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Bro I love during the day randomly remembering that I’m going to shift and that I’m going to see my s/o. Like I really get all giggly and smiley out of nowhere like yes that’s my man, I’m getting that for the next 90+ years of my life till we both die tg of old age. 🤗

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My repost are basically public “I’ll read them later” when I see a shifting post that looks good but requires more attention and brain cells then the ones I have to spare in the moment.

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𝑡h𝑒 𝑝r𝑜b𝑙e𝑚 𝑜f '𝑤h𝑒n' 𝑖n 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔

You affirm, you visualize, you script and you eat your own brain out every day. What is the problem then? do you also need the four hour long guided meditation or do you need to bring back the star fish position?

well, It will all make sense, 'when' you are in your dr. 'When' you are in your dr, you will eat bluberries off of your favorite tree, and 'when' you are in your dr, you will run barefoot in your home's backyard. . . but what if the 'when' never arrives? not because it is impossible but because you refuse to see it. The when does not exist, it is already here. It is the present. Your dr is not a destination in a distance, it is you. It does not always enter with fireworks and cinematic shifts, it can be subtle and quiet, it can reside in the moment. Your dr is simply a frequency you tune into

You are in hogwarts, you are writing that potions essay that has been sitting on your desk for weeks right now. You are sipping champagne and gossiping with marie antoinette. You are sitting on you s/o's lap while your favorite song plays in the background. You only have to blink and accept it. You only have to pick a song from your playlist and tap on 'play'.

Oh but you can not see it? well, the 3d is not a lie. You don’t need to ignore the 3D or shame it like it’s broken. You don’t need to shut your eyes and wish harder. You just need to see what’s in front of you and stop labelling it as “not it.”

You say "In my dr, I’ll finally go on that date." but what if your dr is the you who decides to go on that date right now. What if i say it's not the reality that changes first but the belief that you are separate from it?

This is not me telling you to abandon intentional shifting. shift however your heart desires, shift using the julia method or shift using none at all. But do not let the concept of a 'when' rob you of your now. Dont hand over your power to the future. Your present already has it. Choose the things that you save for a later you now. Shifting is not jumping through portals from one reality to another, it's abandoning the illusion that they were ever separate.

happy shifting xx

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Letters to my DR lover

Okay so I might have gotten a sudden surge of motivation to shift and it might or might not have to do with my boy.

After a shifting attempt he came to me in a dream, like a gift. And I always write letters to him, on paper, in my cursive handwriting because it really does make me feel connected. When I write a lot of time times I forget where I am and who I am and all I can think of is me, him, my pen and paper. I AM my Dr self for a little bit when I write it’s really cool. And his responses, they’re really nice to fantasize about what they might be.

Anyways in my dream a teacher was praising Nev (my one and only significant other) we were in 2nd year all of us looked that age. Draco said something sly something along the lines of “You think you’re cool just because they like you Longbottom?” And some girl, don’t really remeber her face but she said “yeah even if it’s not like you’re pretty to match it” and I stand up like instinctively, I’m sitting next to Nev atp and before he was smiling, a bright cheeky smile but when she said that his smile dropped. And I was really angry I was ready to draw my wand, and without thinking I say “he is” and she says “if he was he’d know so”, digging at his self esteem and I was so mad I was about to pull out my wand. But then I woke up.

When I woke up I decided to write to him to tell him about it, not to mention the contents of the dream because he doesn’t need to know somebody insulted him even if it was a figment of my imagination or that I defended him. From the first letter it kind of spiraled into a whole blurb for my Dr.

Now I don’t like over scripting so this doesn’t happen in my Dr, something like it could have happened but I’m not scripting this in. Letting the universe and him surprise me.

Dear Neville,

You were in my dream tonight. Don't worry, wasn't anything weird. I wouldn't be divulging that information so freely if it was. (Oh, I think I'd just die.) But, it was interesting. It was you in our second year, before your growth spurt. Your cheeks were all soft and chubby, and your hair was all short and straight. You looked super duper cute back then. Not that you don't look good now, but now you're more pretty than cute.

