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goodbye

oohh hoo now he is something

omg is he here today

hey sorry i was weird that day

hey watcha doing

emoji fight

ha ek din jabo 

treat kobe dibi

multitalented manush

acha tini first year e poren

ok ok 

hoi hoi hoi

mondo koreche amake oi duti chokhe

online asis na kno!

i like my brothers friend

online kano asche na!! 

should i tell him

is he coming aj?

i miss him

net e on kore na!!

one more dream okkkk

i like him quite a lot it seems

now ok.. i dont love him.. its just a crush.. 

lets him once and close the circle

fck

fck 

fck

i love him

fccccccccckkkk

i just cant control this

should i tell him

dil dhak dhak karne laga

fckkkkkkkkkk

no i can control this, lets make pros and cons

no  i cant 

hey i have smthng to tell.... no am not drunk.. 

i love u

am just saying this to feel better ok? i wanna get over this

omg he is soo nice

caring 

i dont wanna get over this

i trullyyy love him

ya, lets meet one day

vai bola ta habit amar!!

acha dekha hole sob bolis

total nervous breakdown while talking 

are i was just joking about paro

heyyy nice dp

ajob to ato kom kotha bolche kno

something is not right

xam deoa is less imp, is he ok?

what

no

no 

it cant be

no 

no

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am i even alive

what am i living for

i feel nothing

sleepless night

pain

pain

pain

numbness

what, oh yes i am fine

pain

pain 

pain

smile

pain

no sleep

its killing me

i cant any longer

he is talking with me

why is he talking

leave me alone

pls dont leave me alone

why is he here aj

i dont want to see him

pls dont go

he didnt rply

pain

pain

delete whatsapp account

ar kotha hobe na

soundlss cry

heartwrnching cry

i dont wanna live any more

but if i do i will actually live

new day

guitar is cool

coffee is nice

friends are awesome

diary is love

harry potter is heaven

art is healing

photography is life

this is my new life

new life

to actually do something

to make myself happier 

to focus on my happiness

to have a goal

to improve myself evry single day

hello, oh tui, ha bhalo achi

hug her and..

acha he is just curious

ami dhonno hoe jabo ekdin o berole wah wah

life starts again

insta request

life hustle

hustle

260 rupees fine, lets go to ku

no no i dont want to meet him

omg he is coming *run*

just dur theke dekhbo

ya ok he should atleast know i am here

he knows i am here

he doesnt care

wow

he is not the person i used to know

love changed him

how can i keep loving someone who doesnt even exist anymore

wow

you arent even my friend

nothing to me

only friend of a friend

you shouldnot matter anymore

bye

p.s.

i hope you never go through a heartbreak... you love her oh so much.. why did you not tell me that before? anyways.. she means a world to you.. i hope you can stay in this world forever.. even if that degrades you.. i just dont want you to go through that pain ever.. goodbye

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.happy birthday .. bhalo thakis!! ~ tuio.. kintu ask kora holo na tui kemon achis.

tor bday kobe

will you wish me again next year re?

ar ki kokhono kotha hobe?

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is it ok to miss u? 

i miss u sooo much.. 

i wish i could go back in time and not confess

 atleast life thaktis...

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what does one do when u miss someoone sooo much? what to do when u miss someone so much but u cant even say hello? what to do when it hurts so baddd

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hope.. ki someday.. i will be over u completely.. hope ki someday i will be able to say hola hoii again with a smiling heart... someday...

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You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.

Iain Thomas, The City Rises and Falls (via minuty)

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Based off of this suggestion sent to @fierysuggestion

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“There’s only ever been one person I’ve looked at and thought … “I could quite easily spend the entire rest of my life with that man”.And sooner or later I need to accept that he’s spending it with somebody else.”

— Ranata Suzuki

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“I miss you. I won’t admit that to your face, or over text, but right now my heart feels like it’s shattering over and over again and I just want you right now.”

— An excerpt from a book I’ll never write. (#60)

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“I miss you. I won’t admit that to your face, or over text, but right now my heart feels like it’s shattering over and over again and I just want you right now.”

— An excerpt from a book I’ll never write. (#60)

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“I can be your anything. Anything, but your friend.”

— Hira

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kemon achis.. i think dont love u anymore.. but heart still pounds hard seeing ur name pop up.. bhalo thkis.. nd i will never send this to u.. just type e kore jbo ....... nijk ektu thik kor.. deep down u r good manush.. keep in touch with that soul.. take care of yourslf.. nd her.. wish u both have a great great journey ahead re... treat ta baki roeche.. u still mean a world to me so.......... bhalo thakis..

letters

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When I met you, flowers started growing in the darkest parts of my mind.

Unknown (via thoughtkick)

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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Neil Gaiman, The Sandman (via books-n-quotes)

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Very interesting but good grief! Re the start the day bit: Do most of these people start their jobs at midday or get up at 3 am or something? I get in to work at 8 am and to do most of this stuff I’d be getting in at lunchtime before I even started. Must be nice running your own company where you can start work at whatever time you happen to turn up!