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it's fine, it's all fine, and then a voice down the hall sounds like my big brother, and my roommate smells like my mom, and the footsteps in the hall sound like when my dad gets home. and then i'm a kid again. a kid who misses home.

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when i hear things i think its her voice, then i realise the bed im in isnt my own, and the talking through the walls isnt her, and that i can never go home

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if i go back home and try again, will my mom understand?

i cant even go home. i dont have a home anymore. i didnt know it when i had it.

i'm sorry mom. i didnt realise how much it mattered until i couldn't have it.

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I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

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- on mothers

lady bird/ @death-born-aphrodite/ everything, everywhere, all at once/ rupi kaur/ unknown/ maia baia/ your best american girl- mitski/ lady bird/ unknown/ @inkskinned

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@trinityizlazy

hi ess

im sorry i had to change it