I think your hair curly looks better, though, but I assume it's harder to take care of. I only say so because my dad has curly-ish hair, not because yours is unkempt. Your hair seems rather soft, actually. Not messy like my dad or Harry.

I think Harry keeps his that way just to copy my dad. Half of me's surprised that he doesn't go prancing around bragging Sirius is his godfather, but I don't think Ron would ever let Harry hear the end of it if he ever said something along the lines of “my godfather will hear about this” like he said in his first year.

Anyways, Nev, I must ask, have you seen Ron this summer? I'm only asking because I know you guys live quite close. And I would hate you to spend all summer alone with your grandmother instead of actually doing things. Not that there's anything wrong with Augusta, she's a beautiful and formidable witch. But… You should just be able to see kids your own age during the summer. It's a quintessential experience you deserve to have.

Hey, if Harry ever stops at Ron's house, I pinky promise to go so I can see you. It'll be fun. But I think the Weasleys are visiting us this year, not the other way around, because they're staying over for the Quidditch World Cup. So we might not get the chance. Not assuming that you would take the chance, though. Sorry, not trying to be righteous. Anyways, Miss you Nevs. (TONS)

With love,

Sofia Black.

Dear Sofia,

That dream sounds funny—though now I’m stuck wondering what I said or did in it. You say it wasn’t weird, but I have my doubts! Hopefully I wasn’t crying or tripping over something, though I probably was. I’m glad I looked “super duper cute,” though—I can’t believe you actually wrote that, by the way. I was all ears and cheeks back then.

(And now I’m all what? Pretty? I don’t know what to do with that, honestly. I think you might need glasses.)

You always notice strange things—my hair, of all things. It’s usually a bit of a mess, really, but thanks. I didn’t know it was soft. I might test it out later just to check. (Is that weird? I don’t know anymore.)

I haven’t seen Ron yet. Gran’s been keeping me busy with chores and summer lessons, but maybe I’ll write him. I didn’t even realize we lived close-ish until you said it. Honestly, I’d much rather spend the summer seeing people like you than pulling gnomes out of the pumpkin patch. If Harry’s around and you do end up at the Burrow, make them let you bring me. I’m hopeless at invitations.

You always write like everything’s a story. It’s nice to read something that sounds like it’s being spoken out loud. I miss that. I miss you, really. I hope the World Cup is exciting and not too chaotic. (It probably will be.)

Thanks for the letter, Sophia. You make things feel a bit less boring.

All the best,

Neville

Dear Neville,

I must admit, your letter made me laugh. Like, really laugh. You weren't crying or tripping over stuff in my dream, but I'm not telling you what you were actually doing, for your sake.

Also, when I said strange, my real meaning went over your head, I think. It wasn't any type of strange though, especially not THAT kind. However let’s move on from that, I'm getting embarrassed. Allow me to just add, for someone so tall, a lot of things go over your head.

And it might interest you to know, every one of my beloved relatives (even my mother from what I've heard) had 20-20 vision, so believe me when I say, you are pretty. Really pretty. Unbearably so. And it's kind of frustrating how that fact completely escapes you. Don't question my judgment on the subject ever again. I'm quite confident and passionate in my assessment. So much so, I could tell you all the little things that make you so pretty.

On second thought, don't ask me, that's really, really embarrassing. Oh god, I might trash this letter and restart. Okay, no, I've written too much.

So….. swiftly moving the subject. If you do test out the softness of your hair, please allow me to participate in that experiment. I've always wanted to run my hands through your hair. Is that a weird thing to say? I guess I've already kind of dug a hole for myself, so it doesn't matter.

Oh, and Nev, the way things are looking, I don't think I will get a chance to meet you or Ron, for that matter. Before the World Cup, Me, my dad, and Harry are going on to these beaches in Croatia. Not that I'm complaining, I'm glad my family's able to go out to exotic places like that, but even the nicest beaches with white sand and crystal waters pale to the opportunity to be with you. Like, in your presence, I mean, not in any other way.

