Can you please write anout the first time you decided to start using dildos? You mentioned that your fantasies have changed since you began. Could you elaborate on that?
Way back when, I got curious about anal and tried to experiment with whatever I could put in my butt. After all, what could be more femme than taking a dick? My improvised solutions were not ideal, oftentimes messy, and only sometimes pleasurable. One day I decided to finally buy a dildo from Amazon to see what it might be like. The very first one I bought is still my favorite to this day. It’s a 7″ pink ribbed dildo with a suction cup base. It’s super firm as far as dildos go, I’ve yet to find another as firm as that one. One of the benefits is that it makes it really easy to hit my p-spot directly and repetitively. I swear the pleasure that thing gives me makes traditional masturbation seem like a punishment. I’ve had other dildos since then but none really seem to do it for me as much. The firmness does leave me a little bit more sore than other dildos after…erm…vigorous playtime. On a related note, the stainless steel jeweled buttplugs are AMAZING. The largest plug feels so good. I was laying on my stomach yesterday while playing on my phone, squeezing and releasing on the plug. It felt so good that I came hands free. Took me completely by surprise. First time that’s ever happened, haven’t even managed that with a dildo. It felt great, minus the carpet cleanup after xD
Regarding the fantasies: When I first experimented with dressing it was more about how it made me feel, being fascinated with the female version of me. My fantasies at the time were still very hetero, reflected both in my taste in porn and IRL. As time went on, my fantasies became more and more transfixed on being fucked like a woman…just being completely wrecked like a horny slut. Sorry if this comes across as crude, but they are very animalistic desires! This led to increased consumption of t-girl/cd/tv/sissy porn and increased arousal by the male figure (aka gorgeous cocks). There was a time when the sight of another penis was a complete turnoff to me. Oh how times have changed. Eventually, chatting with men online was another step. I get so incredibly turned on by the thought of men being turned on by me! The first time I got a cum tribute was a revelation, I was hooked. So now I’m living in this weird gray zone of a sexual world. I don’t bother trying to assign definitions to anything that I do, just enjoying what I enjoy :]
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