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as I look back on posts from January I realize my ex made me feel very alone a lot. like one day we were a team and the next i didnt have a partner.
i don’t know why i miss him.
except i do,
and i still care about him immensley.
i just wish we could talk.
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march 27th, 2020
right now is a bad/weird time in my and a lot of everyone elses live. the coronavirus is sweeping the nation and most people, myself included, have taken to the indoors to try to stay healthy. idiots are still out and about, putting themselves and others at risk. some people don’t have a choice. uni has moved all classes to online classes, which is a real bummer as i liked classes this semester. this might be the only semester i actually enjoyed classes and i didn’t even get to finish them out. having online classes really sucks and i wish the professors would just put everything online now so i could do it already and be done instead of having to do this every week for however many more weeks. ugh
anyway, i’m still not over my ex and i’ve been feeling less and less like myself recently. i’m pretty sad. i wish i had my mom.
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march 2020
today is a bad day for my mental health and i need more than anything to just put myself first but unfortunately i am not going to be able to do that until late tonight and i am sad about it. the task of getting out of bed taunts me as i lay here. i can do nothing but wait. i need sleep.
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january 8th, 2020
i wonder if you realize how worthless and unimportant you make me feel
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january 7th, 2020
i’m starting to realize things aren’t okay. i’m tolerating things i don’t feel as though i should be tolerating. do i allow myself to be treated this way? am i putting up with too much? am i blinded by love? am i just a stupid sensitive bitch? i know things aren’t okay. but who’s fault is it really? same person it’s always been
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june 30th, 2019
i love being alone but i hate being lonely. what a vicious cycle
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june 28 2019
killing myself sounds better and better everyday
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March 27 2019
i feel like i dont deserve friends. or love. or happiness. i wish it was me who died instead of her
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April 16 2019
i realized today, as i walked into my hometown petsmart, high on cocaine, that my life was officially falling apart
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April 11, 2019
i cant believe im saying this, but fuck do i want to cut myself
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April 5th, 2019
lol yeah dad im fine, just haven’t felt like myself in forever, never go to any of my classes, and am addicted to cocaine but ya im fine just tired
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March 27 2019
i feel like i dont deserve friends. or love. or happiness. i wish it was me who died instead of her
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November 30th, 2018
It’s alarming to me how hard and fast depression can take me away from reality. One moment I’ll be completely fine not thinking about anything important and the next. all I can think about it how sad and fucking alone I am. All I can think about it dropping out of school. All I can think about is how much of a fucking disappointment I am. How my mom wouldn’t be proud of me. These dark thoughts cloud my head as well as my judgement. All the thoughts I’m afraid of are the ONLY thoughts in my head. How is it that depression can completely take ahold of your life and you can’t do anything about it? No matter how many times I think I’ve finally beat it or gotten RID of it, it always comes back. It always comes back.
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