We'll probably go on brooms road trips style, but I'm trying to convince my dad to let me ride on his motorcycle. The chances he gives in are optimistic, but I'll probably have to switch halfway with Harry, so unless Harry really wants to take his broom on a joyride, I'll probably have to cut my time with that amazing motorcycle in half. I'll feel so cool riding that bike, though, my hair swinging in the wind, going at the speed of light. I really dearly hope dad lets me ride it. It is mine to inherit anyways, not to sound spoiled.

Regardless, I think I made it evident in my letter how much I miss you, more than I care to admit.

With love,

Sofia Black

Dear Sofia,

I… I don’t really know how to begin this one.

First of all, thank you, I think, for your letter—though I had to sit down after reading it, and then I had to read it again, and then again, and then I might’ve laid on my bed staring at the ceiling for a while trying to figure out if you were being serious or just really, really good at teasing me.

(If you were joking, please don’t tell me. Let me have this.)

The bit about the dream—I’ll try not to imagine what I was doing that’s too embarrassing to repeat. Though I have about seventeen ideas already, so thanks for that. And I know I said something about not being pretty, but I didn’t mean to start a whole ministry level trial. It’s just… hard to see myself that way, you know? But hearing it from you—well, reading it from you—did something funny to my heart. It was pounding so hard I thought I might need to lie down again.

(Also, how dare you call me unbearably pretty and then refuse to elaborate. That’s just cruel.)

And no, it’s not weird to want to run your hands through my hair. It’s—it’s very flattering. Honestly, I think I’d go completely still like a frightened deer. But you’re welcome to try. If you don’t mind some nervous giggling.

About Croatia… it sounds amazing. I wish I could come, not to the beaches necessarily (though they sound brilliant), but just to be with you. I mean around you. Just to talk. Or not talk. I don’t know. I miss you. That’s what I’m trying to say.

And you’re absolutely going to look cool on that bike. Even if your hair gets tangled and you have to fight it with a brush for an hour after.

Lastly, I don’t know what I did to deserve your letters, or your thoughts, or your way of looking at me like I’m something worth writing about. But I’ll try, really hard, to believe it. Because it’s coming from you.

Write again soon, please?

With probably too much fondness,

Neville

P.S. I’m not letting Ron read this one. He’d never let me live it down.

Now dear reader, when he said he showed one of the letters he meant he sent his replies to get like a second opinion from ron not that he showed my end. so i misunderstood.

Then also did i take my reply too far? Yes. but i am my father's daughter, you know sirius is known for taking pranks too far (especially one involving a whomping willow) So compared to that really is mine that crazy? No i didn't endanger anyone’s life anyways. Just let me preface it with that

Dear Neville,

Foremost, you let Ron read other letters? You should have let me know. Oh gosh, he won't let me live it down! I called you super duper cute, unbearably pretty, and I offered to run my hands through your hair.

Now I won't be able to get near you without him or the twins (because let's face it, he's not keeping something so juicy from Fred and George) making little hearts and kissing faces like they did back in first year, which for the record, is a problem, because half the time I AM approaching you–other half you're approaching me, which doesn't make it any better.

Oh, I swear if they start I'm jinxing them into next week. My dad taught me some new ones that I'm more than eager to use.

Also, regardless of the possibility of a third-party reader, I will reiterate, I was not teasing you….If I was, I'd mention how adorable your voice is, addicting. How you squeak when I catch you off guard, music to my ears. How soft your lips always look, and how I wonder what they taste like. The feeling of them against mine. Would you squeak then? I could run my fingers through your soft hair while I do that just to see your reaction, if you'd shudder.

Are you embarrassed now? Redder than the Weasley's hair, your ears burning? I hope they are! THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR EMBARRASSING ME by showing my letters to Ron.

