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PTSD Things You Don’t See In Quirky Posts About PTSD

is this really my personality or a result of years of trauma/abuse?

trusting people????????in MY brain???? not as likely as u think

Achievement Unlocked: Repressed Memory Finally Resurfaces After 10+ Years

Numb? Numb.

hyper vigilance

Healthy Coping Mechanisms? never heard of those

time to cry out of nowhere just do it just cry

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Self Destructive Mode ON

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Hearing “I’m so proud of you” when you feel like you aren’t doing enough really does lift a lot of weight off of you.

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shut up shut up shut up stop talking you fucking garbage pile

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i dont feel bad for what i did

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i fucking hate everything right now

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i keep biting my nails??

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im gonna rip my goddamn skin off this is so stressful

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yeah lets just have everyone bring their blast from the fucking past huh

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@phantomphister the most scandalous of romantic acts

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@phantomphister im more than okay with that 💖💖💖

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whoops

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theres so much i want to say right now that im sure ive already told you

like how even when we met again in phandolin you felt like home. something familiar that made it so easy to open up to you and i never knew why. you were a stranger then but i already felt like i had known you forever

every time you threw yourself in harms way i couldnt help but want to pull you away from it. i wanted you to be safe

i was so scared of losing you during wonderland. i dont care how stupid my plan was, how both of us couldve been gone if merle hadnt saved us. i couldnt let you die

getting all of those memories back.... of us being together. the first time remembering felt like a dream. we were happy and in love for 100 years and it still makes my heart sing

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those are all for you

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You deserve all love, kindness, hugs, and puppies in the world.

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youre such a masterpiece and im in awe every time i see you

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you took my black heart, made it into gold

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You inspire me to do great things. I want to do my best for you.