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hi everyone ! ik i’ve been mia . been recovering from a major car accident so yeah that’s .. that . with that being said , i’m gonna be moving blogs so give this a like if you’d like my new url . mwuah ! 🥹

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╱ 𝗉𝖺𝗈𝗅𝖺 + 𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗋 .

she  was  right  ,  it  wasn’t  any  of  his  business  .  didn’t  stop  him  from  giving  a  shit  or  getting  visibly  envious  .  thats  who  he  was  ,  the  possessive  type  .  possessive  over  paola  and  she  wasn’t  even  his  .  "  i  dunno  .  was  just  curious  i  guess  .  don’t  know  why  its  such  a  big  secret  though  ..  and  come  on  ,  i  never  said  i  hated  you  .  "  he  snickers  ,  maybe  he  said  disliked  .  was  annoyed  by  .  but  never  hated  .  eh  maybe  if  he  was  drunk  .  homme  begins  to  raise  a  glass  to  the  almost  compliment  she  provides  him  ,  not  the  worst  was  a  step  up  from  how  they  started  this  evening  .  quickly  places  his  toast  back  down  once  she  finishes  her  sentence  .   rainer  in  high  school  was  the  absolute  fucking  worst  ,  captain  of  the  varsity  football  team  ,  prom  king  ,  a  total  douchebag  .  none  of  these  played  part  in  why  he’d  take  it  upon  himself  to  ensure  femme  never  made  it  past  the  talking  stage  with  his  friends  .  “  that  was  years  ago  paola  ..  ”  he  sighs  ,  “  honestly  ?  i  had  a  major  fuckin  crush  on  you  back  then  .  didn’t  want  you  dating  any  of  my  boys  .  just  didn’t  know  how  to  tell  you  ,  but  i’m  sorry  for  all  that  shit  .  ”

“ ‘m sorry . come again ? “ eyebrows crinkle into furrow momentarily at his revelation , wondering if she truly discerned him accurately . theatrically looks around , emphasizing her disbelief . “ me ? you had a crush on me ? —— yeah , go ahead and log out for me , rainer . ” dismisses counterpart with a wave , snickering to herself , unable to fathom such blasphemy . collects a piece of bread , tearing it in half / weird habit / and proceeds a small bite . “ you expect me to believe that the king of ashbourne high had a crush on me ? that’s literally insane . not saying that i was ugly or anything but you literally had every fucking girl begging to be with you . ” she chews slowly , swallowing the dry bread before resuming her statement . “ cheerleaders , rich girls , the fashionistas —— from all cliques . why me ? you barely even spoke to me . i thought i didn’t really exist in your world . ” takes a grand sip of her wine , needing something to wash down the bread —- and the weird butterflyish feeling consuming her stomach . “ you could have told me how you felt instead of terrorizing me . i only pursued your friends because . . . because i didn’t think i had a chance with you . . . ”

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jadethirlwall: Doing the absolute most for absolutely no reason.

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╱ 𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗆 + 𝗌𝗈𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖺 .

“  mhm  hmm  ..  ”  she  giggles  ,  teeth  digging  into  brim  flesh  .  loves  getting  a  reaction  out  of  him  like  this  .  truth  or  not  .  “  he  was  so  big  ..  i  even  called  him  daddy  .  ”  she  manages  to  squeaks  out  between  squeezed  airway  .  pussy  growing  wetter  at  this  point  ,  pinned  between  her  man  and  the  wall  .  “  i  think  he  might  have  been  better  than  you  at  eating  my  pussy  too  .  ”

hues eclipse at spoken words of treachery , grip on her throat gaining intensity . “ is that right ? ” leer expression on masculine physiognomy . “ can’t say i’m surprised —— pretty sure you’ve fucked half the campus . ” her aura screamed pure lust , carnal energy pouring off of her body . his anger recognizably fueling her sexual desires . “ you’re a fucking slut —— you like when i handle you like this , solana ? makes this lil pussy wet ? ” his thigh sneaks between her legs , pressing against her heated core . “ you’d do anything to get a reaction outta me cause’ you want this dick to destroy your guts . ”

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╱ 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗂𝖺𝗁 + 𝖺𝖽𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗈𝗇 .

she  was  toying  with  him  at  this  point  ,  it  was  beyond  obvious  and  yet  addison  would  give  her  exactly  what  she  wanted  .  as  long  as  she  gave  him  what  he  wanted  too  .  “  i  don’t  give  any  action  to  girls  who  fuck  other  guys  .  if  you’re  with  me  then  you’re  mine  ,  that  pussy  is  mine  .  can  you  do  that  ?  ”  homme  wants  her  all  to  himself  ,  knows  he’s  enough  to  satisfy  her  every  waking  need  .

could she ? —— confidently express and assure him of her fidelity despite the absence of a title ? no . wouldn’t be that girl ; the type of woman who becomes trapped in a guy’s mind games and manipulations . tell him what he wants to hear and in return receives the bare minimum . god no . refusal at it’s finest . “ i’m not a fool . i know the game —— very well , actually . you want me to completely sell myself to you . only fuck around with you , while you’re out there dicking down every desperate woman you meet during tour . that’s not happening , romeo . go find another girl that’ll fall for that shit . ”

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╱ 𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗅𝖾𝗆 + 𝖻𝖾𝗅𝖺 .