Wait, okay, now I feel bad. That was kind of mean. You know, I understand that isn't the nature of our friendship, and I'd never do something like that in person. I'm sorry if the thought of me being so close to you makes you feel gross or uncomfortable. You did kind of deserve it, though. You had me spiraling. Anyways, miss you.

With love, and a little apologetic,

Sofia Black.

Okay I’d like to think he’s 100% beet red by the end of the first paragraph. He’s rereading “super duper cute, unbearably pretty” and “run my hands through your hair” with his entire soul combusting. When he gets to:

“how you squeak when I catch you off guard, music to my ears. How soft your lips always look. How I wonder what they taste like and feel against mine.”

He doesn’t even know how to process it. Like he’s fully lying on his bed with his hands over his face whispering, “Merlin’s pants…” over and over.

But THEN – the spiral + apology??

That “I understand that isn’t the nature of our friendship” hits him hard.

He probably reads that line a couple times, his smile fading into a soft little pout.

And then when he gets to the:

“I’m sorry if the thought of me being so close to you makes you feel gross or uncomfortable.”

And he shoots up like “NO!! WHAT?? NO!!!” as if saying it out loud could reach you through the walls of his home. His brain is pudding at this point.

He goes through every stage of emotional combustion:

• Guilt

• Embarrassment

• Arousal (he will never admit this out loud)

• Tenderness

• Absolute affection

• Confusion at my spiral

• Soft heartbreak at the thought he made me feel bad.

Dear Sofia,

Okay—first of all—blimey.

I—I didn’t mean to show him the letter. I didn’t even show it to him, not really—I was just, I don’t know, nervous? I’d written a reply and I asked him if it made sense. I didn’t show him yours. I wouldn’t. That’s… that’s private. Yours are just for me. (I mean—not just—I don’t mean it like that, just—I didn’t share yours, promise.)

Please don’t jinx Ron. Or the twins. I swear—if Fred and George start making kissing noises at us again, I’ll hex myself before you even have to. I’m so sorry. Please don’t jinx me into next week.

I wasn’t embarrassed when I read what you wrote. Or, well—okay. I was, but not in a bad way. More in a—um—oh my God she thinks I’m pretty and I might actually melt through the floor like a ghost sort of way. But Merlin, Sofia, you can’t just say things like that and expect me to function. Your letters are already impossible to read without blushing, and then you go and say that about my lips–

And if you want to run your hands through my hair…I’d let you. That doesn’t make me uncomfortable. You don’t make me uncomfortable. You never could. I’m just—flustered, yeah. But not in the “ew” way. In the “I didn’t think someone like you could ever talk like that about someone like me” kind of way.

Also, your voice when you tease me? That’s addicting.

I miss you too. More than I’ll say in one letter. (But if you keep writing like that, I might start saying it more.)

Love,

Neville

P.S. I’m still red.

P.P.S. You are a little mean sometimes. But I like it.

P.P.P.S. Is it alright if I write back a little more boldly next time?

Dear Neville,

All is forgiven, and if it makes you feel better, I was probably more red writing that than you receiving it. When I got your response, I was squealing and giggling so much Harry had to come in my room to ask if I was okay.

I didn't really expect you to play along at all. It caught me off guard. You're more than welcome to be bold. I just really, I didn't, It wasn't part of the plan for you to play along. Not that I had one. I never do. You know how I am. I rarely think ahead.

That's the good thing of being by your side. You're way more sensible than I am. You keep me in line.

That letter was brought on by a flurry of emotions, not planned at all. So, your reassurance I didn't make you uncomfortable means a lot.

You know, I'm more confident than your average witch. Don't get me wrong, but sometimes I feel my confidence is misplaced. That the people I care about don't paint me in the same shade or even the same color group than the one I paint myself in. That's part of the reason why I'm so vocal on the positive way I view you. I don't want you to feel that the same way. And you're pretty vocal with your praise as well, but fear isn't a rational thing, and it creeps in anyways at times. If anyone asks though, I never told you this, and I'm still the most confident witch you know, okay?

