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how i reached the void and shifted under 24 hours.

this is not a pretty post that also functions as a how to . as a matter of fact , shifting doesn’t come with a manual , it comes with girl bloggers like @emmanation and support systems like @velvetbeeez & more .

much awaited post , i agree . why did it take me so long to post this ? if i'm being honest with you , it's because i literally haven't had the willpower recently to post . sorry about that , but also not sorry because i'm realizing i'm not obliged to post . i'm just a girl who needs to permashift before school starts or else she might actually lose her marbles ! anyways , that's why this post isn't how my usual posts look like . but hopefully it will still have the same amount of spark and whimsy that all my other posts capture .

so with this post , came many questions . first of all , i'd love to address the following : thank you so much for all the kind words under the post ! i absolutely adore you guys , thank youuu . and secondly , the storytime is here . this post has my storytime of how i shifted for two minutes or more + the method i used + every detail + and my journey with shifting .

the middle of 2021 - prime shifttok .

quarantine took a toll on many , but me ? i was grinding out in royale high during my online school classes . to be honest , i was enrolled at a school i knew i wasn't going to stay in forever , soooo i just played roblox all day with my online friend group at the time . i miss those idiots , but the world keeps revolving . anywho , i have a new online friend group and they are my BEASTS , i love them with my whole heart . one of them actually knows that i shift ! enough about them , more about my past and how it led to me here .

i don't remember how i found shifting , but i know why i found it . i found shifting because i deserved to shift . shifting finds a person because they deserve it . not my rules , sorry ! anyways , in the prime of shifttok as we remember it , i did everything . my devastatingly thirsty ass started drinking more water because i was made believe i would shift because of it . i did everything shifttok told me , but the weird thing ? i didn't even have tiktok . i don't remember where i received my information , it might've been the combination of amino , pinterest , and wattpad perhaps ?

i used my docs for my script . i used to shift to tme ( the maze runner ) . i used to shift for newt . now when i look back at this , i'm amazed & startled . i wouldn't be doing all this now because , well , i've changed . i have different types of drs , well multiple too . back then , i believed i couldn't shift to more than one dr , isn't that insane ? and obviously , my s/o has changed . ANYWAYS , we're steering off of the main topic here . why is this part of my life important to my shifting journey ? here are your options to choose from :

a) because this is how i found out about shifting

b) because i shifted for the first time then

if you picked option b , you're wrong . well , partially . it's actually the secret third option !

c) all of the above

fun right ? anyways , yes . i shifted back in 2021 to my maze runner dr , how did i do that ? let me introduce you to my friendly friend , venus's-2021-method-because-she-came-up-with-it-on-her-own-and-if-it-reminds-you-of-someone-else-then-i-dunno-what-to-tell-you-cuz-i-didn't-have-social-media-then .

the method in question .

STEP ONE . lay down , starfish position . i'm not kidding , i starfish'd my way into my reality , no judgement okay ? ntm on my lovely position that i swear by because i love when my limbs aren't touching .

STEP TWO . count . i don't remember what i counted till but i counted and visualized that i was climbing a staircase . this is pulled from the staircase method , obviously . every number = one affirmation .

STEP THREE . when it feels right , at the top of the staircase , visualize that there are two beds . one with your ' current reality ' or whatever you call it body , and the other with your ' desired reality ' body .

STEP FOUR . pick where you want to go . you wanna shift ? then go back into your body that's in the dr . visualize your subconciousness melting into the body and claiming it .

STEP FIVE . now either open your eyes or fall asleep , whatever feels right . you know what to do .

this was the mess of a method that made me shift that night . well , it didn't ' make ' me shift , only i can decide when i want to shift . not a method , not some etsy witch , not the water bottle thats waiting to be used . i don't remember half the details about this method , i mean a twelve year old made this .

anyways , i shifted with this method in 2021 . i knew because i felt as if i was in the box ( maze runner fans , you know ) . i never opened my eyes , but i knew i was there , i was present .

present time - new method new experiences .

i made up a new method last year . yep , i did it ! once again , after so many years . this method , i named the ' light switch method ' . yep , a more shorter and better label . but let's go over the context , shall we ? i'm not shifting for the same things anymore , i've met shifter friends , and life is horrible because i'm about to start junior year in high school . but one thing i do have , is shifting . shifting is never going to leave you behind .

basically , this method is easy and i don't know the whole shabang . but , you can still have it .

