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don't know how popular this opinion is, because i've seen a great amount of fics where theo had good relationship with his family before the dread doctors or at least he had a good relationship with tara. but hear me out on this one. what if he hadn't.

what if they were just two children who had fought all of the time about even smallest things and always causing their parents headache. they hadn't really get along. but that doesn't mean that they didn't love each other, because sometimes that's what siblings do. and very often it's getting better with time, getting better with growing up. but theo and tara never had that time.

and just imagine that they had fight the day tara died (not something extraordinary, just the usual stupid fight). but when tara fell, one part of theo still was angry at her and didn't want to help her because again he was just a child who had no idea that she's going to die. and than than dread doctors did what they did.

and just imagine theo had her heart and every minute of his existence he's going remember that the last thing they were doing together were fighting. he's going to hate every single part of him who for that fucking second wanted to hurt tara. because when he realised that she's gone, he would give anything to get her back.

imagine that all the dread doctors had to do was subtly suggest that his parents were disappointed in him and hated him for what he did, and theo wouldn't even consider returning home. imagine the dread doctors manipulating him in all that fear of becoming another disappointment, another failure, to them that time. imagine theo doing all that terrible things believing he doesn't worth any better.

imagine theo having his sister's heart and every fucking moment thinking that she wouldn't want him to have it. it's not just hell who twisted his mind, it's what was growing there for years. that image of tara taking away hi her heart was hunting him years before hell. but with time he learnt how to shut that up, how to focus only on survival, only on doing what the dread doctors wanted him to do.

imagine theo getting out of hell and trying to redeem, trying to remember what it was like before all of this, trying to remember how to feel again. imagine him thinking he didn't deserve forgiveness because he killed his sister and what kind of monster do that shit for the stupid fight the reason of which he can't even remember. imagine theo standing in the place where tara died after all those years, again and again trying to avoid the memories from hell, trying to understand what would she think about his life now and realising he doesn't have even a slightest clue. because he lived without her more than with her. because he blocked every memory they had together for too long being too scared to face it. because when she was alive he spent time fighting with her instead of trying to know her. and there's nothing he can do about it now. and nothing can ever change it. because she's dead. and it's his fault.

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don't know how popular this opinion is, because i've seen a great amount of fics where theo had good relationship with his family before the dread doctors or at least he had a good relationship with tara. but hear me out on this one. what if he hadn't.

what if they were just two children who had fought all of the time about even smallest things and always causing their parents headache. they hadn't really get along. but that doesn't mean that they didn't love each other, because sometimes that's what siblings do. and very often it's getting better with time, getting better with growing up. but theo and tara never had that time.

and just imagine that they had fight the day tara died (not something extraordinary, just the usual stupid fight). but when tara fell, one part of theo still was angry at her and didn't want to help her because again he was just a child who had no idea that she's going to die. and than than dread doctors did what they did.

and just imagine theo had her heart and every minute of his existence he's going remember that the last thing they were doing together were fighting. he's going to hate every single part of him who for that fucking second wanted to hurt tara. because when he realised that she's gone, he would give anything to get her back.

imagine that all the dread doctors had to do was subtly suggest that his parents were disappointed in him and hated him for what he did, and theo wouldn't even consider returning home. imagine the dread doctors manipulating him in all that fear of becoming another disappointment, another failure, to them that time. imagine theo doing all that terrible things believing he doesn't worth any better.

imagine theo having his sister's heart and every fucking moment thinking that she wouldn't want him to have it. it's not just hell who twisted his mind, it's what was growing there for years. that image of tara taking away hi her heart was hunting him years before hell. but with time he learnt how to shut that up, how to focus only on survival, only on doing what the dread doctors wanted him to do.

imagine theo getting out of hell and trying to redeem, trying to remember what it was like before all of this, trying to remember how to feel again. imagine him thinking he didn't deserve forgiveness because he killed his sister and what kind of monster do that shit for the stupid fight the reason of which he can't even remember. imagine theo standing in the place where tara died after all those years, again and again trying to avoid the memories from hell, trying to understand what would she think about his life now and realising he doesn't have even a slightest clue. because he lived without her more than with her. because he blocked every memory they had together for too long being too scared to face it. because when she was alive he spent time fighting with her instead of trying to know her. and there's nothing he can do about it now. and nothing can ever change it. because she's dead. and it's his fault.

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nikolai lantsov is this type of man who has literally million playlists for every possible situation (and, as we all remember, there's not such word as "impossible" in his lexicon) and another million playlist that blended with his friends. and zoya is this type of woman who just plays her liked songs. and she definitely stole his spotify account even before they started dating. and nikolai's never mind because "i told you, zoya, i have the best taste"

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DAISY JONES & THE SIX (2023) S01E05 - Fire

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thanks for the tag!

somehow it's always summertime sadness

anyone who wants to join feel free to join!

pinterest tag game

search; song, colour, vibe, outfit, art, quote to make your own pinterest mood board! just pick the first pics that pop up and post them in that order !

ty for the tag @pizzaapeteer 🖤🖤

npt: @obsessedwithceleste @riddlesrizzler @dearmisshoney @godricgryffinsnore

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daisy jones 💋

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bruhh i see u post abt djats... we should be friends :DD

hey, yeah... feel like i late for the party for like two years now. but i've watched it a week ago and reading the book rn. so i would definitely like someone to talk about it

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okay i actually love the conflict between billy and eddie and the way it's written.

billy is always like "yeah i remember saying something to eddie. probably something isn't nice. i shouldn't have said it i think"

and eddie is like "yeah it was june 17th 1974 at 11:49 pm he said to me and i quote i have it written right here he said "fuck you"

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i give you Liam “Passenger Princess” Dunbar; the man absolutely HATES driving and didn’t tell Theo he got his license until 6 months afterwards because he didn’t want to be forced to drive them somewhere and Theo “Chauffeur” Raeken who absolutely HATES when he isn’t in the drivers seat and knew when Liam got his license but didn’t bring it up because he didn’t want Liam to drive them somewhere

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This is how I think Daisy Jones instagram would look like. It was so funny to make.

Any comments or reblogs are accepted <3

(I made the montage so don't steal please)

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daisy jones and the six is crasy because what do you mean that tv show made me obsessed with the band that didn't even existed. how am i supposed to even explain this to anyone sane

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Drawing Richard Papen pouting and consistently pissed off the way god intended

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Henry winter being the dark academia version of Regina George would never be not funny to me

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one day people will stop calling every first person pov an unreliable narrator and i'll be free. but not today

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“zoya will live a very long life,” the darkling said. “despite the demon, you may not do the same.”

“then i will love her from my grave.”

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it's okay! i'm glad to talk talk about this one more time! yeah i mean it's almost the same meaning as in the original. and i actually live with that explanation. it's just funny to me because i don't see any particular reason to translate it this way and change that emphasis from robin's name to his mother's. you know since the book is also about translation and how it can't be accurate.

i was reading babel in translation. and the funniest thing ever is realising they've changed the meaning of the last sentence of the book with their translation.

(SPOILER ALARM if you didn't finished yet)

the line in the original goes

She smiles. She says his name.

but for me it was something like

She smiles. Robin says her name.

it's not much, but it changes the emphasis from his name to his mother's name. she's not the one who accepts him. he's the one who desires it. in the original, he finally earns the right to be called by his birth name, but in our translators' version.... well, i guess he's still robin.

and the funny thing is i can't find any rational reason for that translation.