Look, it's so weird, this being open and honest with your feelings thing. I don't know how you do it, so well and so often. You really are the bravest boy I know, and I admire you endlessly Nev. Sorry if I exploded at you in my last correspondence.

With love,

Sofia Black.

You know what I really like about the romance that me and Neville have? It's the kind that makes you want to like scream at the top of your lungs, “I love you, I am completely and utterly like entranced by you, by your charms, by your looks, by your personality, by your humor, by everything.”

Like you know that clip of Huda with like her lovesick eyes? that's how I look just like like imagining what he could write back, imagining like how he is when he's more confident, imagining his shy eyes glancing away and then glancing back at me. I can't wait to shift there, oh my lord, I don't know how I lost motivation when that boy is waiting for me, I really can't wait to be there. And to know that part of me is already there makes me feel so excited, and I can't wait to see what the actual letters we exchange are, I'm really excited. Thank you for reading until this point and I hope I didn’t kill you from cringey-ness or of boredom. This isn’t like the content I usually post about shifting or my dr so yeah, idk.

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The multiverse is yours. Reality is in your hands. You are in everything. In the grass, the wind, the ocean, you are every breath, every heartbeat, every cell.

Shifting isn't about changing, it's about becoming, about aligning, embracing. It's about knowing you are all that is, and choosing one of those experiences as your own.

Do not limit yourself to the thoughts or feelings of one of your infinite lives. You are already a master. You. are. everything.

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“I shift every time I hit my vape”

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Me and himmm (friends to lovers asf)

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Congrats to whoever gets that boy every night

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have fun with your shifting journey, make moodboards, write scenarios down, save pins to your pinterest board, day dream about your dr, plan your dates with your s/o, plan out your wardrobe. Shifting is supposed to be light and relaxing, you dont force it, it comes to you.

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how i reached the void and shifted under 24 hours.

this is not a pretty post that also functions as a how to . as a matter of fact , shifting doesn’t come with a manual , it comes with girl bloggers like @emmanation and support systems like @velvetbeeez & more .

much awaited post , i agree . why did it take me so long to post this ? if i'm being honest with you , it's because i literally haven't had the willpower recently to post . sorry about that , but also not sorry because i'm realizing i'm not obliged to post . i'm just a girl who needs to permashift before school starts or else she might actually lose her marbles ! anyways , that's why this post isn't how my usual posts look like . but hopefully it will still have the same amount of spark and whimsy that all my other posts capture .

so with this post , came many questions . first of all , i'd love to address the following : thank you so much for all the kind words under the post ! i absolutely adore you guys , thank youuu . and secondly , the storytime is here . this post has my storytime of how i shifted for two minutes or more + the method i used + every detail + and my journey with shifting .

the middle of 2021 - prime shifttok .

quarantine took a toll on many , but me ? i was grinding out in royale high during my online school classes . to be honest , i was enrolled at a school i knew i wasn't going to stay in forever , soooo i just played roblox all day with my online friend group at the time . i miss those idiots , but the world keeps revolving . anywho , i have a new online friend group and they are my BEASTS , i love them with my whole heart . one of them actually knows that i shift ! enough about them , more about my past and how it led to me here .

i don't remember how i found shifting , but i know why i found it . i found shifting because i deserved to shift . shifting finds a person because they deserve it . not my rules , sorry ! anyways , in the prime of shifttok as we remember it , i did everything . my devastatingly thirsty ass started drinking more water because i was made believe i would shift because of it . i did everything shifttok told me , but the weird thing ? i didn't even have tiktok . i don't remember where i received my information , it might've been the combination of amino , pinterest , and wattpad perhaps ?

i used my docs for my script . i used to shift to tme ( the maze runner ) . i used to shift for newt . now when i look back at this , i'm amazed & startled . i wouldn't be doing all this now because , well , i've changed . i have different types of drs , well multiple too . back then , i believed i couldn't shift to more than one dr , isn't that insane ? and obviously , my s/o has changed . ANYWAYS , we're steering off of the main topic here . why is this part of my life important to my shifting journey ? here are your options to choose from :

a) because this is how i found out about shifting

b) because i shifted for the first time then

if you picked option b , you're wrong . well , partially . it's actually the secret third option !