STEP ONE . visualize you're not in your body anymore . go to the nearest light switch , make sure you can see your body .

STEP TWO . if the light switch is on , that means you're in your dr . if the light switch is off , that means you're in your cr . or vice versa , you choose .

STEP THREE . play around with the light switch until you feel ready . shift .

notice how concise this one is ? because i dunno what it was about , but i feel like it made sense .

now .

finally , the part you've been waiting for . how . did . i . shift ? first of all , let me just give you the method . no , it wasn't the first one i mentioned or the last one . it was the distraction method that my dear friend saadgi recommended to me after she heard me rant about my shifting frustrations . ( i love u sweetheart ! )

i was in the shower when this happened . just sitting there , under the water . it's peaceful . i did the method , i felt myself enter the void . this was saturday , i think ? i manifested a couple of things , both came true .

i did the same on sunday , i did the exact method and entered the void state . i manifested and shifted to my waiting room . when i felt as if the time was right , i opened my eyes to the shower in my waiting room . out of being overwhelmed , i shifted to this reality again .

it's that easy . i get shifting is frustrating , it will be for so long . even when you have already shifted . but don't give up . anyways !

so yeah , i shifted . and no , i didn't see matt . do i wish i did ? yes . of course . i miss him even though i have him . so what am i gonna do about that ? i'm gonna shift .

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shifting cheat sheet how to use your " disadvantages " to shift . .　

　i always fall asleep when i do methods ❜

okay??? then congrats. start affirming sleep is how i shift, or every night i fall asleep in my cr and open my eyes in my dr. your body is doing it for you.

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　i get distracted easily / forget to affirm ❜

then script JUST that. literally. even when i forget, it still works. or. my subconscious does it all for me. or. i don't need to remember for it to be real.

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　i can't visualise well ❜

that doesn't matter at all. assume that not visualising is proof it's already loading. boom. that's your method now.

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　i overthink constantly ❜

perfect!! flood your brain with assumptions instead. overthink in YOUR direction. go ok, but what if i already shifted and just don't know it? what if i'm already there and every time i check it i reinforce it more? control your narrative.

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　i'm lazy and i don't think i can stick to routines ❜

you know what???? incredible. assume you're the kind of person who shifts without routines. like. i don't need structure, i shift when i breathe, i shift automatically, i shift because i exist.

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　i can't stay still, i always move ❜

ooooookkkkk so?? movement is energy. energy is intention. intention is enough. you're literally powering it, assume stuff like . . . when i move, i shift. every step, every twitch, is me being there. shifting is kinetic for me. next.

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　i keep switching methods, never finish them ❜

have you thought that that's just your style??? maybe you're just. method fluid. bravo. you collect techniques and every single one brings you there. every method works for me because i am the constant. your desire is the method alone.

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　my mental health is a mess ❜

no need to be stable. you can just shift through the crash out. maybe the crash out is the catalyst, no? i shift even when i'm sad, even when i cry, my subconscious knows the way.

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　i never script fully / my script is messy ❜

scripts don't have to be perfect. my script doesn't matter, the universe fills in the gaps just the way i need for it to.

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　i keep reality checking by accident ❜

great!!! you just reminded your brain which reality you . . DON'T want. every time you check, say, i reject this, i'm in my other one. redirect yourself, it's you saying not this one, next, please.

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　i feel like i'm faking it ❜

good. faking it = you're building the assumption. every fake convo, every fake kiss, every fake memory is your hardwiring the assumption. actors do it, kids do it, you're doing it. every time i fake it, it just becomes real.