“  that’s  so  sweet  .  like  seriously  .  you’ve  been  on  my  mind  a  lot  lately  too  ..  but  doesn’t  change  the  fact  that  i  have  a  boyfriend  harlem  ..  what  am  i  supposed  to  do  ?  leave  him  for  this  small  crush  ?  ”

heart could crumble at any moment . hope depleting and reality seeping through the pores of his delusions . paramour magnet . unsure of his capability of finally meeting a lady that would be his . all his . without the worries of another person betwixt . “ small crush . . . is that all this is to you ? “ his jaw clenches , hand rubbing at the back of his neck . “ i don’t expect you to leave him for me . but i am kinda tired of you leading me on , bela . hitting me up whenever he’s not giving you the attention you obviously can’t function without . wish you’d stop whatever the fuck this is and let me go . ”

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╱ 𝖻𝖺𝗇𝗄𝗌 + 𝗃𝗈𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗅𝗂 .

❝    because    one    time    is    one    time    too    many   .    it    shouldn't    have    happened    at    all   ,    i    didn't    deserve    it   .    like   ,    i    don't    know    ——    i'm    having    a    lot    of    trouble    moving    past    this   ,    and    you're    not    helping   .   ❞

exasperated sigh , pointers messily running through blonde mane . “ fuck , you’re right . you’re right , okay ? you didn’t deserve that shit . “ pines redemption , dedicated to make it up to her . but would it suffice ? or were they far too broken for a repair ? willing to take that leap of faith . “ just —— just tell me how to fix this . i’ll do whatever . anything . i can’t lose you jos . . . please . not like this . ”

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╱ 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗂𝖾 + 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗈 .

❝    maybe    stop    putting    all    these    poor    fucks    at    risk    because    you    can't    follow    simple    directions   .    besides   .   .   .   .   .    i    don't    like    to    share   ,    and    you    know    that   .   ❞

“ share ? ” inquires , followed by wicked chuckle fleeing duos . “ i’ve never been yours to share . —— i know you’re used to controlling everything and forcing things to mold the way you want it , but i’m the one thing you can’t have . cry about it . ” proceeds , palms laying flat on his chest as her coquettish gaze lingers onto his own . “ you’re gonna have a long hit list baby , because i will continue to fuck whoever i please . ”

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Shawn Mendes for “Lyle, Lyle, Crocodile“ Movie

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╱ 𝖼𝖺𝗌𝗌𝗂𝖾 + 𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅𝖺 .

          “  and  what  are  you  going  to  do  if  i  don’t  move?  ”  she  provoked.  taking  a  step  forward,  the  blonde  lifted  her  head  so  that  her  eyes  met  the  other’s.   “  but  i  think  i'm  not  done  with  you.  ”

“ desperate for a reaction , i see . ” stern features loyal . absolutely above counterpart’s childish nature , no longer interested in engaging . digit twirling stella’s blonde lock around , licking her plump tiers before retracting . “ attention - seeking is a terrible trait to have . seek help . or better yet , ask your little girlfriend to help you with that . ”

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╱ 𝗄𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗒 + 𝗆𝗎𝗇𝗋𝗈 .

frowns   as   kitty   begins   to   speak   ,   hand   coming   up   to   rub   at   the   nape   of   his   neck   as   a   guilty   feeling   begins   to   creep   over   him.   didn’t   have   a   clue   that   kitty   still   felt   this   way   .   .   .   and   maybe   now   he’s   realizing   that   he   still   does   too.   licking   his   lips   before   they   part   to   speak   ,   “.   .   .   you   know   me   and   her   have   been   just   friends   for   years   ,   right   ?”   munro   explains   ,   knowing   that   it   doesn’t   exactly   matter   at   the   moment.   “i   thought   we.   .   .   both   decided   to   move   on,   kitty.   .   .”

just friends . yeah , she’s heard that one before . response inspires incredulous scoff , “ maybe in your perspective — but i’ve seen the way she looks at you . like she’s in love with you or something . ” so pathetic , green with pure envy and breakup was initiated weeks ago . feels like she’s on the verge of tears . “ we didn’t decide anything , you did . you decided to leave this - leave us behind . all because what ? things got a little rocky . if you loved me , you wouldn’t have jumped the gun like that . you would have stayed . ” singular hot tear creeps out of orb , femme hastily wipes it gone . “ it’s fine though , “ she sniffs “ we’re moving on , right ? i wish you the best , munro . truly . ”

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JACK HARLOW visits Dr. Gregory Johnson

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phaith montoya via  youtube.

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