c) all of the above

fun right ? anyways , yes . i shifted back in 2021 to my maze runner dr , how did i do that ? let me introduce you to my friendly friend , venus's-2021-method-because-she-came-up-with-it-on-her-own-and-if-it-reminds-you-of-someone-else-then-i-dunno-what-to-tell-you-cuz-i-didn't-have-social-media-then .

the method in question .

STEP ONE . lay down , starfish position . i'm not kidding , i starfish'd my way into my reality , no judgement okay ? ntm on my lovely position that i swear by because i love when my limbs aren't touching .

STEP TWO . count . i don't remember what i counted till but i counted and visualized that i was climbing a staircase . this is pulled from the staircase method , obviously . every number = one affirmation .

STEP THREE . when it feels right , at the top of the staircase , visualize that there are two beds . one with your ' current reality ' or whatever you call it body , and the other with your ' desired reality ' body .

STEP FOUR . pick where you want to go . you wanna shift ? then go back into your body that's in the dr . visualize your subconciousness melting into the body and claiming it .

STEP FIVE . now either open your eyes or fall asleep , whatever feels right . you know what to do .

this was the mess of a method that made me shift that night . well , it didn't ' make ' me shift , only i can decide when i want to shift . not a method , not some etsy witch , not the water bottle thats waiting to be used . i don't remember half the details about this method , i mean a twelve year old made this .

anyways , i shifted with this method in 2021 . i knew because i felt as if i was in the box ( maze runner fans , you know ) . i never opened my eyes , but i knew i was there , i was present .

present time - new method new experiences .

i made up a new method last year . yep , i did it ! once again , after so many years . this method , i named the ' light switch method ' . yep , a more shorter and better label . but let's go over the context , shall we ? i'm not shifting for the same things anymore , i've met shifter friends , and life is horrible because i'm about to start junior year in high school . but one thing i do have , is shifting . shifting is never going to leave you behind .

basically , this method is easy and i don't know the whole shabang . but , you can still have it .

STEP ONE . visualize you're not in your body anymore . go to the nearest light switch , make sure you can see your body .

STEP TWO . if the light switch is on , that means you're in your dr . if the light switch is off , that means you're in your cr . or vice versa , you choose .

STEP THREE . play around with the light switch until you feel ready . shift .

notice how concise this one is ? because i dunno what it was about , but i feel like it made sense .

now .

finally , the part you've been waiting for . how . did . i . shift ? first of all , let me just give you the method . no , it wasn't the first one i mentioned or the last one . it was the distraction method that my dear friend saadgi recommended to me after she heard me rant about my shifting frustrations . ( i love u sweetheart ! )

i was in the shower when this happened . just sitting there , under the water . it's peaceful . i did the method , i felt myself enter the void . this was saturday , i think ? i manifested a couple of things , both came true .

i did the same on sunday , i did the exact method and entered the void state . i manifested and shifted to my waiting room . when i felt as if the time was right , i opened my eyes to the shower in my waiting room . out of being overwhelmed , i shifted to this reality again .

it's that easy . i get shifting is frustrating , it will be for so long . even when you have already shifted . but don't give up . anyways !

so yeah , i shifted . and no , i didn't see matt . do i wish i did ? yes . of course . i miss him even though i have him . so what am i gonna do about that ? i'm gonna shift .

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shifting cheat sheet how to use your " disadvantages " to shift . .　

　i always fall asleep when i do methods ❜

okay??? then congrats. start affirming sleep is how i shift, or every night i fall asleep in my cr and open my eyes in my dr. your body is doing it for you.

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　i get distracted easily / forget to affirm ❜

then script JUST that. literally. even when i forget, it still works. or. my subconscious does it all for me. or. i don't need to remember for it to be real.