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　what if i'm neurodivergent? ❜

what if you are. cool. nd brains process differently, so assume your difference is your mechanism. i shift because my brain is wired uniquely, my perception already filters reality, shifting is just second nature to me, my brain already does it.

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　what if i have a hard family life? ❜

yeah, okay. then that drives you. use that contrast, shifting is literally emotional momentum. say: i deserve better, so i always shift to better.

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　what if i'm traumatised? ❜

then your brain already knows how to leave. dissociation, imagination, you already built whole worlds to survive. now you're doing it consciously. i shift because i've always escaped, now i just pick where to.

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　i don't believe in it 100% ❜

you don't have to. assumption is simply direction. you can be skeptical and still shift. i shift even when i doubt. doubt is just noise, and shifting is subconscious. and my subconscious doesn't wait for belief.

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　i'm inconsistent ❜

okay and?? the universe isn't, the law most definitely isn't. i don't have to be consistent when assumption is automatic. i shift because of who i am, not what i do.

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THE DISTRACTION TECHNIQUE

First of all, know that the void is very real!!! I entered it a few hours ago for the first time intentionally!😭

It’s just like falling asleep when you’re really tired, how you’re entering the void when really relaxed. It’s impossible to fail.

Step 1: Get into a comfortable position.

Step 2: Get into the alpha state using a guided meditation or without. I like to do it without by counting down from 12 to 1 whilst visualising the numbers as you count them in your head. Then count down from 13 to 1 without visualising. This will get you into the alpha state. (You don’t have to be fully in the alpha state but it helps, just be really relaxed).

Step 3: I know people tell you to affirm for the void at this point BUT YOU NEED TO BE DISTRACTED!!! Visualise a scene in your head and let it distract you. You can even play your favourite song in the background (in your head, don’t actually put music on). You can do those separately or simultaneously. This will get you really distracted and not focusing on the 3D anymore. Then you will end up in the void! BOOM! There you go. It’s literally guaranteed results, it’s too effective to not work. Anyways have fun living your dream life!! Bye!!!!

- XOXO gossip girl 💋

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when the worlds ragebait is lowk getting to me but i remember shifting is an option🥹✌️

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Peace is when you scroll past a "how to shift" post because you already know everything.

Peace is when you wake up and don't start crashing out because you already know you shifted.

Peace is when you stop checking the 3d.

Peace is when you don't let the doubts linger.

Peace is when you stop saying "I will shift" and instead say "I already shifted"

And peace is when you accept that shifting is inevitable. You're not waiting. You have it.

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Can we normalize not having crazy motivation in every single one of your shifts?

I’ve already finished my script. I’ve already watched all the content that there was to watch for my DR, right? Every edit of my Significant Other—yes, I’ve liked it. Fuck, I’ve even, like licked the screen looking at it! The actual canon series? I’ve read that shit at least twice.Unless it’s too hard to read because a character/my family member dies in it (cough cough Sirius) Any movie? Believe me, I watched that twice over, thrice over. I rewrote one of the books with my DR self in it.

And my script, I think it’s longer than the whole Harry Potter series at this point. I’ve scripted to hell and back. I’ve connected to my DR to hell and back.

There’s nothing else to do other than just fucking shift at this point. Like, sure, maybe I’ll edit my script after I shift. But in the meantime? There’s nothing I can do.

And I don’t just want to be obsessing and obsessing over the same shit. I don’t want to be rereading—why would I need to reread my script every night to feel connected to my DR before I shift? Why would I need to spend ten fucking minutes watching edits of my Significant Other to feel connected to shift?

Why do I need to watch anything related to my DR to feel motivated? Like, I’m already doing all the work. All the work is already done. I know where I want to go. That’s not going to change.

If I watch the edits or if I don’t watch the edits my destination isn’t fucking changing. If I reread my script or if I don’t read the script, I have it all in my head already. I’ve reread it enough times where I could probably quote it word for word.

So really. All there is to do is just lay my head down and shift.

So every time I take a nap, every time I have the opportunity—I attempt. Do I feel like the attempts are working? Not really. But one of these times it’s just going to fucking happen.

