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Will I ever be the one you call out for, expecting to come bounding back to you like some loyal dog? Because I can do that, I can. Just call my name and I can be right there.

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i watched one (1) video on how to draw hands that changed my life forever. like. i can suddenly draw hands again

these were all drawn without reference btw. i can just. Understand Hands now (for the most part, im sure theres definitely inaccuracies). im a little baffled

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I’ve been looking into disorganized attachment, and its looking a little too similar to bpd. I decided I dont want that and said “nevermind actually👍”. i’m all healed up now

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Give me that kind of love that has me physically grasping my chest because the thought of you hurts me so bad but my smile is so bright and real. Touch me like you could never bare to lose me, love me like I am your life, your reason of being. Feel me like our souls are twisted and tied so throughly you couldn’t get away from me if you tried. I want you to need to dig into my skin, just to feel close enough. To burrow into my heart and mind just to feel safe again because if you can love me, you know I would do anything you asked of me, morals begone. I want you to need my air just to breathe, to gasp for air when we’re apart just to cherish the fresh air when we’re close. Please.

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I will happily die on this hill

Ya'll be like "Shang was having a bi freak out, realizing he was into Ping". NO HE WASN'T. He already knew he was into men. His bisexual freak out was when he realized Ping was Mulan and hey maybe he's into girls too whatdoya know?

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It feels so good to hype up authors and then hear that they actually are in a rough patch and it really lifted their mood for the minuscule second in time

Kicking my feet, giggling as I write silly little comments to hype up my favorite authors

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"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

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This means so much. You get busy and then sometimes things just don’t feel important but ONE comment an spark up that drive and suddenly you’re writing ten thousand words on a random Wednesday night.

You gotta read wips. You gotta read stories that have been abandoned or haven't been updated in weeks, months, years. You have to give a story a chance even on the chance it never gets finished. The biggest reason besides personal stuff for a story to get abandoned is the lack of engagement. A comment is sometimes all it needs for a new chapter, even years later. Read that wip from 2017 that never saw the final chapter. Leave a comment that you loved it. Subscribe to the story. Sometimes you need to appreciate the things that never got finished, and perhaps make an author's day that someone loved their story despite that. Comment on wips. Comment on every chapter. It makes a difference.

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is your comfort character also a sad pretty boy with trauma and questionable morals or are you normal

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to have life experiences that were so utterly different from everyone else in my age group

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you’re telling me i can’t just exist and someone is going to watch me across bookshop or in the library and fall madly in love with me? i actually have to talk to people? seems fake

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Guess who drew another character that means nothing to the plot but I love?

Ebony's great grandmother, the lady in the picture, is a WW2 Vet in the current spot in the timeline but I wanted to draw her when she was young and in the war.

She was one of the Night Witches, which was a group of Russian female bomber planes that flew during the night and bombed the enemy Germans. As part of Regiment 588, she had to be strong willed and risked her life in a plane that could be taken down by a simple hand gun. I hold high respect for those who truly fought as one and I hope she is a good representation of the glorious fight they put up!

Cheers!

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