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　i can't visualise well ❜

that doesn't matter at all. assume that not visualising is proof it's already loading. boom. that's your method now.

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　i overthink constantly ❜

perfect!! flood your brain with assumptions instead. overthink in YOUR direction. go ok, but what if i already shifted and just don't know it? what if i'm already there and every time i check it i reinforce it more? control your narrative.

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　i'm lazy and i don't think i can stick to routines ❜

you know what???? incredible. assume you're the kind of person who shifts without routines. like. i don't need structure, i shift when i breathe, i shift automatically, i shift because i exist.

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　i can't stay still, i always move ❜

ooooookkkkk so?? movement is energy. energy is intention. intention is enough. you're literally powering it, assume stuff like . . . when i move, i shift. every step, every twitch, is me being there. shifting is kinetic for me. next.

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　i keep switching methods, never finish them ❜

have you thought that that's just your style??? maybe you're just. method fluid. bravo. you collect techniques and every single one brings you there. every method works for me because i am the constant. your desire is the method alone.

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　my mental health is a mess ❜

no need to be stable. you can just shift through the crash out. maybe the crash out is the catalyst, no? i shift even when i'm sad, even when i cry, my subconscious knows the way.

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　i never script fully / my script is messy ❜

scripts don't have to be perfect. my script doesn't matter, the universe fills in the gaps just the way i need for it to.

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　i keep reality checking by accident ❜

great!!! you just reminded your brain which reality you . . DON'T want. every time you check, say, i reject this, i'm in my other one. redirect yourself, it's you saying not this one, next, please.

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　i feel like i'm faking it ❜

good. faking it = you're building the assumption. every fake convo, every fake kiss, every fake memory is your hardwiring the assumption. actors do it, kids do it, you're doing it. every time i fake it, it just becomes real.

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　what if i'm neurodivergent? ❜

what if you are. cool. nd brains process differently, so assume your difference is your mechanism. i shift because my brain is wired uniquely, my perception already filters reality, shifting is just second nature to me, my brain already does it.

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　what if i have a hard family life? ❜

yeah, okay. then that drives you. use that contrast, shifting is literally emotional momentum. say: i deserve better, so i always shift to better.

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　what if i'm traumatised? ❜

then your brain already knows how to leave. dissociation, imagination, you already built whole worlds to survive. now you're doing it consciously. i shift because i've always escaped, now i just pick where to.

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　i don't believe in it 100% ❜

you don't have to. assumption is simply direction. you can be skeptical and still shift. i shift even when i doubt. doubt is just noise, and shifting is subconscious. and my subconscious doesn't wait for belief.

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　i'm inconsistent ❜

okay and?? the universe isn't, the law most definitely isn't. i don't have to be consistent when assumption is automatic. i shift because of who i am, not what i do.

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THE DISTRACTION TECHNIQUE

First of all, know that the void is very real!!! I entered it a few hours ago for the first time intentionally!😭

It’s just like falling asleep when you’re really tired, how you’re entering the void when really relaxed. It’s impossible to fail.

Step 1: Get into a comfortable position.

Step 2: Get into the alpha state using a guided meditation or without. I like to do it without by counting down from 12 to 1 whilst visualising the numbers as you count them in your head. Then count down from 13 to 1 without visualising. This will get you into the alpha state. (You don’t have to be fully in the alpha state but it helps, just be really relaxed).

Step 3: I know people tell you to affirm for the void at this point BUT YOU NEED TO BE DISTRACTED!!! Visualise a scene in your head and let it distract you. You can even play your favourite song in the background (in your head, don’t actually put music on). You can do those separately or simultaneously. This will get you really distracted and not focusing on the 3D anymore. Then you will end up in the void! BOOM! There you go. It’s literally guaranteed results, it’s too effective to not work. Anyways have fun living your dream life!! Bye!!!!

- XOXO gossip girl 💋

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when the worlds ragebait is lowk getting to me but i remember shifting is an option🥹✌️

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Peace is when you scroll past a "how to shift" post because you already know everything.