So I might as well keep clocking in and clocking out like it’s a 9 to 5. Rather than trying to switch it up. Because I’m not going to switch my DR. If I don’t feel motivated in this one, I’m not going to change to another DR. Because I don’t want to go anywhere else.

Even if I’m not feeling the crazy fireworks, the crazy sparks— I know where I want to go. My mind is set.

Because this isn’t like a this isn’t a fandom. This isn’t a hobby. To be scripting and, inserting myself into media I enjoy consuming. No. I have my own life here.

I have other options, two DRs other than the one I’m shifting to. I’m shifting to a Harry Potter DR. I could script the fuck out of the others too, I could watch all the media. I could do all this shit to.

But then I feel like that’s me using shifting to escape or as a pastime. And not as the real thing it is.

Because I know where I want to go. I did all this work. I did it for a fucking reason, I’m not going to deem my hours of work obsolete by switching my Dr. I’m shifting there. I don’t give a fuck. I have the long-ass script. I’ve spent the hours researching. I’ve done everything. I’m going to shift there.

I’m not going to switch my DRs just because I’m not feeling some sparks. I’m going to feel a whole fucking fireworks show. It���s going to be like the fucking Fourth of July up in my chest when I shift for real.

So like, why would I switch the my DR or method or do shit differently?

So yeah. I’m going to keep doing what I’m doing. One of these times, it ought to work.

Because you don’t gotta do anything special to shift. You don’t gotta affirm in the right tone. You don’t gotta tune into the right frequency. You don’t gotta do shit.

It’s just something your mind does. And eventually, my mind is going to fucking do it.

Because it’s going to click.

It’s like in soccer. If I pass the ball enough times, one of these times, it’s going to click how to pass. If I keep shooting, one of these times, at one point, it’s going to go in the goal.

So I’m going to keep going.

And I don’t need to have this crazy motivation. I know where I want to go. The fuck?

I have my mind set. It doesn’t have to be this big, crazy thing. It’s going to happen one of these times.

And when it happens? I’ll be there.

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shifting and coming back like

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“I know my circumstances are an illusion and I’m already a master shifter/ master manifestor/ in my DR, but what do I do until the illusion breaks?”

My love the illusion already shattered once you recognized it. You’re a limitless, infinite source folding itself into a tiny meat suit like “uhhh now what?”

What do you do??

You play. You wreak havoc. You poke the illusion until it squeals. You treat it like the lucid dream it is. You get unhinged with it.

Manifest you see a cow on the side of the road. Manifest your bully trips on the sidewalk. Manifest a pink Jeep cuts you off in traffic. Manifest a stranger compliments your hair when you felt ugly that morning. Manifest free fries, free coffee, free ice cream just because.

Manifest you’re randomly gifted $5. Manifest you find a random feather on the ground. Manifest your crush posts your favorite song on their story. Manifest your teacher cancels class last minute. Manifest a butterfly lands on your window.

Manifest your Spotify shuffle hits so good it’s suspicious. Manifest someone says the exact phrase you were thinking. Manifest a good day. Manifest your boss cancels a meeting you were dreading. Manifest you see a clown at the mall.

You get to treat it like a sandbox, because that’s what it is. This is an illusion. Poke holes in it. Bend it. Flip it inside out. Control it, mess with it, since it doesn’t matter anyway.

You already recognized it’s an illusion, so shape it, tear it, play with it. SIDE QUESTS WON’T STOP YOU FROM GETTING YOUR DESIRE BECAUSE YOU ALREADY HAVE IT.

If you’re aware it’s fake, you’re already free. So go do something chaotic about it.

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Me when people said shifting is easy: 🫤

Me when I heard my DR alarm after half ass affirming:

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”Shifting feels out of reach” what is like, 5??? years of “trying” compared to an infinity of paradise?

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remember, when you’re scripting your reality backstory, you’re not creating one, you’re just slowly remembering events that happened in your past.

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when i see a pic of my s/o and remember i'm getting that in another reality as i write this.

