregulated. I don't know what's wrong but something is

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

Wish I could cut myself up.

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I want to drink until I'm sick. I want to wake up passed out in my kitchen again. I don't care

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

I want to drink myself out if my head

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I feel numb. And anxious.

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

I want to drink.

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

It would be mercy on the world if I never took another breath

[sometimes-i-have-a-thought]

I don't want to exist