Peace is when you wake up and don't start crashing out because you already know you shifted.

Peace is when you stop checking the 3d.

Peace is when you don't let the doubts linger.

Peace is when you stop saying "I will shift" and instead say "I already shifted"

And peace is when you accept that shifting is inevitable. You're not waiting. You have it.

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Can we normalize not having crazy motivation in every single one of your shifts?

I’ve already finished my script. I’ve already watched all the content that there was to watch for my DR, right? Every edit of my Significant Other—yes, I’ve liked it. Fuck, I’ve even, like licked the screen looking at it! The actual canon series? I’ve read that shit at least twice.Unless it’s too hard to read because a character/my family member dies in it (cough cough Sirius) Any movie? Believe me, I watched that twice over, thrice over. I rewrote one of the books with my DR self in it.

And my script, I think it’s longer than the whole Harry Potter series at this point. I’ve scripted to hell and back. I’ve connected to my DR to hell and back.

There’s nothing else to do other than just fucking shift at this point. Like, sure, maybe I’ll edit my script after I shift. But in the meantime? There’s nothing I can do.

And I don’t just want to be obsessing and obsessing over the same shit. I don’t want to be rereading—why would I need to reread my script every night to feel connected to my DR before I shift? Why would I need to spend ten fucking minutes watching edits of my Significant Other to feel connected to shift?

Why do I need to watch anything related to my DR to feel motivated? Like, I’m already doing all the work. All the work is already done. I know where I want to go. That’s not going to change.

If I watch the edits or if I don’t watch the edits my destination isn’t fucking changing. If I reread my script or if I don’t read the script, I have it all in my head already. I’ve reread it enough times where I could probably quote it word for word.

So really. All there is to do is just lay my head down and shift.

So every time I take a nap, every time I have the opportunity—I attempt. Do I feel like the attempts are working? Not really. But one of these times it’s just going to fucking happen.

So I might as well keep clocking in and clocking out like it’s a 9 to 5. Rather than trying to switch it up. Because I’m not going to switch my DR. If I don’t feel motivated in this one, I’m not going to change to another DR. Because I don’t want to go anywhere else.

Even if I’m not feeling the crazy fireworks, the crazy sparks— I know where I want to go. My mind is set.

Because this isn’t like a this isn’t a fandom. This isn’t a hobby. To be scripting and, inserting myself into media I enjoy consuming. No. I have my own life here.

I have other options, two DRs other than the one I’m shifting to. I’m shifting to a Harry Potter DR. I could script the fuck out of the others too, I could watch all the media. I could do all this shit to.

But then I feel like that’s me using shifting to escape or as a pastime. And not as the real thing it is.

Because I know where I want to go. I did all this work. I did it for a fucking reason, I’m not going to deem my hours of work obsolete by switching my Dr. I’m shifting there. I don’t give a fuck. I have the long-ass script. I’ve spent the hours researching. I’ve done everything. I’m going to shift there.

I’m not going to switch my DRs just because I’m not feeling some sparks. I’m going to feel a whole fucking fireworks show. It’s going to be like the fucking Fourth of July up in my chest when I shift for real.

So like, why would I switch the my DR or method or do shit differently?

So yeah. I’m going to keep doing what I’m doing. One of these times, it ought to work.

Because you don’t gotta do anything special to shift. You don’t gotta affirm in the right tone. You don’t gotta tune into the right frequency. You don’t gotta do shit.

It’s just something your mind does. And eventually, my mind is going to fucking do it.

Because it’s going to click.

It’s like in soccer. If I pass the ball enough times, one of these times, it’s going to click how to pass. If I keep shooting, one of these times, at one point, it’s going to go in the goal.

So I’m going to keep going.

And I don’t need to have this crazy motivation. I know where I want to go. The fuck?

I have my mind set. It doesn’t have to be this big, crazy thing. It’s going to happen one of these times.

And when it happens? I’ll be there.

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