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nothing has to change for you to shift.

you can keep looking for answers or explanations as to why it hasn’t happened yet. you can research methods, blockages, figure out the last digit of pi because one time five years ago a 15 year old on tiktok said you should.

or you can accept the simple fact that you were never doing anything wrong to begin with, because there is no correct or incorrect way to shift.

you can shift while doubting it.

you can shift while on your stomach.

you can shift with your eyes open.

you can shift in an active warzone.

you can shift right now, as you read this sentence.

you can shift.

nothing can stop you from shifting unless you give it the power to, because you create the rules. you always have.

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me clip farming alone in my room so the reality where my life is a tv show has enough material for fan edits.

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˖˙ SECTIONS TO ADD INTO YOUR SCRIPT

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bucketlist of things you want to do/experience in your dr

what everyone thinks of you/thought of you when you first met

favourite memories you have experienced in your dr

favourite posessions (wardrobe, trinkets, etc)

map of your dr

new places - a shop exactly for your style, a restaurant with only your favourite foods, etc

daily life / routine - a day in your dr selfs life

quirky habits

legends / history of the place you live in

school - where you sit, which classes you take (timetable), scenarios, people that have a crush on you, what the teachers and people from your class are like, fun assignments youre assigned, what your bag and uniform look like, what your school looks like, who you talk to at school, map, extra events

events - plan your birthday, a talent show, any extra holidays you made up, a garage sale, etc

things youre known for/things people associate with you

songs that remind you of your dr/your dr selfs vibe

fun facts about your dr (self)

goals/dreams of your dr self

flaws of your dr or dr self

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DR Homesick

Guys, I'm actually getting so antsy because I haven't seen my man, like, genuinely.

I wouldn't say I'm getting anxious,or desperate but I don't know, antsy is the best way I can say it. Like, it genuinely fucking sucks. I haven't seen my man, and I miss him so fucking much. We are universes apart it’s not like I can stalk his Instagram or given him a call or none? First of all, and even in my DR, we communicate through fucking Hedwig. Thank God for Harry , letting me borrow him.

And, second of all, even in my DR, I haven't seen him all summer. Because we've only been talking through letter. So, both me here and DR me are tweaking the fuck out because I miss him and I want to talk to him!

And it's not like I can do shit, like, it's not like I can, read fanfic. Cause that's not fucking him! That's not my man! That’s other people's ideas of him, and people putting their bias and their preconceived notions into him. And that's my best friend, guys. It's like fantasizing about somebody that you're friends with. That's weird as fuck, so I can't do that. And I’m not even getting what I miss, what I crave I miss seeing him physically his smile his voice his stutter his eyes his jokes. And it’s wired that I miss THAT if I haven’t seen it yet but still I miss that.

And I wouldn't say this is a sign, but maybe it's like a download, or like a sign of connection with my DR, because you don't miss people that aren't REAL like this. Even if you did, because I've been infatuated with characters without wanting to shift or before I believed in shifting, or while I didn't believe in it. I didn't miss them like this. How can I miss little things about him that I haven't experienced yet? It has to be in how I'm feeling exactly how my DR self is feeling.

But genuinely what can I do I’ve already written so many letters. I have a journal full of letters. If anybody reads that journal, I would die of embarrassment. All I can do is, shift. I'll shift soon and I'll see him soon. Or atleast just dream of him!

I keep having these goddamm weird-ass, every time I try to shift. I just want to see my man. Like, honestly, it's like getting to a point where it’s genuinely fucking with me.

The fact that I haven't seen him in so long, the fact that I can't consume any content with him in it, the fact that I have nobody to talk to about how much I love this guy, like, the fact that I have no one here is making me genuinely freak out and homesick.

Hey, at least I can use this to shift. At the end of the day, I'm connected to my DR, even if it's all weird and even if it's through negative emotions. At least I'm connected to my DR. At least I'm in my DR mindset because it'll expedite my meeting with him.

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scripting is overrated i am a pinterest WARRIOR